Chapter 77

I breathe out looking at him, I draped my hand over my arm, rubbing it and breathing out. I felt like I have breathe more at this moment than I have since morning. I watched as he walked closer, his face was soft and petite; he looked hurt, really hurt I felt like he was going to cry.

'I love you so much, Alexia. I won't ever cheat on you, I will never sleep with another girl when I have you at my beck and call. Even if I don't, I can't bring myself to sleep with you. I never told you this but I and Kylie never had sex. She came to my office one time, she was so horny and demanded sex, I was about to sleep with her when I realized it's the only reason I have been attracted to her. The sex she deprived me of. I couldn't take that she rejected sex from me so I wanted so much to have sex with her but the slightest time she accepted, I rejected her because I have fulfilled myself. She finally wants sex with me meaning I am attracted to her; previously, I thought I am not attracted to her and as a playboy, it undermined my feelings. However, with you Alexia, it's never about sex, I love every part of you and even if I have sex with you a hundred times a day, I will still want more.
I never have sex with a girl more than once or twice, never thrice except Stephanie; we had sex thrice and that was it." he looked down then breathed, also walking closer to me.

He held my hand, then took his other hand to my face. He gently wiped my tears.
'I fucking love you, Alexia. With every part of me, my breath, my hands, my legs... Every part of me..." Then he looked down.

I chuckled and pushed him away. I sighed, wiping away my tears. I walked closer to him which made him pull me closer into his chest. My beast pressed against his chest while my hands wrapped around his neck.

He began to kiss my neck then he sniffed my hair before disengaging and kissing my cheeks.
'Fuvk, you will definitely be the end of me. I cannot leave you here ever, I regretted the way I shouted at him and I am so sorry." He apologized, his blue eyes piercing mine.

'I should have asked for an explanation. I..." I stared into his eyes and heaved a breath.

'I love you too much and I can't bear the thought of you sleeping with another woman. Stephanie was one of your flings, the instant I saw that message I felt like you had gone back. I am scared that one day you'll leave..."

'Suhhhh" he placed his hand on my lips, then he gently brushed against my lips.

'I can't ever leave you, right now I just want to spend the best of my life with you, in your embrace." He assured then kissed my lips which I reciprocated. The tears in my eyes flowed down my cheeks as the kiss got intense.

I believe him, the words that came out of his mouth but a part of me told me not to. Yet, I am, I did, I will and I was told... A part of me kept telling me he will hurt me nonetheless I didn't care.

Dylan and I went in, I saw Stephanie talking to Brendax who seemed to warm her up. Brendax had always been a cheerful person and he was just right for Rayden knowing how much burden she had to carry after the death of her mother and her boyfriend leaving her.

Walking closer to Stephanie, I apologized to her. She smiled at me, hugging me tightly and I did the same. After the hug, we gathered around and enjoyed the party.

We sat around circles playing games and having fun, Dylan sat beside me and Brendax next to me. Clarissa sat next to Dylan and Alexander sat next to Clarissa. Hayden sat beside Brendax.
We had played truth or dare and it was extremely dirty but I was really glad it was Brendax and Dylan that sat beside me, they went easy on me.

'Pin the bottle and kiss who it lands on!" Rose shouted.

I laughed, what can of the stupid game is that? I looked at Brendax who smiled as well. By this time, Dylan had gone to the bathroom.

'Are you playing?" asked Brendax to me.

'Sure, Dylan will protect me in case of anything," I said flipping the consequence of my action below my belly.

'Alexander go!" Rose shouted tapping his shoulder.

I smiled. I prayed secretly that it would go to Clarissa since she was sitting right next to him. The excitement in me was stronger than anyone's not even Clarissa.

Alexander spun the bottle and it began to move in a circular motion; all our eyes were on it and it landed on... me. ME?!!
Yes Me?!
I laughed softly, raising my head and looking at Alexander who had a cheeky smile on his face.

'C'mon, kiss her! ' Everyone shouted.

'Or drink a bottle of tequila!!" Shouted Rose as she raised one bottle of tequila. I needed to know how many tequilas she bought cause there were tons of them in a basin across us.

Alexander smiled. I kept looking at him, he stood; for sure going to take the tequila bottle but he didn't, he didn't go towards Rose's direction, he was coming closer to me.

I looked behind me, expecting to see a bottle of tequila behind me but there was none. By the time I turned around, I was met with his face; caressing my face. I paused, cold air engulfing me; freezing me against my seat.

I was shocked, his nose nudged mine and he smiled. His lips were inches away, they were coming for mine and I could feel my heart beat so fast.

Alexander wouldn't kiss me, right?
What about Clarissa?
He wouldn't do that to her right?
To Dylan?
To me?!
Freaking move Alexia!
My subconscious snapped at me.