Chapter 30

Aurora

I look at the screen then back at Dr. Gwen.
“A baby?” I whisper.
She moves the wand slightly, “Yes ma’am.”
My heart feels like its about to stop as it pounds hard in my chest, I turned my eyes to Nash, relieved when I see him smiling.
Knight leans over and kisses my forehead, “Don’t stress baby.”
“A baby.” I whispered looking up at him with tears in my eyes.
Lucian grabs my hand as the doctor prints off some measurements and prints out a black and white photo that looks like nothing but is something all at once.
He takes the photo and grins. “Our little lima bean.”
“So you aren’t far enough along to hear the heartbeat yet, “Since you just had a heat you must have gotten pregnant the very first day of your heat. I am, however, going to have you come in more often since you are a high risk since this is something new for all of us. I am sending in a script for prenatal vitamins, and even though you haven’t felt sick yet, I want to be preemptive and send in something for safety. Also keep sprite or ginger ale, crackers, nearby. Small meals will be best until you know for sure you aren’t going to have morning sickness. And don’t let the name fool you, it can be all day sickness. You will be coming weekly until close to the end where you will come bi-weekly. You need to get everything taken care of now, boys.” She says sternly, “You need to make sure she doesn’t have to stress over anything else. Today could have turned out worse, its more than just your mate and Kason. It’s now three lives you need to keep safe.”
She has Knight and Lucian carry the machine back out as I watch Nash inform the security unit of the location of Dr. Green’s family. I place my hand on my stomach, “a baby.” I want to cry; I really want my nest. I can’t believe it. A little life was holding on, inside of me! After everything I could have children with my mates.
I sit up and hop off the table keeping the blanket wrapped around me as I went upstairs, finding Kason asleep on the pack bed I quickly pulled on pajama pants and crawled into bed beside him, sneaking my arm under his head and pulling him close, my nose pressed to his curls as I scent marked him. My sweet boy. I was determined to treat him the way I always had, as my own. Having a baby that was mine wasn’t going to change that. I sighed and closed my eyes as all the thoughts flew through my mind.
I couldn’t seem to believe it. How could I believe it. For so long I believed that I would never have the opportunity to have children. And then the drama from having Dr. Green suddenly shoot Dr. Mara and Dr. Sparks all because the Gravin group wanted to take us down. I didn’t know what we were going to do. How could we end all of this.
It was all redundant. Why did we have to continually fight for the right to have a life away from the darkness they represent. They had already taken everything from me.
I closed my eyes and focused on my bonds. Happy to feel the utter joy radiating from each of the guys. Even Nash, who was trying to help Dr. Green. Not condemning him to death just because he was being forced to try and hurt us.
I think if this had happened when they forced their way back into my life. Dr. Green would have died instantly, but something had changed since that first day. They were changing. Proving to me everyday that they wanted to be better men. I hadn’t expected them to change. I rolled my eyes; I honestly hadn’t expected them to be anything more than someone I wanted revenge against. I never thought that I would ever fall for them. And I would admit to myself, I was falling for them. I couldn’t control how my heart felt when it came to them. It was more than them being my scent match, since I hadn’t realized that until recently, yes, they had kept saying they were, but it was hard to believe them since I couldn’t experience that myself.
I think this was a deeper connection because I hadn’t been able to trust my Omega. Since my senses had been so broken before. It was why I couldn’t force myself to actually do everything I had originally plotted to do to them. I hadn’t been able to force myself to send them to jail. To keep Kason hidden from them. I hadn’t been able to hurt them. I hadn’t been able to bring myself to torture them slowly with pictures of Kera in and my dad. Making them think they were slowly going crazy. Hell I didn’t even care that they had killed Lexi. I mean she was going to hurt Kason by telling Mr. Wolfe about him.
I was completely lost to them. They had quickly become everything to me next to Kason, Lena, and Jaxon. It was overwhelming and so fast. Now I just needed all this to be over, so we could focus on college and the new baby.
Nash walks in and lays himself down on the other side of Kason, “What are you thinking about baby.”
“Umm, so I know the college was burnt down, but I was wondering, since we have decided to live here, and your house, well your castle is just sitting there empty now that your father is dead, could we possibly offer it up as a place for them to expand. It’s a big enough location, and all that would be needed would be to build on to it and we all could help raise money for that. That way maybe we can get back to normal on that end.” I bit the side of my cheek.
“I just want to help. And with everything going on, I feel lost and stuck, and I want us to make our babies proud and give them a legacy they can be proud of.” I continue.
He nods and looks at me, “you keep amazing me baby, I think it’s a perfect Idea. We will get everything in play. You are fucking brilliant.” He leans up and presses a kiss to my forehead before laying back down.
“They found Dr. Green’s family, and we have sent them to a safe house along with the good doc. We managed to take out two more of the core group but there are still a few that we need to take out, including the senator. But we will keep you safe.”
I look up at him and smile, “I know I am always safe with you.”