SEVENTY-THREE
"Numb in a good way or in a way I should be worried about?" He asked her.
"In a good way, I think." She replied.
He nodded.
"That's good to know." He said.
And for a moment, nothing was said; they stood there staring at each other while occasionally blinking away water from their eyes. Yalda decided to speak.
"How do you feel?" She in turn asked him. And of course, they both knew she wasn't inquiring about how he felt physically.
His gaze shifted from her face to the tiled wall behind her before quickly returning to her face.
"I don't do well expressing how I feel." He replied. "At least not by talking."
It took a moment for her to understand what he meant, and when she finally did, the pit of her stomach flamed. She lowered her gaze from his darkening eyes; a mistake of her part because what was lower flustered her even more.
"Tell me Yalda, how much do you feel for me?" He asked her, a question she had expected at all.
Her gaze returned to his at once and she stared up at him unable to come up with what to say.
"I've hurt you more times than one, I've tortured you in more ways than one, I have scorned you, and I have shown you little to no respect. But yet you found a way to love a twisted person like me." He said. "Does that mean that nothing I do will change how you feel about me?"
Her gaze darted around uncertainly as her heart began pounding heavily against her chest. Like him, she wasn't one to talk about her feelings. Her first instinct had always been to run when matters of her emotions were brought up, thus, she attempted to leave the shower enclosure immediately.
However, he held her wrist to stop her, and he wasted no time in backing her against the wall. He placed a hand on the wall right beside her head to cage her before turning off the shower.
"You can't run from me, Yalda." He said.
Her lips parted as she tried to say something, anything, but she found herself completely unable to speak.
"You know, you wouldn't have developed feelings for me if I was nice; a good guy. I think you like it when I'm mean." He said. His fingers once again slid underneath her chin to nudge her head up. "You feel numb because you're unused to this side of me, and you need me to be what I really am; toxic."
A shuddering breath left her as her heart fell to the pit of her stomach heavily. The fact that he was right had her body trembling and her throat clenching, it had her unable to breathe properly. All along, he understood her, but he had played along for some reason, perhaps he even understood her more than she understood herself.
"Am I right?" He asked her.
Hed gaze flickered around uncertainly before returning to his resignedly.
"I...I don't know." She lied, she knew all too well that he was right.
He merely hummed before leaning in to crash his lips into hers in a deep kiss which had the pit of her stomach flaming even more. His lips molded against hers as his tongue invaded her mouth and sought out hers with dominance. She found herself clenching her thighs as bolts of pleasure shot through her core.
She couldn't stop the humiliating moan that left her as this hand found her breast; he fondled the ample flesh fervently before feeling his way down her body, from the dent of her waist to the curve of her hip, and then his hand moved to her backside. He squeezed and fondled her flesh as she clenched her thighs even more.
Her sensitive middle had began getting slippery and she was almost ashamed by how quickly he could get her body to react to his touch.
He broke the kiss only when she was breathless, and she greedily dragged in a deep breath the very second he did. However, her breath hitched as he suddenly grabbed her arm and turned her around so she was facing the wall, bit her lips to suppress yet another humiliating moans as he landed a light slap on her cheek.
Her heart continued to hammer against her chest as pushed her further against the wall so she was pressed against it, not uncomfortably but in a sensual manner which made her feel completely exposed and vulnerable.
"This is what you really like, isn't it, Yalda?" He asked her. His hot breath fanned her ear and her shoulder as he spoke.
She wasn't going to answer that, it would be too humiliating.
"Answer me." He ordered.
He stepped closer to her and she felt his hardness press against the seam of her backside, it had her lips parting as a quiet moan left her.
"I won't ask again, Yalda." He told her, his tone was warning.
She dragged in yet another shuddering breath to pull herself together.
"It is." She replied quietly.
She was eve more humiliated but she didn't care, she just couldn't care at the moment.
"You can't get enough, can you?" He asked her.
And was glad he didn't wait for her to respond before he parted her cheeks and rammed into her already slippery slit. She moaned loudly from the unexpected penetration. Her body trembled with pleasure and she tried clutching anything for support but was met with the smooth resistance of the wall.
She shut her eyes as he gripped her waist and began thrusting into her in quick strokes. Her fingers tried clawing the wall all on their own but was once again met with the resisting smoothness, left with no support, she was forced to focus sole on everything he was making her feel, and she began moaning loudly.
He grip on her waist tightened as her moans seemed to intoxicate him; he pounded into her again and again till she was forced to stand on the tips of her toes. Her screams soon filled the foggy enclosure and she found herself unable to control them.
"That's it, scream." He encouraged her in his deep voice which had her folds clenching sweetly. "Louder."
And she did, she couldn't help it.
Her legs were beginning to tremble even more; a sign that she was about to implode, and he noticed, as always.
"See? Even your body agrees with me." He told her.
He let go of her waist and fisted a handful of her hair before picking up his pace; that was all it took for her to unravel completely.
She shut her eyes tightly as she let herself completely feel him in her soul, she let herself feel him everywhere as waves and waves of ecstasy washed over her.
He continued to intensely thrust into her till he stilled, and her eyes widened in horror as he emptied himself inside her.
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