Sunshine

*Sandra*

He replied with a simple "Get Dressed". I scrambled to get my clothes back on. All three of them walked in minutes later. Joseph was livid. He was pacing around yelling and cursing. I hadn't seen him this angry. I could see the look on Henry and Zeus' faces, they were worried themselves. "How would he know to call her that? Who the fuck would have been in contact with him? Darrell wouldn't have heard her code name. Who was around to hear it? I want all phones thoroughly searched and bugged." He walked over to me. Maybe he noticed that I was getting anxious. He kissed my forehead. " We will figure this out Sunshine I promise." I leaned into his chest shaking my head yes. "We will find out who told him. I promise" Zeus seemed concerned as well. I could tell Henry didn't know what to say to me. He looked worried. I looked up at Joseph, smiled, and walked towards the granite top bar. It didn't differ from the one at the country house. Pouring 4 glasses of bourbon I asked them all to sit down. Joseph took the glass but remained standing. "When I got the message I wasn't even afraid. I know you will keep me safe." I walked over to him and put my hand on his cheek. He turned his head. He didn't want to look at me. "Smoke, I am going to be okay," I spoke softly to him. He slowly looked into my eyes. I leaned up pressing my lips softly to his. His eyes looked almost misty. *He's not angry, he's afraid* Finally he sat down in the chair and I placed myself on his lap. We talked well into the night. The three of us tried to figure out who would have talked to Ryan knowing that they had chosen to call me Sunshine in the city. He shouldn't know. Someone had to tell him I was in the city house. They had to tell him that the brotherhood was calling me Sunshine. He was watching somehow.

Joseph decided the best plan was to find him first. He was going to be sure that the monster didn't get close to me again. It has been a long time since I believed anyone could save me, that they could keep me safe. Sitting here at this table I believed, I felt safe, I was home. Zeus and Henry finally decided they could go get some sleep. I hugged them both tight trying to reassure them that I was okay. They both still wore a look of worry on their faces. I felt bad for them. I know they care for me, only knowing me a short time, they felt a need to make sure I was safe. When they were both gone, I looked back realizing that Smoke was staring at me. I walked over to the sink and started washing the whiskey glasses. He didn't budge. When I turned around he was still watching me. "Are you okay?" I asked walking towards him. "No." He looked down at the table. I could still see the fear on his face. These are feelings a king is not used to. I sat down in the chair across from him. "Im going to be okay." He didn't respond. "Smoke?" He stood up looking at me. "You don't understand darling, I am failing, and I don't fucking fail." He walked over to me picking me up off the ground. When he sat me down I was in front of the bed. "Stand still." His voice sounded different, harsh. I didn't move. He walked away for a time and then came back. I looked up at him and realized he had walked back to me completely naked. He needed me, and he needed to feel like he was in control of something. He needed to know it hadn't all been taken away from him. "Lift your arms." I obeyed. He lifted my shirt over my head. He softly pulled my arms back down. I started to touch his arm, impulsively, and he pushed my arm back down. "Stand still." He was more stern this time. He grabbed my chin and pulled it up kissing my mouth softly. He let go smirking at me. He ran his hands down my sides roughly into the hem of my pants and under my panties. He cupped his hands around both of my cheeks and squeezed growling into my ear. He knelt pulling my pants down with him to my feet. "Step forward." As soon as I stepped he picked me up and laid me on the bed. He grabbed my legs and pulled me to the edge of the mattress. "Do you want to know how today has made me feel?" I nodded. I know he was afraid, but I don't know show this is going to make me feel the same. I could never be afraid of this naked god in front of me. All I could see was the fire burning in his eyes. I could feel the pulsing between my legs longing for him to touch me. No fear.

He ran his hands down my thighs slowly. The heat of his hands drove me crazy, I pushed my hips up to him willing him to touch me. He removed his hands, "Stay still." He ordered. I let out a long frustrated breath. He started again at the top of my thighs moving slowly down, I willed myself not to move. He smirked at me, "Better." I could feel how wet I was and I wanted him to feel it too. What he did to me. When he reached my crease he gently put his thumb over me without entering. "Your so soft Sunshine, So beautiful." He started softly rubbing me but my body was pleading for him to touch me on the inside. To feel what he caused, which was so far from fear. "Please," I said through labored breaths. He lifted his hands completely away from me, starting again with my thighs. "It's frustrating isn't it baby, to want something, to need something and not be able to reach that goal, for it to be just out of reach" He moved faster now finally slipping his fingers inside my folds. "And Damn did you want it." He found my clit and started rubbing it hard and fast. I couldn't think of anything but the pleasure, my mind was blank. "Do you feel that baby, does it feel good when I touch you?" He asked me trying to talk over my loud moans. I shook my head yes and started to move my hips with the rhythm. He stopped again. "How does it feel when I take it away quickly?" He pulled me up to face him. I could see how excited he was, how badly he wanted me, why wouldn't he take me? "Why?" I asked him softly. He smiled reaching for my cheek. "I am not good at explaining how I feel Sunshine, it's been so long since I have allowed myself to feel anything, I am showing you." He told me to roll over to my knees, so I did. "Think of how it felt when I took the pleasure away darling, thats how I felt when I couldn't find you today like someone had sucked all the pleasure out of me." He whispered into my ear running his hand down my back. He was showing me how he felt when I left him. He was showing me how it felt to want something that bad. The way he wanted me to be there where he could keep me safe. He shoved his fingers back inside me hard, I moaned louder than before. " This is how it felt when I saw you again, a rush of excitement." He bent down and used his tongue to stimulate my clit. I started to let go and he allowed me to.. he stood up and immediately slid inside of me."Do you understand now baby, how today made me feel?" He groaned out as he slammed into me. I moaned out a pretty shakey "yes boss" in response. It didn't take long for both of us to get lost in pleasure and explode together.

"That was intense." I was laying on his chest. I felt him chuckle. "That wasn't nothing darling, stick around." I sat up on my elbow and looked at him. "You're not failing you know. Someone saw me and heard you guys call me Sunshine. He has someone on the inside. I know you have tasked Henry to find out who, and something tells me he will. When he does you can make them leave the grounds and I will be safe again." He ran his fingers through my hair. "Whoever it is darling, they will die," He said so matter of factly I know he could see the shock on my face.

He ran his fingers down my cheek and smiled, "Sunshine, I will burn this whole city down to protect what's mine."