Chapter 13: What have I done?
What is going on? what's wrong with me? what have I done to myself? I don't even feel special anymore. Now I've lost my Virginity it made me feel like a cheap mannerless girl, though I love Jones and having sex with him was fun but I don't know why I feel this way, maybe because it's my first time.
After sex, we both got dressed and he drove me home. When we arrived at my place I was about to get down from the car but he held my face and kissed me,
"I'm glad and honored to be the first guy to ever...,"
"Don't...say it," I interrupted, "I just don't want to hear it," I said and tried to leave his car but he held my hand,
"Angie what's wrong, I thought you and I enjoyed ourselves,"
"Yeah we did, can I go now?"
"Come on, why are you acting all mean?"
"I'm fine Jones,"
"Okay if you are can you at least give me a smile,"
I smiled for a second and frowned my face again, I tried to leave but he held me,
"What again?" I asked,
"Give me a kiss if you sure you ain't mad at me,"
I tap kissed him and walked out of the car, after I left, I slammed the door and walked to my house. I opened the door and went up to my room, I pulled my pack bag and threw it out on my bed in frustration, I don't know why but tears rolled out of my eye, I covered my mouth with my palm and sobbed because I felt I made a big mistake letting Jones take my virginity away. I locked my room door and pulled out all my clothes. I walked naked into the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. I looked at myself from my hair to my chest, down to my waist. I rubbed my hair with both hands and sighed,
"Well, I guess I'm not a virgin anymore," I said to myself, then I took a shower and slept naked. I wasn't worried mom or dad would come in because my room door was locked.
