Howling Under The Moon

STAR'S POV:

I'm going to do everything I can to help Justice become herself again!

This rage that she's in is definitely not her nor is it the wolf inside her. She's always so calm and such a nice person. This rage just isn't her! We had to secure her until she becomes herself again, if we didn't then she would have hurt herself.

Her howls have a whimpering sound, like she's crying and there is nothing we can do for her at this point except be here for her and try to comfort her. This will end when the full moon fades away.

Me, Conri, and Nick stand right beside her and keep reassuring her that everything is going to be okay and we are right here for her. I feel bad because there is nothing no one can do at this point, I just feel like I should be able to do something for her, but I can't.

All we hear is the sound of cries from her howls, wishing this would end soon for her, she's been through enough already.

I'm not telling Conri this, but once this is all over, I'm going after Ben, myself and I don't care what I must do to pay him back for all of this! This hurts me to see Justice like this and the fact that I had to bring her back to life just killed me inside, but I'm glad I was able to heal her back to life! I don't know what I would have done without her in my life.

As I sit here next to her I start thinking to myself, "what if she doesn't become herself, what if something went wrong in the healing process. What would I do to fix her situation."

This is all just so much on all of us. I know that we must accept some things since we are wolves, but I just can't accept that this happened to my best friend! I must protect her!

The more I stare at her the more I become aggravated. Just knowing this is all Ben's fault, I honestly did not think he would do something like this to one of my people and especially to my best friend and co-worker. What the hell is he thinking! How could he do something like this! I guess I found out the real Ben. He's a fake and a liar! He's all for himself, if something does not go his way then he thinks he can do whatever he wants and he doesn't even care who he hurts!

I mentioned to Conri that he should take Nick out for a drink and I will wait here with Justice. Nick needs some time to himself, he's been with Justice since she had gotten shot. He hasn't slept in days nor has he eaten. Conri agreed with me so he and Nick head down to the local bar while I wait here.

The only thing I can do is to hold her hand while she goes through this stage of shifting. I'm gonna make sure I stay right by her side the whole time. She need me and I can see it in her wolf eyes. I know this isn't easy for her, but this is what it has come to, and I know she will survive all of this, she may even become stronger than she ever has been!

I'm hoping through all of this that she didn't lose her memory. It's a big possibility that she did since she died and was brought back to life. The only way to tell is after she shifts into a human and we talk to her.

The full moon should be ending in a couple of hours so it's all we can do is wait.

I think I'm going to need to take a break from just staring at her, this hurts me so bad to see her like this. Once Conri and Nick get back that's when I'll take my break from all this.

AN HOUR LATER:

Conri and Nick return. While wispering to Conri, I asked him how it went and he mentioned that Nick wanted to come back and sit with Justice, he was anxious the whole time they were at the bar. Conri also mentioned that he couldn't sit still, he kept pacing back and forth and barely touched his drink.

"Did he eat anything?" I asked.
"He did not. I offered to order him something, but he said that he can't eat right now," Conri replied.
"Well, he'll eat when he's ready I guess," I said.
"How is she doing?" Conri asked.
"Still the same. I think I need a little bit of fresh air, can you guys stay with her while I take a walk?" I asked.
"Oh, yes babe. Go, go take a break. You have been wonderful!" Conri replied.

I walk over to Nick and mention to him that I will be right back. I just wanted him to know that I won't be long incase she wakes and needs me.

I whispered to Justice that I will be back and I headed outside.

I walk over to where we have our fires and all I can do is pace back and forth, shaking my head back and forth. I'm trying to get some relief and calm my nerves down before this shift happens, I just don't know what's going to happen and I'm nervous! I pace up and down the reserve a few times with the many thoughts racing through my brain about the shifting. I can't help but become nervous. That's why I needed to get out of the tent, I didn't want to let the others see me like this.

My chest started feeling heavy and that's when I knew I had to get out of there!

Once I became a bit calm, I started walking back to the tent. I look up at the moon and it seems to be shifting from the full moon so I must get inside of the tent.

when I become close to the tent, I hear a noise coming form the woods!