Chapter 17

Alexia drove back to her hotel where she lay like a bag of flour on the bed. Her mind retracted to the scene with Dylan.
It was nice.
She loved it.
She knew she loved it, every part of it.
The way he touched her. The way he stared at her. The way she touched his face. His dark hair. His handsome face. His lips. Every part of his body, she loved.

Why is love so hard?
The one whom you love so much, you can not get. Why did she have to fall in love with someone who doesn't give two shits about her?
He said it openly, he didn't want to kiss her.
She would have kissed him.
Yes, she would have shamelessly enjoyed kissing him even after he had hurt her and humiliated her. However, even though he did so many terrible things to her, he still didn't feel apologetic.

'Alexia, forget about him. You have to forget about him because you are married now. That guy doesn't deserve you, he doesn't deserve you at all!" She warned herself, almost rolling off the bed in tears and sadness.
She loved him.
He was her first boyfriend.
He was the first man to show her what love meant.
He had taken a part of her.
A part of her and didn't return it.
She didn't even want it back. She shamelessly wants him to keep it.

'Mother, I am so sad right now." She began to cry and clutch her hand to her chest. They said you can only feel one pain at a time but right now, she was feeling so much pain at the same time.
Guilt
Betrayal
Disappointment.
Cheated.
She felt so much pain.


* * *

Dylan walked out of his hotel room, he was feeling bad. He felt bad because he wasn't able to kiss Alexia even though he wanted to.
Damn you, Dylan, you had the chance to kiss her your whole life but you tossed her away.
His subconscious yelled at him and at the same time, he snapped his head against the wall causing so much pain in his body.

It was as though the creator had purposely allowed it to happen because she was annoyed with him. He had hurt Alexia a lot, he deserved it. He thought.
Once he was out of his hotel room, he looked at Alexia's door, he wished she could come out. He wished he could see her face.
He had become used to staring at her greatly, he didn't want to stare at someone else.

Perhaps this was what love felt like, you become so used to that person you forget what your daily routine used to be like. You tell yourself it is normal, however, in the real sense, it is not. When you are in love, you forget that you are in love with someone else; that person becomes a part of you.

He kept staring at her door hoping she would come out and then, the door flung open. It was Regan who came out. She looked at Dylan with contempt, she was so angry at him, that she could murder him.
'What are you staring at?" Regan had never been scared of Dylan. She had never been influenced by his handsomeness and beautiful body. Unlike other girls who squirmed at his feet, she never does that.

Dylan hated the girl because of this. Ever since he hurt Alexia, she had hated him. It was as if it was her he hurt.
'Regan, can we be friends? At least for the sake of Alexia?" he asked looking at her with pleading eyes.

Regan smiled contemptuously, she walked closer to him. She was a lot shorter than him so she had to raise her head to look at him.
'The one you hurt or another one? Dylan, I can never be friends with a casanova like you. You have hurt Alexia too much, people like you need to die and never resurrect. You will never get a befitting burial when you die!" she snapped, snorted, and left.

Dylan watched her until she was out of sight.
'How can a woman hate me so much?' He chuckled watching her until she was out of sight.

* * *

Clarissa and Henry were in the room, Clarissa sat on his d!ck riding him sweetly. Henry moaned under her and placed his hand on her waist, fvcking her from below as well.

Sweat dripped from Clarissa's face.
She was enjoying the pleasurable exercise she was doing with Henry. Her moans filled the air and Henry fvcked her roughly.

Just then, her phone rang.
The face of Alexia popped on it. She frowned and hissed then pushed her phone away.
She continued to ride Henry who seemed to notice her angry face but he was vast into the s!x that he didn't bother asking.

Again, Clarissa's phone rang.
At this time she was already at climax, she didn't even bother checking the caller, she increased her movement until they both finished into each other. She laid on his chest and he gently kissed her on the forehead.

'Don't tell it's that disgusting girl that called you?" he asked looking at her.

'She is the one. I hate the way she calls me every time, she has no one to talk to and calls me as though I am her mother." Clarissa seemed very pissed.

'I think we need to get rid of her as soon as she signs the documents. I cannot bear with her anymore, I had to block her because she wouldn't stop calling me as well." Henry enunciated with contempt.

'I will block her right now, I hate the way she is disturbing my peace as though I am her relative. People like them need to die, I don't know their essence in this world when all they do is disturb others. I am not the cause of her loneliness!"
Clarissa picked up her phone, she blocked her number and threw her phone away while she and Henry continued their tryst.


Alexia looked at her phone.
She had been crying since and she needed to talk to someone. She wanted to talk to Clarissa badly but she called and called, but there was no response.

She had called Henry before but his number was not going through. She wondered what had happened to him and why he hadn't called her all this while.
She needed to talk to someone.
She needed to share her feelings with someone.
She needed a hug.
She needed a comforter.
She needed someone who wouldn't desert her.

At this point, she was out of breath.
She wished to talk about it to Regan but Regan was only a secretary, she didn't want to bother her with her personal life.
'Dad, I should speak to my dad." She uttered into her phone.

With shaky hands, she dialed his number.
It rang but he didn't pick.
She called it again and It got answered.
In Alexia Father's Mansion;
Kylie saw that her husband's phone was ringing, and she walked out of the kitchen. When she saw the caller ID, she rolled her eyes.
'What do you want?" she asked after she picked it up.

Alexia recognized her voice very well.
She hastily swallowed the despair that was about to fall off her mouth. She didn't say anything because she knew if she spoke, Kylie would know and she would mock her.

'Cat caught your tongue now? Hey, don't bother my husband if you have nothing to say!" Kylie hung the phone and dropped it on the table furiously.

'Alexia, I am going to make you hate your life over and over again. It is the promise I made to your mother before she died and it will be the promise I will make to your father before he does. A few more months and I will be sitting on that throne your mother placed you. I promise you!" She smiled menacingly and walked back to the kitchen.


Alexia couldn't take it anymore, she fell to the floor and cried her eyes out. The loneliness was hitting her in every area.
Her heart, her heart felt like it was exposed to the cold and she need the arms and heat of a person to warm it up.
Ever since she started high school, no one liked her. They all hated her because she was rich and incredibly pretty. Only the boys came to her all because they wanted to sleep with her and pop her cherry. Each time she didn't let them, they left her and bullied her.

Loneliness became the order of her life.
She used to tell her mother about it until she died. She had no one to tell about it anymore, she had no friends until she met Kylie.
Kylie was the only one who didn't get jealous of her until she slept with her boyfriend; she even dated him.

'Mom... Mom... I'm tired. I want to give up, I want to stop now. I don't like this, I'm too fragile for all these you know but you left me. Mom... Mom I want to come to you."
She cried her heart out.
She didn't even know she was butt dialing Dylan's number. Dylan picked up almost immediately and he heard all that she said.

''Mom... Mom... I'm tired. I want to give up, I want to stop now. I don't like this, I'm too fragile for all these you know but you left me. Mom... Mom I want to come to you."
He heard it all loud and clear, his heart broke into a million pieces.
He wanted to help her.
His heart cried because of her.
He walked out of his hotel room immediately and went to her room.
'Alexia, please let me in."