Chapter 39

Lilly
Tank leads me over to a table and helps me sit down. I hear the slapping of little feet and I know Jace and Jax are coming to me. “ Do our present first Aunt Lilly.” Jax says. Jace says “ Hold out your hands. We will help you.” I do as I’m asked. They place something heavy and square in my hands. I hear rustling then the smell of cookies hits me. “ Momma helped us make all your favorite cookies.” Jace says. “ This is wonderful. Thank you boys. Can you help me put them down so I can hug you?” I ask. Once the cookies are placed on the table I have two arms wrapped around one side of me and another set on my other side. After I’m done hugging the twins, people come up and hand me gifts. It takes longer than it would for a normal person because I have to have each gift described to me. But no one complains. I guess everyone has adapted to my lack of eye sight.

Neil and the guys are among the last ones to approach me. “ This is for you, Songbird.” Someone grabs my hands and places them on a hard surface. “ It is a BC Rich Mockingbird.” Neil says. OH. MY. GOD. They got me my own guitar. “ We got you the blue green burst. And a strap to match.” Connor says. They managed to get the guitar that I have been secretly wishing for. “ But how?” I ask. “ You left your phone open one day with this guitar on the page. “ Dez says. I should be mad that they were looking at my phone. But after running my hands over this beautiful piece of art I can’t find it in myself to be. “ I don’t know how to thank you guys. This is amazing. Thank you so much.” I whisper getting choked up at this incredible gift. “ You can thank us by playing it at the concert.” Lug Nut says. “ You have my word.” I tell them.

I hug all of the guys thanking them over and over again. After cake and chatting with all of my guests I’m getting tired. I just don’t want to leave yet. They gave me a birthday party. I don’t care that it is late. They took the time to give me one. How great is that? I feel arms come around my waist and rest on my stomach. I know it is Tank and I lean back into him. I know I said I would be with someone that has done the things he has done. But I also believe in second chances. I believed him when he said he is going to be better for me, for us. So far he hasn’t let me down. I haven’t smelled any booze on him or bunnies since before we got together. Will it stay that way? Only time will tell. But I won’t be scared anymore. I won’t go after what I want. Life is too short for regrets. And I will regret it if I don’t see where this thing with Tank could go. “ I think it is time for you to call it a night. I can tell you are getting tired.” I nod against his chest. “ Come on, sweetheart. Let’s get you to bed.” I say my goodnights while Tank leads me upstairs. He helps me take my shoes off. I go to my dresser and grab my pajamas. I tell Tank I will be right back and go to the bathroom and change. Once I’m dressed and have brushed my teeth I head to bed. “ Come here sweetheart. I still have to give you my birthday present.”

I sat on the bed and scooted up until I was leaning on the headboard. “ Tank, come here.” I say slapping the bed beside me. “ I want you closer.” Tank gets beside me and pulls me to him. I’m laying on his chest looking up at him. “ Tank, you didn’t need to get me anything for my birthday. Having you in my life is all I need.” I think about it for a second. “ Well there is one thing you could give me. It could be my present.” I smiled at him. “ And what would that be?” Tank asks. I answer simply “ Your name.” He laughs “ All you want for your birthday is my name?” “ Yep” I say, popping the p. “ It is Nicholas Tramane.” I rolled it around for a bit. I kissed his chin “ Nick, I like it. Thank you.”

“ I do have a gift for you.” Tank says, grabbing my hand. I feel cold metal slide on my ring finger. I start to sputter, it is too soon. “ It isn’t what you think. Not yet anyway. This.” he rolled the ring back and forth. “ This is a white gold simple band with a light blue stone. It is a promise ring. I put it on you as a promise to be your and only yours.” I lay my hand on his chest and prop my head on it. “ Nick, did I ever tell you are the sweetest man ever?” He just hmm “ I like it when you call me Nick.” I laughed “ Nick. Nick. Nick.” I went to say it a fourth time but I was rolled on my back with Tank hovering over me. “ Say it again.” he says but his voice is deeper than normal. “ Ni.” Before I can finish he slams his lips to mine. I opened up and let his tongue slide with mine. I twist mine around his tasting the coffee he was drinking. I could feel my body heating up the way it always does when Tank kisses me. I could feel my nipple hardening and pressing against my shirt.

When we had to breath, Tank pulled away from my mouth but continued to kiss down my jaw to my neck. He has never done this before. I didn’t know my neck was so sensitive. Tank kisses and bites down my neck. I wrap my arms around him, moaning. I can feel my pussy getting wet. That has never happened before. Tank has moved from my neck to my shoulder pulling the strap of my pajama shirt down as he goes. When he exposes one of my boobs he pulls back. I’m confused why he stopped. He reaches for the bottom of my shirt, pulling it off completely. “ Sweetheart, fuck your tits are amazing” Before I can say anhything even though I’m not sure what he places one of his huge hands on one rubbing his finger over my nipple making it stiffer. I didn’t know that was possible. The other he kisses a few times in different places before he wraps his lips around my nipple. Oh wow. The sensations I am feeling are unlike anything I have ever felt before.

He scrapes his teeth over my already sensitive nipple. The action has caused me to grind my pelvis against him. I feel his baseball bat size dick rub against me. It probably isn’t that big, or maybe it is. I have never seen it and I have nothing to compare it to. All I know is that it feels huge. I’m panting heavily. My panties are soaked and I need something but I don’t know what it is. “ Oh, Nick. I need. I want.” I pant. I don’t know what I’m asking for. I know I need more. More of Tank. More everything. “ What do you need, sweetheart?” Tanks asks never lifting his head from my boobs. I spit out the only thing I can think of. “ You. Nick, I need you.”

Tank slides his hand down my stomach to the top of my shorts. He shoves his hand under my shorts and passes my sticky panties to my pussy. Using two fingers he opens my lower lips. He runs a finger over my clit. I buck against his hand begging for more. Tank kisses up my neck again. He whispers in my ear “ I’m not making love to you tonight.” I whimper and moan. I want him so bad. I want him to put out the fire that he created. “ But I will take away your ache.” How is he going to do that?

He continues to strum his magic fingers across my clit. I can feel something building. “ Oh, Nick. That feels good. Don’t stop.” “ You like what I’m doing to you? You are so wet for me.” he says in a husky voice. “ Yes, Nick. For you.” Yep, I’m not making sense. I know but I can’t do anything about it. Tank kisses me taking my moans into his mouth. I feel tingling in my belly and it feels like I am about to explode. “ Sweetheart, I need to see you cum. I want to feel you cum on my fingers. While rubbing my clit he slides one finger into my opening. Not too far, just enough for me to know he's there. He slowly slides his thick digit in and out of me. Wow, it feels so good.

The pressure in my belly increases. “ Nick, yes. Ohh.” “ That’s it sweetheart. I love it when you moan my name. Tank bites my slip slightly and that is all it takes for me to explode. I arch my back off the bed. I feel my walls tighten around his finger as I cum all over his hand. I can feel it dripping out of me. “ Yes, oh shit. Nick.” I scream. I flop back down and gasp for air. I hear a sucking noise then Tank says “ I knew you would taste amazing.” The noise I heard was Tank sucking my juices off his fingers. I think I should be embarrassed but I’m not. All I can say is “ Wow.” over and over again. “ You have always been beautiful to me but watching you come was something I wanted to do as often as possible.” If it is always like this I’m game if he is. But Tank didn’t get anything from it. “ What about you, Nick? Do you want me to help you? It feels a bit one sided.” I saw with a yawn. My eyelids are getting heavy. “ Don’t worry about me. This was for you. Just rest.” Tank curls up around me and pulls the blanket over us. “ Stay with me.” is the last thing I say before sleep takes over.