Paradise

*Joseph*

I got instant chills when I felt her breath hit my ear. I was going to hold her and let her rest, she needs it, but I couldn't say no to her. I pulled her mouth to mine kissing her deeply. I told her to roll back over and Pulled her Pajama bottoms down to her knees. She used her foot to push them the rest of the way down. They were a crumbled lump at the bottom of the bed. I grabbed her left and told her to pull her knee up to her chest exposing all of her sweetness to me. Running my fingertips down her back I slid it down her backside between the crack and and into her slit. She was ready for me, she was always ready. I grabbed her hair pulled her head back so my mouth was by her ear and shoved my fingers inside of her. I watched her stress fade away while I pleasured her. I started to whisper into her ear as I played with her. "I won't let him take this away from me Sandra. I won't let anyone take you away from me." She moaned and slightly nodded yes. I started moving my fingers faster. "You're mine, You always have been, I won't lose you again baby." She was breathing harder. I heard her breathe out the word please and I knew she wanted me inside of her. I pulled down my boxers and slid slowly inside of her. She turned her head back slightly and smiled at me. She fit so perfectly on me. "Are you ready my beautiful sex goddess?" She nodded a little harder this time. I grabbed her hip bone and pulled her down hard pushing myself completely inside of her. She moaned loudly and after a few seconds I did it again this time not stopping She was panting and moaning loudly when I pulled her head back further and asked her if she wanted to let go with me, She was begging to release so I lifted her leg for better access and went faster and harder. Pushing in as deep as I could go inside of her. Willing her body to stay with me. When I felt her release I focused on the sound, of her moaning, my name coming off her lips and it sent me into euphoria. After I stayed inside of her for as long as I could not wanting to move. I was most happy when I was with her, most satisfied when I was inside of her. I didn't know this type of feeling was possible for someone like me I didn't know I could feel anything at all, except rage.

The rage I felt knowing he was still fighting for access to her. Still brave enough to try to get to her. I will kill anyone who tries to help him. That message has been well spread throughout the brotherhood and over a lot of the city. I put a hit out on him, but I want him brought to me. I want him to beg me not to hurt him like she begged him. I want to watch him shake in fear like he made her shake with fear. I want to watch him die the way Mason did. He is a monster, and he needs to be put down. I will put him down. I looked over at this beautiful creature beside me trying to figure out what magic she possesses. How could she take the monster in me and tame it so quickly. she made me want to smile more and laugh more. I know my men have noticed. Well, the ones that I allow to notice. She has taken Jay who I had never seen crack a smile, almost show real laughter. She amazed me more every day. All the pain she holds in, which we saw a glimpse of today in the bathroom, she keeps to herself. Her breathing had gotten slower and steady and I knew she had drifted off to sleep. I held her close to my chest and closed my eyes. All I could think was how badly I wanted to continue holding her. I had to find this damn detective and take him out. I had to make sure no one was watching her, that no one had infiltrated my fortress trying to help him. I decided before Henry and Z left that I would be questioning everyone who has crossed the grounds tomorrow in the cells. Well, I wouldn't be, but I would be there close by watching on a monitor in the small room at the end of the hall. No one would know I was there but then. Henry was a bit of an untamed animal when he got angry so I had to watch him, and Zeus got pretty bloodthirsty himself. I would be watching them and watching the men they are questioning to see if I noticed any dishonesty. I ordered them not to harm anyone unless they didn't give them a choice. We shall see. I lay there holding her thinking of every way I could protect her. Every way I could figure out where he was. Eventually, I fell asleep.

I woke up to a soft kiss on my cheek. I jumped surprised that someone was touching me. It was still new to me to have someone in my bed. With her though, I welcomed it. "I didn't mean to startle you, boss, just wanted to go down and help Henry with breakfast. I am sure he must be exhausted after last night" she smirked at me. She was already dressed in some tight jeans and a firm-fitting red shirt. She made everything look breathtaking. She had her hair down, it was wavy and lighter than it had been. I was starting to see a lighter shade where her roots were. I felt myself getting excited just at the sight of her. "Did I ever tell you that your haircut looked nice?" I asked her grabbing her hand and pulling her onto the bed. She giggled and shook her head no. I grabbed a handful and pulled her face to mine kissing her. She sat back up and looked down at me. I know she knew I wanted her. "It's hard work to be this desirable Jo, I know you don't have to work so hard." She looked me up and down, "but I do." I jumped up and grabbed her swiftly pulling her over my legs, I smacked her one good time on her ass and she yelped, laughing at the same time. I sat her up quickly sitting beside me "When you wake up and haven't showered or brushed your hair, no makeup or special clothing, You are still the most beautiful woman I have ever seen." She blushed and looked down at her feet. "Go help with breakfast darling, I will be down there after my shower." She looked at me and grinned. " He is going to teach me how to make crepes today. Would you like one?" I shook my head, yes telling her I would have strawberries and bananas with mine. She got up and quickly walked out of the room. I heard the bookshelf move and the door close as she was greeting Jay. I smiled to myself at how quickly she has learned to embrace her fortress.

I walked to the shower and turned it on. Standing in the hot water with my eyes closed the past few weeks flashed through my mind. I opened my eyes and realized I was holding my breath. This isn't something I ever imagined would happen to me. She has opened my eyes in a way I never thought possible. A flood of emotion started to fill me and I pushed it aside. It was getting harder to do that. After I was dressed I felt myself wanting to hurry to the kitchen to see her again. I shook my head, gathered my things, and headed to the dining area. Everyone greeted me as I walked in. The table was covered with different crepes and fruits. Sandra gave me mine and a cup of coffee then kissed me on the cheek. It was delicious but then again everything Henry made was. He truly was a great chef. " I made that one." She was gleaming. I smiled. "It is delicious my Sunshine." While we were all enjoying our breakfast Jay asked to speak with me. I told him he was welcome to speak freely in front of those in the room. He glanced at Sandra and shut the dining room doors.

"Sir, One of the outside members believes he spotted Ryan last night about 3 miles away from the house. He says he followed him, but he disappeared." He said still looking towards Sandra to gauge her reaction. " Which member," I said knowing my inner monster was showing. "It was a member named Bram."