Part B: Chapter 29

***Caution: chapter involves sex talk and sex, readers discretion is adviced***

Carter left us after that and Jemila abruptly stood up, grabbing my hand in the process and dragging me to the bedroom.

“I’m sorry about your parents-” but she cut me off by pressing her lips to mine. I froze at first, not knowing what to do or how to react but she didn’t step back like I thought she would. Instead, she pushed me against the wall and pressed her lips harder against mine. The softness of them made me melt and I breathed her in scent and with contradiction to what I really wanted to do, I placed my hands on her shoulders and pushed her away from me. “Are sure this is what you want to do? Maybe we can talk instead about what Carter just told us.”

“I don’t want to talk about anything, I want you inside me right now,” she removed my hands from her shoulders and proceeded to pull my shirt over my head.
Fuck me, I thought as I stopped her hands that were expertly working my sweats down. Was there something wrong with me? Why was I refusing her what I knew deep down I also wanted? Was I suddenly growing a conscious? I wanted to laugh at that thought.

“Jem? This isn’t what you want,” I said, my voice coming out in short puffs as I tried to control the urge to take her there and then. I knew better than to use sex as a means to run away from what was actually bothering you. “I don’t want you to wake up tomorrow and regret doing this.”

Jemila huffed, throwing her hands in exasperation. “I won’t regret anything, now can you stop making this harder than it already is?” she shouted, her face suddenly puffy and flashed. I could still feel her emotions but most of them had been numbed and it took a lot of effort for me to even feel what was below the surface. “I don’t want to talk, talking won’t bring my parents back and I’d rather not think about that right now. All I want from you at this moment is to be the infamous Aidan I was told about, the one who has been with countless women. I want that experienced person to make me forget all of it. Is that too much to ask from someone who is supposed to be my mate?”

That felt like a slap on the face. Sure I had a past but bringing it right now just made everything that much more true. Yes, I was a player but it wasn’t as if any of the women didn’t know what they were getting themselves into. I wanted sex, and in return they got all the expensive crap that they wanted. I call that a fair trade.

Taking a deep breath to calm myself down, I took her hands in mine and brought them to my chest. “Do you feel that?” I asked, “my heart has never beat so fast for anyone and only you can do that. Yes, I have been with a lot of women in my past but that was the past and trust me when I tell you that I regret each moment I spent with them because nothing can ever compare to you and what you make me feel.”

But instead, she yanked her hands from mine and turned on me, glaring with each word she spoke. “Don’t give me any of that crap, all I need is sex, not your pathetic words which I’m sure you’ve used with countless women before me. So, I’m giving you a choice, it’s either you take me now or I call Sean and have him do what you can’t. Your choice.”

The mention of that arsehole’s name made my hands clenched into fists and my wolf shrieked with anger. I could feel myself lose control as I grabbed her forcefully by the waist and kissed her hard until her knees went weak.

“Can he kiss you the way I can?” I growled as I trailed kisses down her throat, making her squirm in my arms. “Can he satisfy you the way that I can?”

She moaned something incoherent as her fingers played with my hair. I pulled back and stared at her. “Answer me sweetheart or you won’t get that relief that you are craving.”

“No, no he can’t,” she breathed and I smiled as I took her lips yet again and deepened the kiss then wrapped one arm around her bottom and lifted her up. She wrapped her legs around my waist, still not breaking the kiss as I walked us over to the bed.

I placed her on the bed and moved my lips from her mouth, down her throat, and stomach until I was at her navel. I looked up and she was looking at me with lust glazed eyes. “I’m going to make you come so hard that you will forget about that scandalous kiss you shared with him,” I said as I slowly slid her leggings off her perfect legs. *Fuck*, I can’t believe she is all mine. Then I took her underwear off too. I stood back, taking her all in, not sure how much restraint I could master.

Without thinking much about it, I trailed kisses down her stomach, past her naval until I was at her sweet spot. I entered two fingers and she sucked in a deep breath, making my cock harden inside my sweat. Goddess, what am I going to do with this woman? Slowly, I entered another finger and began pumping, first slowly then faster until her breaths were coming out in short puffs.

“Yes,” she screamed, her sweet voice filling my ears with pure bliss and hardening my cock even more than it already was.

I was clenching myself, but unable to contain myself anymore, I tore out of the sweats and jumper, grabbed a condom and plunged deep into her until I could feel that sweet spot. My body was still stiff as I just stood inside her, then gradually, I began to move.

I could hear her groaning and moaning but everything sounded further away from me. I felt as though I had been transported to a strange land, her fears, pain, happiness, sorrow and joy were mine to share with her.

*Em come on, hurry before they leave us, a girl with the whitest hair I had ever seen shouted and I watched as a young Jemila came bounding down the stairs, hair braided into soft knots.*

*“I’m coming, wait up,” she shouted back until they were now close to each other, locked in a tight embrace.*

*“What did you tell your parents?” the other girl asked, linking her hand through Jemila’s. “Can you come over for a sleepover at mine?”*

*“Mum said as long as your mum is okay with it,” Jemila replied. “I can’t believe it’s going to be our first sleepover with other girls before 7th grade starts.”*

*“Me too, I told mum to make sure that everything was well prepared because I don’t want Milika to start a rumour about how I didn’t have this or that.”*

*I watched as the two girls walked hand in hand while talking and laughing and a part of me felt whole in that moment.*