Lust

STAR'S POV:

Waking up, earlier than normal on Monday morning, I put a plan in motion to convince Conri to stay with us! Conri made it clear that he did not want it this way and that he wants me all to himself. But that's not how I want it.

I even talked with my best friend, Stacy the night before and she advised me to do what I want.

Who know, maybe she wants in some of the action! She's not wild like me, she's shy and pure, so maybe she wants to change her ways and become like me! I didn't realize when I was talking to her but maybe she's a little jealous of me. There is no reason to be though. When I see her again, I'll have a talk with her, but first I must get Conri to be part of my plan.

Even though Conri made it clear that he did not want anything to do with this, I'm still going to try to convince him into my plan and hopefully he changes his mind.

If I cannot convince him into living with me and the twins, then I will not allow him to control my life and tell me what to do in it. I wasnt' going to let him bother me if he's not into this!

Slipping on a pair of jeans and a t-shirt, and grabbing my shoes, and purse, I'm going to go into town and get a few small things for the cottage I want the twins to build, right by the cave. At least I'll have both of them if Conri will not agree to this. I cannot help myself, I want all three men, I lust for all of them, but like I said, If Conri will not be with me then at least I have the twins, and maybe I will go out and find someone else besides Conri to join.

I was shocked to see Conri in town once I gotten there. He instantly saw me and asked what I was going here, so I told him the truth, I told him that I'm picking up some things for the cottage that the twins are going to build for me. He seemed angry by the look on his face, so I mentioned to him that I wanted him involved in this too but he does not want too.

That's his fault, not mine!

As I was just about to walk into the hardware store Conri said, "Where the fuck are you going?" His voice was laced with anger. I turned around quickly and said, "Never talk to me like that again! And I'm going to get some things for the cottage, if it's any of your business!" Conri stood there, shocked that I yelled at him like that, I've never had to yell at him before, so I'm sure he was pretty shocked and I don't even care right now! He pissed me off when he spoke to me in that way.

There was silence for a few moments, so I turned back around and walked straight into the hardware store, without a care about Conri. He just pissed me off so badly, now I 'm mad. Next thing I knew, Conri was standing behind me. I could feel his presence, so I turned around and aske him what the fuck he's doing? He put his finger on my lips and said, "Calm down. I want to apologize for acting the way that I did. I did not mean to talk to you like that. Can you forgive me?

I was in no hurry to answer him. I'm not going to let him get the best of me. So moments later, I told him that I do forgive him and to never talk to me that way again! He knew I was serious by the look on my face. Then he asked if he could stick around while I shop, all I could do was shrug my shoulders and think to myself, "He's acting very strange right now." So while I shopped for the things I need for the cottage, he followed me around and asked if he could help pick out some of the things, I told him that he could go pick out the tools that the twins will need to build this cottage and he actually went to the section where the tools are and started picking out nails, screwdrivers, wrenches, hammers, and just about everything except the wood.

I was shocked that he did this! After our little argument, I thought he was done with me. But maybe I had to show him who's boss, now he knows, so maybe now he will join my pack.

After finishing the shopping we went up to the cashier and paid for the things and left the store. On our way back to the cave, Conri asked if he could help build the cottage, and I told him that he could but he must get along with the twins.

He sincerely looked at me and said, "Okay. I will."

I believed that he was being sincere so I let him walk back to the cave with me, It's not far from town. On our walk back, I asked him again if he would join my pack. He said he'd have to think about it since he only want's me to himself. Then he mentioned that if he cannot have me to himself, then he may take me up on it.

That would be the best thing that he could do for me! I mean, I do love Conri and I do want him, but I want the twins too!

I think it's only a matter of time before Conri decides to join my pack!

We arrive back to the cave and as soon as I saw the twins without a shirt on, I instantly got turned on! I didn't care if Conri was standing next to me, I wanted them right now and I'm going to have them.