Chapter 54

The moment he says that Vixen is quiet. This is the first time he is once again opening his heart to acknowledge what they have and what they share between each other.Neither of them will let go of one another so easily, they have to test each other one at a time. The feeling is radically what the other feels and Vixen can pinpoint it to what Hunter feels at this moment.And so she faces him. She's speechless in the first quarter the second half she stares at him and can tell that you're serious which are in this moment do you really mean that she says the money looks at her wondering if there is anything on his face that shows that perhaps it would be lying to her"I wouldn't lie to you, Vixen, we have come so far with each other." The last thing I want to do right now is to lie to you."I felt a bit guilty for the king, perhaps." That is why I did not fight for my place, that is why I'm here in the first place. Hunter says to her.And what about me, did I really make such mistake with the king. Does he have the right to take something that I want, you want me and you do not have to feel sorry about it?Vixen says as she pushes her into her hair she stares at him."You've never spoken about what you feel for me before." Every day, I find that you break some kind of defense around you and come into alignment with what I feel. Vixen says as she walks closer to her and zephyr begins to blow through the windows slowly and she watches as he nears it.He stops in front of her and she looks him in the eyes the room is helped by a dim candlelight and it only lights in specific areas and in the area they eat right they are only able to find each other's eyes and it is a bit dim."Vixen, you shouldn't be here." What you have done is highly dangerous to choose to come along with me."Hunter please quit telling me out dangerous what I've done is rather focus on why I'm here with you." We need to figure this out. I'm here with you and I'm not going anywhere. I've left my father, my title status and all which at the end of the day feels so meaningless to me and you if chosen to leave your poor mother back in Southland without fighting for your place."For goodness sake, Hunter you were not going to lose me at the end of the day you need not to give your brother some kind of heartfelt apology by choosing to leave." Do not see that you're a threat to him. And he is insecure and not confident with your presence. And because he feels that you're such a danger to me once you're away from me at all costs.He pretends to be protecting me for some kind of reason. And you yourself are doing the same thing. If I wasn't in the picture you would have fought for your place in Southland. You wouldn't have left your mother."Hunter you have chosen to do that." And you expects me to sit back in Southland, once you leave and not be able to do anything and yet confine myself to some aromatic laws that David thinks he can keep me in. I'm not a bird. I do not get to be caged.I'm a living breathing human. Who wants you to fight for your own life as much as you fight for me? Isn't it funny that we have come to know each other in such a short manner of time and yet you're already sacrificing for me? Did you even ever see yourself doing that?"Vixen, you're doing the same thing that I did."Hunter says and she squint her eyes as she looks at him."Why did you come here in the first place because you saw that I have done something, something unjustifiable and yet you brought yourself to for that same reason." You came here because you have thought that all that I'm doing is not to be done, isn't it?"So as much as you think I'm not fighting or willing to fight for myself, I have to remind you that you're doing the same thing to you have a right to love me to coexist with each other.""This is something personal, and the king took it to personal advantages in his power that I may have followed or not followed to send me to the borders." Hunter says."But I am a free woman and no matter how much he chooses to restrict people from taking your hand."Perhaps, he thinks he can stop men from proposing to my mind. Vixen says to Hunter remembering David's threat to her."Those are just the little men that surround Southland aristocrats, the aristocratic men and bachelors who are freed from a place so another would not be stopped from sticking your hand." Hunter reminds her that David's threat to her."They see you in high regards, Vixen, you know that as much as anyone but yet you choose to come here." Now everyone will know of this that we're doing because they know better than to think deeply of a man or a woman or choose to live the borderlands."They will not think twice before they realize that we have crossed the limits several time but as we really and we really crossed all of the limits that there is Hunter." She says and Hunter looks like deep into the eyes and it literally breaks all manner of defenses that she has around her walls.And he presses in closer and places his hand upon her chin and it is almost like it is he is fighting himself from giving in to the submission of feminine"They think we've broken it off limits." He says and she squints her eyes.What does that even mean Hunter? She says to him as he turns back towards the window, and stands at where."It is what I said just now." They think we have broken all limits and Vixen doesn't know what that means. But if it has anything to do with the fact that he wants to leave her, she wanted to stop it as far as she could and so she walks towards him and throws her hands around his waist and she hooks him and the moment she does that he stops moving and when she does that. he closes his eyes feeling the pressure of his heart literally beating through his shirt as his tears had been rolling down from her cheeks."I've come all the way to find out what we have with each other you, I can't stop believing that it will not end it before we even get there." She says to him and he turns to her and she separates from him a bit."Vixen." When we were not here perhaps we could find out what we have for each other but the borders is not a place to find love.Okay? He says to her as she places her lips on his forehead before speaking to him."I do not care what people say the borders, I do not care what they are not for.L I am with you and that is all I need to actively understand what we are doing with each other is true."Perhaps, I'm asking for too much from your quiet life. I never used to be in your life. I never used to be anywhere around you." And all of a sudden I've come into your life and I'm asking you to sacrifice so much that you could never have perhaps it hurts you so."So bad that you have to leave your mother for a woman who you have just met." But, I'm not letting go of this chance to know what I feel for you. And I know that you feel it too. You said it yourself. You will not sacrifice your chance to be in Southland for me so easily if I meant nothing to you, Hunter do not push me away know that you have already done that sacrifice."Look me in my eyes." She says to him, she realizes that his gaze will not meet with us."Hunter please look me in my eyes. She says to him as she holds his hand. And the moment she does that, he pulls up closer and they fall upon the bed in a very swift moment and instance, she knows she would break off all those limits they once spoke about.Hunter can see it in her eyes that she is heading for that wall and he mutters her name but it can hardly be heard when he places his hands on her skin.