54

Aroura

Of fucking course they did. Why wouldn’t they take over the minute they walk back into my life.
I ignore them coming into the house behind me and stomp my way upstairs into my nest. I lock the door behind me and scream.
Why, just why can’t they just let me take charge for once. Every fucking time they take over something happens to me. Or someone I love.
I pull off my t-shirt and throw it into the laundry basket before starting the water in the clawfoot tub. I sit on the side and pour some Epsom salt and some bubble bath into the water.
I stand up and take off my bra and stare at myself in the mirror. I look at my stomach and touch the small scars that took away so much. I then looked at my face. I had lost so much weight since I ran from them. My face was almost gaunt in appearance. I could see in my eyes how much this year had taken from me. I thought I was prepared for them to be back in my life, but I forgot how fucking annoying they could be at times. Controlling, never listening, always thinking they are right.
I hear a knock on the door to the nest and ignore it. I slide my pants and silk panties down my legs and throw them into hamper as well. I slowly step into the tub and flick the water off as I sit down.
I lean my head back against the lip of the tub and moan.
“See you still think you can keep us out with a simple door lock.” Lucian says as he walks into the bathroom and drops to the floor beside the tub.
I lazily look over at him, “No I had hoped you would have the common decency to allow me to have time to myself after what Nash just did.”
He laughed and cracked his neck. “You think after you left us for a year, that we would ever be willing to let you out of our sight right now. Sweet girl, you have to be kidding. You are lucky you aren’t tied to the bed right now or handcuffed to one of us.”
I groaned as my perfume soared through the air. He laughed as he inhaled my scent, “Fuck my girl likes the thought of that, good to know baby, good to know. Now, can you listen to me, or do I need to give you some relief and then you listen to me.”
I roll my eyes, “Talk first.”
“too bad.” He muttered, “We wasn’t trying to step on your toes. I know it seems like we never listen, that we don’t respect your thoughts on things. Probably cursing us, and saying we are too controlling. However, A, we lost you for a year. We couldn’t take responsibility for what happened to you because we couldn’t find you. Hell even when you would send a plane full of omegas and alpha’s that had been missing, we couldn’t find you. We have been going insane since the moment you left. We burned our town to the ground to remove the threats to you. As soon as Nash got that e-mail, and we found out where you were. We started planning what we was going to do. “
I glare at him, “No don’t start A, I’m not done.” He interrupts. “You know Nash only feels useful when he can do things from behind his screen. Hacking into his accounts is like taking candy from a baby. Gifting it all to the people he has hurt along the way is the right thing to do. They deserve to have second chances in life. Sending the evidence to the FBI and the media will help us have full control. And then when it comes time, all four of us will be there to deliver the final blow. We will be together. But you running off because you are pissed or scared, yeah that isn’t going to happen anymore. You are going to be by our sides, rather its willing or you handcuffed to one of us is your decision, but you aren’t leaving us ever again.”
I roll my eyes and snark, “why do you have to make it seem so logical. Why couldn’t you let me be mad for a while?”
“Because we don’t want you mad, we want you to be with us. We want to throw you onto the bed in that stunning nest you made, and we want to fuck you like we hate you even though we love you, because you left us. We want to feel you, own you, claim you all over again. It feels like it has been three lifetimes without you instead of just a year.” He says pulling himself up to his knees and leaning over the side of the tub, grabbing my body wash and loofa and starts washing my body slowly.
I moan and tilt my head to the side as he takes care of me, “I’ve missed you too.” I whisper.
He grins, “baby I can feel how much you missed us in the bond. If you keep sitting there perfuming so perfect for me, I won’t be able to stop myself from sliding into the tub with you and knotting you deeply.”
I sit up and nod, “now please. I can’t wait, I need you.”
He smiles and pulls himself to his feet, peeling his shirt off with one hand and throwing it toward the hamper, before pulling his belt off, snapping it teasingly toward me before setting it on the vanity before pulling his pants off. No underwear, fuck. His cock stood proudly, hard and deep purple around the head. His knot swelling at the base.
I licked my lips. I wanted him so badly, But I was also afraid. Would I have a flashback. Was I pushing myself for this too fast?
“Baby, we don’t have to do anything. Not unless you absolutely want to. We can just cuddle in the tub.”
I wiped my eyes, realizing I was crying. Of course he knew where my mind had gone.
“I want to try.” I say, my voice raspy.
He nodded and slid into the tub behind me, pulling me until my ass was against his knot and he wrapped his arms around me. I took a deep breath, slowing my breathing that I hadn’t even realized has sped up.
“It’s okay, baby girl. I have you. I won’t let you go.” He whispered.
I turn and straddle his body, crying into his chest. This, this is exactly what I’ve needed this whole time.