Awakening The Beast: Part II

NICK'S POV:

Her body starts shaking as she wakes up, I don't know if I should hold her down or let her be, I'm not exaclty sure what she's going to do, and the full moon has passed. I watch her body shaking profusely, hair starts to grow from her body, the hand that i'm holding start to quiver as her nails become longer and sharp. It's happening to her, she is turning into a wolf, the full wolf. Her eyes turn a yellowish color, she looks at me and whimpers. I'm not sure why she whimpered, maybe it's because she doesn't know what's happening to her. I must talk to her while this is happening.

I keep ahold of her hand while she's turning into a werewolf and I just keep saying, "Let it out, let it out, don't fight it. Let the wolf finally come out, you will be better off." Her body still shakes as if she's fighting it hard not to turn, so I tell her again, "Don't fight it! I'm here Justice." As I still hold her hand, her ears start to protrude and become pointed, the hair on her arms becomes longer, her clothes start ripping as her body becomes the wolf.

Then suddenly she jumps up from the couch, pulling my hand from hers, and she stood in front of me as the wolf. I thought to myself, "She's a sexy wolf." She lets out loud howls, looks at me like she has no idea of who I am, so I stand up in front of her and grab her hands and say, "Justice, it's me, Nick. Don't be afraid, it's just me." She looks at me with tears in her eyes. Right at that moment, I felt so bad for her, I know she has no idea what's happening to her. All I can do is keep her calm and let her control the wolf.

As I watch her stand here with tears in her eyes, I assure her that she's okay and she must fight the wolf and become human. She pulled away from me and ran outside. That's when I became so nervous that I chased her outside, when I caught up to her, I charged after her and we both fell to the ground. I had to secure her so she couldnt' get up and leave again.

Trying to hold her down on the ground is not going to happen, she's becomeing stronger and stronger and I'm not able to hold her down while she's in this transformation. I quickly lood to my side and I see rope laying on the ground next to the porch, so I quickly grab it with my one hand. I hate to do it this way, but this is what I must do until she lears how to control the wolf. This is going to hurt me more than it hurts her.

I tied both of her arms to the tree that's next to us. Her arms are wrapped around the tree and tied in the back, her head drops as though she's getting tired. Her legs start to shake a little bit, like they are getting weak, her knees start to buckle and all I can do is stare at her and feel completely helpless. I hate that this is what I must do, but it's for her own good and I will explain that to her once she becomes human again.

She doesn't realize this now, but she's going to live much better and I will help her adapt to all the new changes she's going to endure. She's going to have many different behaviors that she must contol, especially her reactions to people and things, she must not let her actions of the wolf take over in different circumstances. The wolf is there for protection and hunting. It's going to depend on her what type of wolf she's going to be. We have two wolves inside us, one is the bad wolf which is evil, and turns us to be dangerous, envy of other wolves, angry, arrogant and resentment. I know how thisis because it happend to me. Then there is the good wolf, which is having love, joy, peace, kindness, empathy, compassion and faith. I'm hoping her wolf is the good wolf. I really can't see her being a bad wolf.

Right now, she's a beast that I had to tie up because I'm not sure if she would hurt herself or others. Until she calms down I will leave her this way and I will stay right by her side.

Later in the night, she seems to be getting tired, she starts sobbing and I just look at her, sadly becasue I don't want to do this to her, and I have faith that she will soon be changing into human again. She must be acting like this because she had been sleeping for two days and now the her wolf is so strong that only she can stop herself and transform back into a human.

The night goes on until the late hours of the night, I start dozing off, my eyes feel heavy as they close, my head slowly keeps falling backwards, I try to stay up and watch Justice, but my eyes closed and I fell asleep.

I couldn't of been sleeping for any longer than ten minutes because when I heard a yell, I instantly woke. I look over at Justice and she's yelling. I jump up on my two feet and become relieved, it's Justice not the wolf! Now I can untie her and take her into my house. I'm going to do a lot of explaining to her! She must know the truth and how to control herself, and I'm going to be the one to tell her, not Conri, and not Star! It's going to be me!

I walk over to Justice and I untie the rope from her hands easily. Her arms flowed towards her, but they are weak from being tied around the tree, so I quickly threw the rope on the ground and stepped in front of her. She almost fell to the ground, but I caught her and held her in my arms.

"What happened to me? My whole body feels weak! I can barely walk," Justice asked while I held her.