I hate him

I watch Nikolas go quiet maybe from seeing me mad, his eyes change a shade darker and he places his right hand on his chin, smiling in a creepy manner.
“ A person who will do anything for money, and has dealt with the cartel,” He says. I shouldn’t let him affect me this much, stay calm for the baby.
" what were you, a whore? a drug mule?" he asks, looking genuinely curious.
“ I don’t need to tell you anything or justify myself to you, I am carrying this child and as soon as it is born, you pay me and I will leave,” My voice came out small, and leave before tears spill, that stupid psychopath doesn’t have to see me cry, so he can insult me more.
I shut the door to my room and lean against it as tears start to stream down my eyes. Why did his words affect me so much? He looked at me as though I disgusted him, why would he judge me like that? He does not know me or my story.
Mario ruined me, he hurt me and I hate him for that.
“I’ll leave the city with a new identity and new life far away,” I whisper to myself.
I wake up, stretching my sore arms. I must have fallen asleep on the floor. I get ready for the day, putting on a jean and a soft sweater, it’s almost December soon and it’s already cold.
Wearing some soft boots, I go downstairs to the kitchen. My mind once again roams to Nik, his stupidly handsome face, strong sharp jaw, and muscular body that flexes even when he doesn’t mean it to, oh God I hate him!
I steady my heartbeat when I see the man I was dreading sitting on the barstool, and eating his breakfast quietly.
“Morning,” he greets cheerily. He looks merry today.
How are you?” He asks, I furrow my eyebrow, does he know how to read between the lines? Can’t he see I’m not talking to him? The arrogant bastard only smiles, and I'm taken aback, this man never smiled.
“ Morning,” I mutter, getting cereal and milk. Nik coughs, almost choking and chef Aaron gives him a glass of water.
“ I thought you weren’t speaking to me, Aviana,” he says, elongating the A in my name. I roll my eyes, stupid psycho. After breakfast, I decide to watch a movie but on my way there, Jeremy calls me.
“Aviana?” I smile and surprisingly, he gives me a quick hug.
“ How are you, we looked everywhere for you,” he says, running a hand through his locks, Jeremy looks like a muscular model despite his young age plus his height.
“ Jeremy? When did you get here?” comes Nikolas, sitting across from me. I sigh this is a huge mansion with about three or four living rooms, why would he choose to come in here?
“ Thought you were still in California,”
.” I’m back, for a while,” he nods, as he continues to drink his wine. It’s so weird the three of us in here, at some point Jeremy asked me what I like about the city, they keep talking but I don’t understand because mostly they use French, when they speak English they use jargon, I know that because Mario used codes when he didn’t want me to understand what they were talking about.
“ five turned last night,” he nods with a smile, what are they talking about? What turned?
“ Why aren’t you at work?” asks Jeremy standing up.
“ I’m waiting for Piper,” he goes back to look at me, scrutinizing me as if reading me. His gaze burns in a good way but also a scary manner, Nikolas Wulfric. I swallow thickly, looking at him and he raises an eyebrow before I shy away. No bad Aviana, this man insulted you, he judged you, and besides, he’s not even nice to me at all.
I smile when Aaron gives me microwave popcorn and they smell amazing, I just wish he didn’t put any butter, I continue to eat ignoring the baby daddy’s gaze on me as I eat.
I continue to watch Netflix, but I suddenly want to barf, I ignore still eating my popcorn
“ What?” I snap, unable to take it, he shakes his head finally looking away, but before he can answer me, a woman walks. The tall woman leans against the door, looking at him seductively, she is wearing jeans and a denim jacket, I can see her round breast, and she is wearing nothing underneath that, her big eyes widen when she sees me.
“ human,” I look at her with disdain, what does she mean?
“Excuse me?” I furrow my brows but she smiles, giving me her hand.
" piper," I shake her head and focus on the series am watching
"Aviana," I mutter, at last, she walks to Nikolas, biting her lower lip and without a word, they leave the room. Piper is giggling at whatever Nikolas said to her and a jealous snarl escapes my lips.
I wonder what relationship they share, they looked close maybe friends? But who can ever be friends with him and his stupid sour moods and vile language?
“ Who would ever what to be friends with him?” I whisper.
“ I would,” I jump, spilling some popcorn on the carpet, why do people in this house always want to give me heart attacks? I look blankly at the man who just walked. He looks at the popcorn on the floor and then gives me a sheepish grin.
“ I’m Justin,” he says, giving me his hand.
“ Aviana,” he takes a seat next to me, this man has a friendly face and no hard features.
“ I know you, al- Nikolas went crazy looking for you,” I widen my eyes, was he desperate to find me?
Justin and I talk a bit, he is a close friend of Nikolas.
Soon we are joined by Kat who looks tired but very beautiful in her pants and heels, she sighs leaning against her seat.
“ hi,” I greet her.
" Hello, Ava," She answers, getting my popcorn from the bowl. I eye her and she smiles again.
“ Aaron will make more,” she giggles, eating a bit.
I notice Justin keeps looking at her
“ What?” Kat snaps at him, and he shrugs, fixing his eyes on the screen, what’s up with them?
“ You have been visiting the black moon pack lately,” he says after being silent.
“ I have business there,” she responds, annoyed. Their exchange is anything but normal.
“ Alexander Alarie, Kat why?” she growls like a dog and I widen my eyes at the sound, Justin looks at her defiantly and she growls again, this time with power, and Justin submits. How do they make it sound like that?
“ Kat, I didn't-“
The doctor stands up abruptly, leaving the room as Justin is hot on her tail, they continue to talk just outside the door.
“ Sleeping with him now? your brother won’t like this,” Justin hisses
“ I don’t need to explain anything to you,” she retorts.
“ You want to be one of his many lovers too?” Kat groans loudly, going further down the halls where I can’t hear them anymore. And what was that about? Does Justin like Kat? Well, it’s none of my concern.
I leave the room when it’s late and since I don’t feel like eating, I go straight to my room but stop when I hear moans of pleasure from Nikolas' study. Are they fucking, they don’t even try to muffle their loud sounds.
Getting in bed, I cover my ears with the pillows but I can still hear them.
I hate this, and why does this bother me? I fucking HATE HIM.