Wedded to the monster Alpha

Marsai's POV

When Fenrir left, I collapsed to the ground, shaking uncontrollably. I have never seen him so angry like that before, the way he smashed the painting showed how much anger he was trying to hold. Perhaps, I shouldn't have pushed it, but I couldn't control myself. Honestly, imagine —after all he had done, coming to demand an apology from me. The nerve!

Though, I couldn't help but wonder what he could be doing. I was terrified that he would do something like the last time. Was he going to do something drastic like he said. Heavens, I hope not.

"Marsai?" A voice called from behind the door, slowly I stood up from where I sat in the same room, Fenrir had left me in and walked to the door, opening it to see the face of Rudolph.

"Rudolph," I wasn't angry with him anymore for not trying to protect our pack against Fenrir. I think I understand, but it didn't mean I was happy with him, at all.

"I came to check up on you, I heard you were…..back" I didn't say a word and waited for him to say something more reasonable.

"I brought Clara, to help you change." My brows shot up. Clara?

From behind Rudolph's tall frame, came Clara; she was mother's personal handmaid.

"Milady" she curtsied before looking up at me, and I saw the sadness in her eyes. She pitied me. But I pitied myself more.

Rudolph stepped aside to let her in but didn't step in himself. Clara was a quarter step away from fully stepping into the room when I heard a seemingly familiar voice from behind Rudolph.

"Good, you're here" It was Fenrir. I looked at him but he ignored my gaze. Rudolph and Clara bowed to him, while I- with my well justified pride, lowered my head for a brief moment. "Start the preparation immediately, I want the wedding tonight.”

Wait, what?! "Tonight?" I asked in shock, but he ignored me. Like, I care!

"As you wish, Alpha." Rudolph bowed. Ugh! Your bootlicking is irritating!

"And get her cleaned up." Saying that he walked away. Making me wonder where he was going to and where he had been.

"Clara, start right away." Before Rudolph bowed in my direction and walked away.

So, this is it? I'm actually getting married like this? I was so exhausted I couldn't even form any actual thoughts anymore.

My bath was warm, filled with rose water, a few petals of the flower still floating on the surface of the water. This usually calms me down, but not today, not tonight.

Right now, the only thing that kept running through my mind was running away. I couldn't stay here, I couldn't stay in this pack with that man.

"Milady, your dress is here," Clara told me and I nodded subconsciously, continuing to dry my hair with the towel in my hand. I couldn't just stand up and leave, just like that. Fenrir might kill me this time.
Standing up and walking out of my dressing room, I went to see the dress that had been brought in. I'll leave tonight, after the wedding. I will leave during the celebration when I will not be noticed. My eyes roamed the gold-colored dress on the mannequin, I will run far, far away and I will never come back. He will never be able to find me. I reached in and ran my fingers through its fabric, I will be safe. I will be free, after the wedding…. run, run away, past the borders. I motioned for Clara to help me put the dress on, standing in front of the mirror as she did so. I will have to be careful, or he might catch me….and kills me this time.

"Milady, do you not like the dress?" Clara asked and my vision snapped back to see myself in the reflection. I had been so engrossed in my thoughts that I didn't even notice when Clara was done. The dress was beautiful, I agree. Sequins decorating the hem of the dress up to the middle of the dress.

The gold color wasn't as deep as I thought, its shade complimenting the waves of the satin material that fell from my waist to the end of the dress which was so long that it covered my feet and the sparkling shoes I wore. It was off shoulder so my shoulders were exposed. It was beautiful, I looked beautiful But I didn't feel…. beautiful.

"It's beautiful," but I honestly didn't care. I felt like an overdressed doll, just waltzing to someone else's music- Fenrir's, with no say of my own.

Clara ushered me into a chair that had been placed in front of my dresser that held my vanity mirror. She brushed my hair till it shone like fire. She styled it in different knots and braids, and then placed my mother's diamond pin in the middle. I tried so hard to suppress the emotions that started to bubble inside me as I kept a straight face. Clara was putting a few touches on my skin—especially my face. Makeup which I didn't care for. When I heard the knock on the door, I stood up. Before clara could go and ask who it was, a voice said, "it's time"

It's time? So soon? How can time pass so quickly? Why does time pass quickly when you don't need it to? And move like a snail when you wish for it to pass quickly? I looked outside the open door I hadn't even noticed. My goodness! It was already nighttime!

Suddenly the urge to run away right now, started to overwhelm me. I couldn't bare the thought of being branded as Fenrir's wife, having him do things to me. But I knew that wouldn't be smart. I had to stick to the plan.

A few moments later, I was seen walking through the hallway leading to the throne room. I was getting married and neither of my parents stood at my side. They were brutally murmured. By this same man, I'm forced to marry- This pricked my heart, deeply. Head up, Marsai! Do not let anyone see your tears today, especially Fenrir.

I walked into the throne room, surprised to see only a few people there. The elders…why were they not complete? They were only six here, surely they wouldn't miss my…wedding? And where were the head Elders? Only one remained. I looked around to see Rudolph who stood in front and would probably be officiating this wedding and then there was…him, Fenrir. Dressed in the same shade as mine, looking directly at me, waiting for me to submit fully to him. Never.

I walked to stand by his side, still wondering where the rest of the Elders were….but deep down, I could already guess what had happened.

Again, It was a short ceremony because someone probably wasn't born with patience or regalness.

"And by the power vested in me by our Alpha, I pronounce you, man and wife" Rudolph announced, and it was applauded by everyone cheering and clapping in celebration. I was angry when I heard their joyous merriment. It was as if anyone remembered that my father-their Alpha, who had ruled them for 20 good years hadn't been murdered, alongside with their Luna and half of the pack.

I know they have no choice but to submit, but it irked me. I couldn't accept it. At all.

A/N
oh, you will, you will accept. haha