Chapter 65

Alina's POV
My mind was completely blank and I didn't think about anything at all. Not even a tear came out of my eyes. I really felt like I wasn't standing on the earth and seemed to be floating high into the sky. I am not gathered on earth with my body. Separated in dimensions that are not too short.
Suddenly my thoughts were interrupted by the arrival of my aunt and uncle into my room. They brought an envelope which surprised me.
"Alina, are you okay?" My auntie asked.
I didn't answer after jumping from my original position and changing my position to sitting cross-legged.
"You have to read this!"
I frowned in question.
"What's this?"
"Just read!" While handing me an envelope.
I took it and started to open it then I read it carefully and thoroughly.
"Huh?" I am shocked.
It turned out that this was an apology letter from the school so that I could return to school.
"I won't be expelled?" I asked my aunt and uncle.
"Yes, actually."
"Go back to school, Alina, continue your dreams!"
I feel uncertain now between happy but mixed with sadness and fear. Traumatized if I have to come back to school. Will going back to school stop me from being bullied by people at my school? Instantly I was lost in my daydream again. Feeling inappropriate about going back to school. Things won't change, it will be the same as before, they still don't like me.
"Hey, what's wrong with you? Instead of being happy, you're daydreaming."
My reverie was broken and I was shocked.
My uncle patted my shoulder and said something I didn't expect.
"We already know what happened to you."
"What do you mean, uncle?" I was suddenly worried because maybe what my uncle meant was that everyone knew about every problem that had happened to my life, including my relationship with Ryan.
I felt anxious and my heart started beating strongly.
"What's wrong with you, Alina?" my aunt asked.
I was just silent, unable to say or answer a word. Can only swallow saliva because she feels trapped in a confusing situation.
"We already know that you were a victim of bullying at school. The school has clarified it and there was a student who explained everything about what you experienced at school. He said it all started at Cheerleaders practice. I don't know, I don't understand the chronology of the incident, but clearly they apologized for what they did to you. They even promised in front of the principal that they would apologize to you if you returned to school."
I managed to swallow saliva and felt relieved after hearing that. It doesn't seem to be about Ryan. But who are the students who dare come to school to straighten out the tangled threads that have arisen between me and them at school?
"Who do you mean by the man you mean?"
"If I'm not mistaken his name is Ryan."
"Huh Ryan?" Suddenly I felt very surprised.
"Ryan came to my school to explain everything?"
"Yes, right."
I was also suspicious of Ryan when my uncle mentioned the word student. Because I only told Ryan and Jeremy everything. But it would be impossible for Jeremy to come to my school to explain everything to the principal. Because in the past few days, since I left the hospital, Jeremy was always with me, I never even found him missing from my eyes. He is always with me and not far from where I am. So I can confirm that it's definitely not Jeremy. So it is very certain that Ryan was indeed the person referred to by the uncle who had tried to solve my problems at school.
"You know him?" My uuntie asked.
"Um yes, it looks like my senior at the Club."
"Oh that's appropriate."
"Yes, now you can rest and after cleaning up, quickly eat what I have cooked earlier. Just take it from the cupboard and the food is already served!"
"Yes, Alina, Monday, tomorrow you can start going to school again, he said. Go to school so that you don't miss too many lessons and improve your bad grades so that you will still be promoted. Moreover, soon there will be a grade increase. You have to be able to catch up with Alina! Because now We were called to school yesterday and we were shown that your grades in several subjects were really bad, below average, so fix everything and do it all with enthusiasm starting tomorrow!" My uncle said that he advised me and gave me motivation so that I wouldn't be left behind, especially as it was approaching my grade promotion. I have to mean it, he said. I will also start to build trust for everyone. I will be born again with a superior personality than before. Change my fate to be brighter and get rid of the misfortune that happened in my life yesterday.
"Yes, you rest and we will leave your room." They both left my room and left me alone.
Suddenly I thought of Ryan. Without realizing it, I smiled to myself thinking about Ryan's struggle to atone for all his mistakes. That means he is a responsible figure. I feel lucky to have known him. Instantly my heart felt full of flowers. I don't know why this feeling suddenly appeared. Is it true that I have fallen in love with Ryan? But on what basis did I suddenly love him? I feel crazy right now, all that's on my mind is Ryan.
I immediately brushed it off by going into the bathroom to clean myself after I had sweated because I had walked quite a distance from Jeremy's house to get here.
After showering, I immediately ate and carried out my activities as usual. Until evening arrived I prepared the equipment and books that I had to bring to school tomorrow. I will start everything from zero and build my prestige again to be known as a not bad figure at school.
The clock continued to tick until I arrived early in the morning. I immediately woke up without hesitation when I realized that my eyes had just opened after sleeping soundly all night. My body feels a bit fit now because it may be drugged by the feeling of joy that makes me very enthusiastic.
I immediately got ready and went to school early before the school gate closed again. I'm already traumatized if I have to stay late at school again. I have to get rid of my bad habit of being lazy. Now I have to have a high enthusiasm for doing good.
Now I go to school as usual via the same route. This time it went smoothly without any obstacles or obstacles. Until I arrived at school and received treatment that wasn't as bad as usual.
Today was a very memorable day at school for me. There was no day when I was bullied again by my friends at school like before.