Chapter 16: I love Jones

Thanks to mom who always leave a spare key under the rug, if not I wouldn't know how to get into the house. I opened the door and walked in, when I got to my room I shut the door and sat on my bed. Jones has made me cry a lot this month but this time, I didn't cry, instead, I became confused and many things started going through my mind,

"So I and Jones have finally Broken up, but we can't just end like this, I still love Jones but he keeps making me cry. I'm already addicted to him and I can't afford to let him go especially now I let him in,"

I stood up and began to wander around my room thinking about Jones and what to do. I sat down but I wasn't comfortable, I stood up and I wasn't comfortable, I was just so frustrated that I didn't know what to do.

After an hour of overthinking, I made I my mind to go back to him because I couldn't help falling in love with Jones. After I have made up my mind, I began to think of the party and how nasty it was so I began to think of nasty things,

"What if someone dares him to break up with me, what if someone dares him to have sex with another girl?". I wasn't comfortable with Jones being at the party without me because when I was there, he had the mind to do nasty things so how much more when I'm not there? I stood up and walked out of my room as I headed back to Ella's party.

2:19 AM

I arrived back at Ella's party and when I got there, everywhere was smelling alcohol and smoke. The music was pounding loudly and people were dancing. Some were kissing, some were smoking and some were drinking. I looked around and didn't see Jones so I became a little worried. While I was looking for Jones, I found Ella. I walked to her,

"Ella, what's up, have you seen Jones?" I asked,

"I...uh... he's in the fridge,"

"What?" I asked looking confused, before she could say anything else Victoria walked to Ella and held her shoulder,
"Ella come on, you better go to bed now before you do something crazy you drunk head," she said and looked at me, "Angie, you came back,"

"Uh...yeah sure, have you seen Jones?"

"Yeah, he's on the balcony upstairs,"

"Thank you so much Victoria," I said and quickly walked up to the balcony because I thought he might be doing something crazy. When I got there, I saw him standing there alone with a glass of alcoholic wine. I walked to him and cleared my throat, he turned and looked at me, then he looked back outside without saying a word.

"Jones I'm sorry, I shouldn't have walked out on you like that," I said but he didn't say anything, "I know you're hurt but I get jealous each time I see you with another girl,"

"Angie how many times will I tell you, I can hang out with other girls, but you are always going to be my girl,"

"You've never told me that Jones,"

"Well I'm telling you now," he said and looked at me, then he walked to me, "Angie listen, I'm sorry about what I said earlier, I didn't mean it when I said all that,"

"It's okay Jones,"

I don't know why but each time Jones hurt me I find myself apologizing to him instead of it being the other way around. I can't stay mad at him for long, because if I did I won't be comfortable. This is why I never wanted to fall in love because I knew if I did, it won't be that easy to let go of the person.

"You know of all the girls I've dated, you're the best,"

I laughed at what he said,
"Shut up Jones, that's not true," I said and chuckled,

"No, I'm serious,"

"I'm sure you told that to all the girls you've dated,"

"Yeah, but you're different,"

Shortly after, Jimmy walked to the balcony and saw us,
"Uh... Angie, you have to come in, Ella has gone crazy,"

"What, what happened?" I asked as I and Jones ran back into the party, when we got there Ella was completely naked. She was dancing naked on top of a desk with a bottle of alcohol in her left hand and a stick of cigarette in her right hand. I felt bad for her because she did all that because she was high, worse of all instead of her so-called friends helping her, they were videoing her and laughing. I quickly removed one of the curtains in the living room and tried to wrap her with it but she was so stubborn, she pushed me and poured alcohol on me but I still kept trying to wrap her. I covered her body at last and took her to her room, when I opened the door, I saw two people having sex in there so I quickly shut the door and sighed, then I took her to her parent's room because they were out of town.