Duplicitous

*Ryan*

I haven't been in the city long, but damn are these brotherhood jackasses everywhere. I got one of my old undercover buddies watching the house, I can't get close. I told him that everything going on was because of this Smoke character. I told him they took her brainwashing her into being against me. He believed me. He offered to help me get her back. I know that Smoke bastard has everyone watching for me. I also have confirmation that he is fucking my wife. Well ex-wife for now, but she will marry me again. Bryson, the undercover, heard him telling her she had to wait to get fucked basically. It makes me sick that she is letting him touch her. Letting him taste and touch what is mine. She will need a good washdown when I get her back. I will have her again. It's not even that I want her that badly anymore, I just want to take her from him. I want her to lose him. I want her to feel it when I get my control back. She will feel it, deep inside of her. Stupid Whore. *Focus Ryan, Focus* I have been staying in this cheap cockroach-invested hotel and getting information from my undercover and inside man. He hasn't been allowed inside. I guess the one they call Zeus made them all leave the grounds. My message shook him. I got under his skin. He isn't as strong as I believed he was. She is weakening him. He is not as concentrated as he was before her. If he was I would be dead. Big told me how he got banished to the northern territory. Even he wouldn't tell me anything about him. People do fear him. This mother fucker thinks he is a king. I am going to take it all away from him. I know I can't get close enough to kill him but judging by how reckless he was when my Sandy left to get her hair cut, when I take her and leave this state behind, he will crumble underneath his castle. He will come for her. I pulled out the little bit of powder I had left that I had borrowed from Big's stash. He didn't see it on his cameras apparently and I needed it. I had to get my head straight. I took it all at once and felt my face go numb.

I hadn't heard from Darrell in a while. I assume Smoke had gotten him and he was dead by now. If I felt bad about those types of things I would feel bad about that. But I don't. I looked in the mirror for a moment, the black circles under my eyes looked like they were getting darker. I hadn't eaten in probably two days. I was getting strung out but I didn't care. I no longer had a reason to care what people saw when they looked at me. I was fired quickly after my investigation. This bitch and her new favorite cock had ruined my life. I had a plan worked out. I had a way to grab her and my plan was coming together. It was going slower than I wanted but it would happen. I already knew she stayed in a locked room upstairs. He has her up there like fucking Rapunzel. I know I can't get inside the fortress, but I know they will leave eventually and I will have a way to take her then. The undercover I have watching her believe that I am trying to save her. He has infiltrated gangs so many times that he knows the type of crazy shit these kingpins do. He doesn't know what I learned about Smoke. He doesn't know that he isn't a normal kingpin. He is different. He doesn't like certain drugs being dealt in his territory. He brings in strays off the streets, cleans them up, and gives them a job. He does charity work and signs it under random names, but the money comes from the brotherhood, He sells guns in the territories but mostly for protection from other gangs. He does embezzle money, and he has a shit ton of money in multiple banks. I researched so much about the brotherhood, but I could never figure out who that fucker was. I don't know who any of his close confidants are either. His inner circle is kept secret. The territory leaders are so afraid of him that they won't speak. That guy Ark runs the northern territory. He wasn't a big guy which was strange because I always thought that was a requirement for being in the brotherhood. You have to lift fucking 500lbs. I had met him a few times before they took her. He does some shady shit that his boss doesn't know about. I am almost sure he told Big what to do with me, probably to cover his ass.

"What did you find out?" I asked Bryson as he walked through the door. "I think they are on to you Ry, they used something to jam my mics and all I could hear was static." I grabbed the small black desk chair close to me and launched it across the room. "Don't you understand Bry, If I don't save her, eventually he will kill her!" I tried to turn on some tears but was unsuccessful. I was too pissed. I could break this fool's neck and feel nothing. He ruined it, I won't be able to hear an update now. What if they moved her back to the safe house? No one could find it. I would imagine just like his inner circle it is something almost no one knows. Bryson told me he was sorry and that if he could figure anything else out he would call my disposable cell. Big took my old phone a busted it. Gave me the new one. He told me my dumbass was going to get everyone killed when he did. No one knew the new number. Only Big, Bryson, and Bram. Bram is my inside man, he had made it into the lowest level of the brotherhood. No one was watching him closely but he was watching what he could. He hadn't seen Smoke up close, but he saw Sandy with some guard when she left to go to the salon. He told me she was there but by the time I got there they had told the guard to get into a SUV and his face was bleeding. Then I watched from down the street as another Suv pulled in and waited for her. No one got out of that one only she got into it and they pulled away. I knew better than to follow. I know their guards are professionally trained. They would have noticed. I picked up my phone and called him. He didn't answer the first time so I waited and called again. "Hey Kay, I don't know if I can come over today." He was talking in code, telling me he didn't think he would be able to talk to me today. I just slipped a mmhmm in. "I have to see if I can get to your house." This time he was telling me he didn't know when he would be back around the house. I didn't respond. "I'll let you know one way or the other later sweetie." He hung up. He was telling me if he had any new info he would call me.

After they took her back to the house was when they set the jammers. She must have disobeyed him when she left with the guard. She doesn't know how to follow commands, he will learn that. Took me a long time to get her to kneel to me. Thinking about her kneeling for him made me physically ill. Such a dirty girl. I know they will leave with her eventually. She feels free, and free Sandra is a busy woman. She likes to be out and about, not suffocated inside a house. She won't stay in that prison. She will leave again and I will be ready. I know her better than he does. I know her better than anyone. I stripped her down to nothing, learned what was beneath the attitude, and the sarcasm. A small submissive weak woman hides behind those defenses. She lost her will to fight me fairly quickly when I showed her my darkness. She accepted it, never trying to leave me. She could have, she had opportunities. She wanted me even if she won't admit it. I felt her excitement when I touched her and watched her shaking. She loves me, She won't tell him that either, but she enjoyed having me there to make her decisions, to bend her to my will. As much as I enjoyed the fight, I enjoyed feeling her submit to me more. Watching as she cast her eyes to the floor afraid to look at me. Watching the welts pop up on her ivory skin when I spanked her for doing something wrong. I knew her better than anyone for sure. I made her show me. He won't do that. He won't have that connection to her as I do. She will kneel to me again if I tell her to. She was like a wild horse, I broke her spirit, I own her now.

As soon as I know she is leaving that house again, I will get her back.