Chapter 55

Brit
Before that drunken idiot interfered I was getting some information from the guy but not enough. I know he is working for someone who wants Lilly and his name is Gab. After I got rid of the drunk I turned to follow Gab out the back where I saw him disappear too. When I get there my hopes of getting more information and his help are flushed down the drain. When I open the door I see Thor and Ace. Fuck the Renegades have got him before I could. I can’t go to the club house so I need to find some help.

I pull out my phone and call one of my bunny friends. On the third ring she answers “ This better be good. Just talking to you could get me thrown out and you aren’t worth the trouble.” “ Just shut up Nessa and listen. You want to get back at Merigold and Lilly?” I ask. Nessa is still pissed that Merigold married Axel and Rowdy. Nessa was hoping one or both of them would make her their ol’e lady. She loved getting tag teamed by them. I like it as well but I had my sights set on Tank. And still do even though I’m out of the club for the time being. “ What did you have in mind?” I knew she would get on board.

I lay out my plan and what she needs to do. “ How is getting Lilly away from Tank going to let me get even with Merigold? You know if I get caught Merigold will come after me then they will throw me out like they did you. If they don’t kill me for being a traitor.” she asks. She had a point about being labeled a traitor. But they wouldn ‘t really kill her would they? Well, Merigold would. She doesn’t play when it comes to what she thinks is family. I don’t care if Merigold is Viper’s sister. She is still an outsider in my book.

I huff “ Don’t be such a drama queen. Just don’t get caught. Who are they going to believe? The guy they locked up or you. Just do as I said and don’t get caught. If Mergold thinks the club couldn't protect her precious Lilly she may leave. And that will give you an opening to console Axel and Rowdy. Taking your rightful place by their side.” “ Fine but if this backfires . I’m taking you down with me. I’ll let you know what I find out.” then Nessa hangs up before I can say another word. Now to go spy on the house that will soon be mine and Tank’s to see if I can get anything useful from them.

When I get close to the house I kill my headlights so they won’t see me coming. I carefully walk up to the house. Most of the lights are off giving me an advantage of not being seen. I approach the only window that has light coming from it. I peek in making sure I won’t be seen. Not that is going to be a problem with what I see. I can’t believe what I'm seeing. The whole room is covered in candles and they have a fire going. It is a very romantic setting.

That isn’t what really bothers me. It is Tank and Lilly having sex. He has his dick in that fat cow. And it doesn’t look like a quick fuck either. It looks like they are making love. Slow and gentle.And Tank is enjoying it. He is making noises he has never made with me. And Tank is letting Lilly touch him. Kiss him. When they are done does he push her away or tell her to leave like he does with me or any of the club bunnies? Does he stand to dispose of the condom he wore? No, he pulls Lilly into his arms and cuddles with her. Tank lovingly kisses her and holds her. They are talking and laughing.

I wipe tears from my eyes as I continue to watch. I should leave but I can’t seem to pull myself away. Tank has never done anything romantic for me.He just grabs me and tells me to blow him. Or bends me over to fuck me from behind. He never lets me touch him. But Lilly’s hands are all over him. Tank has never kissed me. We all thought he didn’t like kissing. But he kisses Lilly all the time. Like now. He has never held me after he fucked me. He would pull out, throw the condom out and tell me to leave. He does it with all the bunnies.

But with Lilly he hasn’t even moved. I don’t think he has even pulled out yet. Does that mean he isn’t wearing a condom? If he gets Lilly pregnant she will be tied to him forever. Even when I get him back she will always be in our lives. Tank would never abandon a kid of his. Does he want kids? I could give him a kid even though I can’t stand the buggers. I would do it to keep Tank. Why wouldn’t Tank do any of this with me? Does that mean he really does love Lilly? Why can’t he love me?

Fuck this I will make him love me. As soon as Lilly is gone he will turn to me for comfort. I will give him whatever he wants. He will see I am the better woman. The only woman for him.