Chapter 97

Liliana's pov :
The full moon was so beautiful, and the man who was sitting next to me was more handsome than the moon. Yes, the best cliche romantic line! Yet it was real, at least in my case!
I was expecting him to say something after my nonstop bullshit, but he was just staring into my eyes. Perhaps, that was my answer! He wasn't sure about us, and I didn't want to force him to accept me. Maybe I was a mistake for him, he could get any girl he wanted, the most gorgeous and easy girl!
Sighing, I smiled and decided to stand up from the mattress. I didn't have enough courage to hear that he didn't want me. After doing that much, he must have had some expectations from his girlfriend, but I wasn't the right girl for him.
Having some scars of my childhood made me blunt, strong, and an opinionated girl. If he would choose to stay by my side, I wanted him to be forever. I couldn't take more shit in my life, I needed him to support me in everything.
According to my age, I was asking for too much, and I was making immature decisions. But I became mature the day I realized all I could have was money, neither love nor expectations!
My greedy heart wanted more than that, maybe God was in such a bad mood when he was writing my fortune, and maybe in a worse mood while creating me. Why couldn't I settle with whatever I was getting?! The things he was doing for me wasn't something tiny.
Before I could again burst into tears, gathering up all the courage in my body, I smiled and stood up. Walking away from him was the best option I could choose, I didn't want him to change for me when I probably couldn't change myself for him.
The relationship was about something fair, and if I won't change myself, it wouldn't be fair with him. Biting my lower lip, I slowly started walking towards the road's direction.
"Hey! You can't run away from me. I was just startled by your confession, I didn't know what to do. How to stop you from crying and those scary parts of your loneliness makes me feel outraged at your parents?!" Soon he had grabbed me in his arms and his nose nuzzled my hair from behind as he spoke.
Hearing his words, I felt a little relieved that he wasn't going to leave me alone. "I don't want to run away from you either. Can you keep me with you?"
"Forever!" He muttered while turning me and kissed my forehead. "There is no way that I'm letting you leave me. I didn't know how to handle your emotional side! You know, whenever I get confused about what to do or say to you, I just kiss you. But this time, I thought that maybe you'll feel offended by me kissing you at the wrong time. I didn't interrupt you by wiping your tears off because sometimes you should cry to let go of the pain! I was there searching for the words, and you decided to walk away, huh?" He pouted and cupped my cheeks after wiping the tears with his fingers and kissing both my eyes one by one.
I chortled and stood on my toes to kiss his cheek. "Here, you prove that you can make me smile in any situation and that's enough for me."
"Those pretty eyes look good squinted when you giggle, I don't like red and puffy eyes when you cry. I have let you cry today enough so you won't cry again in the future, okay?" He asked and I just nodded like a kid nodding while getting instructions.
Pulling me in a bone-crushing hug, he caressed my back and hair for a while. "I'm sorry for the mistakes I made in the past. But I want you to get addicted to me, I want you to have expectations from me, I want you to love me. I want to spoil you, you're my princess and I want you to realise and accept it. It hurts me when you doubt my love."
"I love you, Jay!" I encircled my arms around his neck and he took me back to the mattress, dropping his jacket around my shoulders again. He took a bottle of red wine and came back to me.
"Thank you for letting me be this close to you and opening your beautiful scars to me! I love you, cutie!" He handed me a glass of wine. "Cheers to my love who will never be alone again, my love, I'll stay by your side, forever! No matter what, I'll never leave you, never!" He raised a toast, we clink our glasses and took a sip of wine, smiling.
Putting the glasses aside, he slept on the mattress, taking me with him. We stayed there in silence, watching the moon and stars. "Beautiful!" He murmured and I looked at him, who was staring at me. I blushed and turned my face to the opposite side of him.
Jay laid his hand on my belly and moved closer to me, decreasing the gap between us. "You don't know how gorgeous you are! The first time I saw you on the bus, you didn't know that you were looking so attractive and fucking beautiful in that shirt. Girls always threw themselves on me, tried to flirt with me, impress me, and there you had a pretty good chance to lie and talk to me but you simply said that you didn't help me. That's when I realized that I wasn't sexy enough to get you, you ignored me like I didn't exist. Then we met again at the restaurant so we were destined, love!"
Presumably, he didn't like me calling Lia, that's why he always chose to call me Love, Princess, Baby, and sometimes Cutie, too! My cheeks flushed whenever he called me LOVE, his voice was always extra soft when he called me LOVE as if to make me feel that he meant it.
"I can never think about anybody else, you're the only one with whom I want to imagine my future. I know that we're too young to get married, but you are the one to whom my heart belongs. You're the owner of my heart, and you can kill any girl who dares to flirt with me, I'll handle the laws and cases." He started tickling me and I couldn't stop giggling.
I was fucking ticklish, and after finding that, I was sure that it wasn't the last time. "Jay, please!" I already turned to his side when he tickled me so I made a puppy face and he finally stopped.
"I get tired watching the stars, the sky, and the moon, but I never feel bored with this cute face." He nuzzled my hair and kissed my cheek. "Well, I'm not as arrogant as your mom. I treat people fairly, I just think that if we have got money, we should use it. Before you start explaining anything, let me tell you that I've no problem with your point of view! So you shouldn't have any with mine either."
I giggled at his cute face, he was scared if I got hurt or took him wrong, it would create fuss between us. "Alright!" I assured him that I won't let any misunderstanding come between us.
"Somehow we had a horrible childhood. My mom also never gave any time to her family, she was always busy with the company. But I loved my dad who found time for us and spent a good time with us though we haven't seen each other in the past one and half years. He is far from home this long for the very first time. Since we are grown up, Barbie and I told him not to worry about us and do his work in peace. We can take care of each other now. My dad is planning to come back this Thanksgiving so be prepared to meet the coolest dad." He also opened his part of scars, and I could see how much he loved his father and hated his mother!
I fondled his back and hugged him. "Still, you have a cool dad. I'm envious of you."
He cleared his throat, "ahem! Enough emotional talks! Let's rest now in the house! It'll be colder as time passes." He rose and extended his hand to take my hand in his.
Taking his hand, I stood up and we strolled over to his room. "Did I make it awkward by talking about emotional stuff?" I questioned when he just shut the door and made his way to the attached bathroom. I didn't expect that silence and awkwardness between us after our romantic date, I thought he would push me against the door and kiss me hard until we both gasped for air.
"I'm not sure how you would feel if I took that little dress off your body and did what I wanted to do after having a heavy talk?!" He bluntly responded, understanding what I wanted.
"Forget our talk! Just remember till we had dinner and devoured chocolate," I lowered my gaze when he started walking towards me with a smirk on his face.
"The time I saw you in this dress, I had decided to take it down from your body myself, princess!" He bussed the space that was uncovered on my shoulder and cleavage. Showering his wet kisses down my body, he grabbed my thighs and caressed both sides very softly, kissing my lips very passionately.
"Mmm-" I moaned when his hand traced my bare back and opened the zip of my dress. Fuck! That moment was coming, and I was feeling so nervous yet excited and happy.
His hands threw the dress down my body, touching every inch of my skin. He stopped for a moment and checked me out, from top to bottom and cursed under his breath before crashing his lips against mine, "fucking beautiful and sexy!"
"It's not fair." I pushed him away and sat on the bed, folding my hands like a baby. I was only in my panty and bra, instead of feeling shy, I was feeling mad at him. Seeing a confused look on his face, I pointed towards his dress.
He didn't forget to smirk before coming to me. "Do some work, princess! Like I did." He winked and it did nothing but fueled my rage.
I quickly stood up on the bed and reached out my hands to his buttons while my lips kissed his earlobe and neck. Wait, let me take revenge! I gave a little force in opening the shirt, and all the buttons were stumbling to the floor.
Geez, that sexy chest made me drool over that bare flesh. Smirking, I unbuckled his belt and pushed his pants down. He kicked off his pants, grabbed my hips and darted out his tongue to lick my jaw down the throat.
His lips wandered around my shoulder and bra. I put my hands on his back, that exposed back was a new place to travel for my hands. He sucked the uncovered flesh of my chest and took a small amount of my skin between his teeth.
"Ah-mmm…!" I moaned as low as I could when he bit twice at the same place, making sure to give me a hickey. Crazy psychopath loved marking me his!
His hand slid under my panty and cupped one of my asses, while the other hand unhooked that little piece that hugged my boobs tightly. Throwing my bra in a corner, he buried his head between my boobs and his hands caressed the surface of my thighs and slowly reached to the between. I scratched his back as he had put my body on fire now.
I gasped for the air when his lips took one of my taut nipples in his mouth and his hands tore the panty off at the same time. Teasing my nipple with his tongue, lips, and teeth, he rose a little again to look at my body on display. "Fuck! I can't believe that I'm finally seeing this beautiful princess."
Blushing, I tried to hide my face but before I could do that, he brought me closer and whispered with two shades darker eyes due to lust, "do you want me?"
I had no guts to say something as I was breathing heavily so I just nodded.
"It'll be painful and hurt like a bitch. Are you sure?" He again asked his stupid question and I was feeling frustrated, who asks that stupid question after turning a girl fully on?!
"Take me, baby! I want you right now." As soon as I finished, his lips kissed my womanhood and his tongue flicked over it, sending me thousands of sensations. I felt something building inside me. Fuck! I was going to have my first orgasm.
His finger circled in my clit, soon the finger number was increasing one by one. He plopped in and out his three fingers with a swift move and speed, I felt so close to my explosion but I wanted more.
"I want...you…inside me..." I managed to speak while holding my orgasm for a little longer.
He didn't need to be repeated, he kicked off his boxer and soon placed his ass on the bed. Jeez, he was so big, how that big dick of his would fit in my small pussy?!
"Baby, will you take pills? I want to feel you, and I'm clean." He pleaded with that puppy yet lustful eyes.
I nodded and he grinned like a kid smiles when his wish grants. "Hold me, punish me, scratch me, do whatever to get relief from the pain!" He kissed my lips and deepened the kiss slowly.
His hard and big manhood thrust in me and I held his back tighter. "Jay…" I moaned loudly and his lips smiled against my skin and explored my whole body while throbbing hard inside me.
His tongue and teeth didn't miss any single place of my body to explore. He again pushed his cock into me and I again moaned loudly, "Jay…!"
"I love that. More loudly, please!"
When I didn't respond, he took the sore nipple in his mouth and licked it before biting it hard, the other hand doing justice with my other nipple.
"Jay…!" His room was filled with my moans and the smell of our orgasms.
He rested his head on my head, we both were tired and needed some air. His dick throbbed against my belly and I pushed him beneath me so I was towering over him. "Now it's my turn to give you the pleasure!" I uttered and took that big guy in my mouth though it won't fit in my mouth and he groaned while holding my hair.
The rest of the night, we went for the next rounds until we were completely exhausted and our eyes welcomed the sleep.
The next morning, when I woke up, I found his side empty and the aroma of avocado toast and coffee. My eyes widened when he walked into the room completely naked with the tray of breakfast in his hands.
Fuck! That boy could make me wet with just one look. My body was wrapped in the sheet, his eyes fell on my taut nipples over the sheet and he groaned before claiming my lips.
That beach house was my new favourite place and that boy was my favourite person on the earth.