The silver wolf

I breathe in, maybe it can understand me
“ look you don’t have to do what Nikolas says,” I croak, my throat feels sore and I swallow. “ I’ll report him to the police I promise, just let me go, I know you’re scared of him and I am too,” the huge wolf lowers its body on the ground listening attentively, maybe I am getting through to it
“ I always knew that there was something off about him but this is totally wicked and unacceptable!” I rant, who does that, and why would he create such creatures
“ but don’t worry, they will arrest him and help you guys, I’m sure there is an antidote,” I try to assure it with a shrug. It snarls still watching me
“ I just can’t believe I found him attractive and alluring, gosh!” I complain, I can’t believe he can be capable of this, the wolf lets out a small growl looking away into the woods.
“ but this is not about me," I do feel betrayed, why is fate never on my side? Why do bad things happen to me, now I have to go around the world with this baby, what do I do with it? and what if it’s born before Mrs. Smith awakens? Do I tell it what its father really did, I see why he’s rich now.
“ look I also know what's like to be held against your will,” I half-smile, maybe Mario and Nikolas are just the same, why do I always like the bad boys? The ones who end up hurting me.
I think of that innocent boy Reuben, are his parents looking for him? I wonder how they feel, how can Nik be so cruel, even to young kids, they were terrified when he walked out looking gorgeous,
I feel tears in my eyes when I remember his face, his cocky smile and arrogant self.
Human. He refers to me as human, I see why now.
I’m sure he wasn’t even going to pay me, he would have taken me to the laboratory as soon as I deliver and turn me into a human-wolf
Should I just give it up for adoption? What I am saying, it has relatives, there’s that intimating girl Aurora, and Kat too, I don’t see them often though but when I do she simply ignores me or pretends I don’t exist but Jeremy, he’s nice.
What if they are all in it too? changing humans to animals, are wolves the only thing that changes? what else would he be experimenting on? pigs?
I cry silently to myself and slowly turn to sobs and the silver wolf just whimpers lowly, why does it look affected? I cry loudly unable to hold it, Nikolas is a monster, why do I always feel strongly attracted to such men? I don’t know if it’s the hormones or what but I feel very emotional right now, I want my mother, my father why did he die?
I don't know how long it has been but I keep crying, finally exhausted I stand up, I need to stop this, pull myself together.
The wolf watches me pace around as I look for a plan, I am just glad I managed to change its mind about killing me.
Growling a little, I don’t move close, just keeping a distance In case of anything.
Why does it look annoyed I’m trying to help it too.
The car is destroyed, and I’m definitely not a mechanic, I can’t call anyone because I don’t have my phone with me, I wave at the huge wolf with a smile.
“ Don’t worry ok, I’m going to the police, you’ll be fine,” I turn and leave, going past it, we are not far from town.
“ The police is actually this way,” I stop in my tracks, and slowly look back, please don’t be, please don’t.
Nikolas is standing there naked, looking very very hot, and I keep my eyes on his face, I can’t believe I still blush. Did he change himself into a human-wolf too?
What kind of world are we leaving in?! I feel light-headed like all energy has left my body, I groan holding it and Nik comes to me looking worried. i try to move but he holds my waist tightly, and without warning carries me, I try to struggle for a while to no avail
" Easy, love," he keeps walking to god knows where and Finally defeated, I close my eyes, why I am enjoying this so much, he’s probably going to kill me but I know he won’t do it now, he’ll wait until I give birth to his child, so I have some time, for now, thanks for saving me, baby.
I smile, holding my tummy, it’s been a month and a half already and it’s not showing, so slow.
I close my eyes against his hard chest, his warmth surrounds me and I love how he smells, all my energy has left me, between the crying and running
I wake up to the bright lights on my face, and we are home, did he carry me all the way here? I get out of his arms and open the door, Nikolas following closely, can’t he wear some shorts?
he sighs and turns to me but before he can say a thing I run as fast as I can in my room and lock the door, sliding down against the door and hold my hair. What was that? I knew there was something wrong with the way there- eyes change, the growls, and their behaviors.