Chapter 49

Jeffrey POV.
I don't know what to do now! Why did this woman want to bail me out... All of a sudden... is something going on... Or are they trying to bail me out and kill me... I need to be careful with the way things are handled now... Fuck... I'm enjoying this place... c'mon... look at it... out there, nobody loves me but here, I'm highly recommended... Everyone wants to talk to me...I think it is better that I stay here... Yes... I know I'm loved by people who care and are willing to die for me... Not the people who I loved so much and have nothing for me! I'm confused... What should I do right now...
' I'm confused... Please... advise me...' I keep on snatching my head with my hard fist while alone... At this moment, being with someone will cause a distraction to me... Oh! Fuck... I'm tired... I don't know what to do.
Now... I have made friends that will not be happy if I leave them... look at me... I know it must be very hard for them... and if what this woman is saying is true and I truly need to leave... it'll be dangerous back here... I can't... I need to carry this person along... I love this family... Oh! my mother... Oops... it's must be hard for her... why has she not even come to visit me... damn... Lord, please save her... I know things must be hard for her... I could have told her where I keep the remaining money... wait... why have these people not even talked about Rachel... or... is this a plan work that they all want me to be in jail... wow! I get it...Anyway... it's none of my business now... I promised myself... anywhere I see that girl, I'll cut her two legs... c'mon it's stupid... someone who I choose to work with put me in here... it's fine. At least I understand now that I'm not alone... I believe very soon... I'll put an end to all of this... Jeffrey... give yourself little time... you can do it... damn... I need to see that kid fast but how'll I do it now... I don't even know where to start from... This woman offered me freedom but I'm here thinking of escaping myself.
What am I even feeling like... damn... an expert in everything... damn... I need to think this through... unless... I might end up being stuck here... fuck! I think I should head back to my room...
Fuck! now that this black wolves leader is aware of the escape plan... everything will be difficult for us now... how are we going to do it... too many people might risk it... Now... what should I do... damn... how will I compromise everything for all of us... my huge friend Wayne... he'll even implicate us... because he's huge... damn... I need to think this through before planning on escaping with that kid...
This black wolf's leader could also be fishy at times... he'll even betray me at the end... fuck... I'm confused... I'm not smart for this kind of job...The most painful thing is that... he won't acknowledge the fact that I beat him in the field... Fuck! Everything is screwed for me... I don't even know my left and right in this place... or am I planning on staying here for the rest of my life... if only my mum and see me, Maybe I can talk to her to settle this issue amicably with the remaining money left, since none of them have come for it... damn... I've missed that madam shio daughter... why am I being forgotten all of a sudden... Oops... I know nobody's like me out there... it's fair though... I just believed that I'll be loved by someone if I have the opportunity to leave this place.
" God... please... I have made up my mind not to follow that woman... as I'm about to collide with that kid in escaping... don't worry... the kid will accept... so... as I'm about to collide... please don't forsake me... I need your help to leave this place in peace... without anyone suspecting... Thank you, Lord..." I made a short prayer while staring at the sky before Wayne interrupted me.
"What are you doing here and how did you know I'm here..." I replied in shock as I looked to my side and saw that Wayne was already next to me.
" I've been looking for you all over the place... what's happening...Are you depressed... if you need anything... you can talk to me" He sat slowly next to me as he stared at me but I wasn't paying attention to him.
"Jeffrey! What's wrong with you... why are you not answering me! Jeffrey! Is something wrong?" Wayne yelled as he tapped me, making me regain consciousness.
"No... it's fine... I need to think..." My slow and thinking voice looks like someone who has been crying and I can't control myself as I have lost my voice already.
"Think? Are you thinking of the escape plan... and by the way... we need to see that kid as soon as possible... because, we have to know what's up to...And also... this guy... hmm... the black wolves leader... he has been making noise in the room and I don't know what to do to him but to let him in there... I was confused... I wanted to send him away but if I should start violence, it may end up sabotaging our plan... so I just leave the room for him to make his noise..." He kept staring at me but I know I barely caught one thing... which is sabotaging... I don't know what to do but my mind was focused on different aspects.
"No problem... you did great" I answered, pretending to understand what he was saying...
"So what... what's on your mind... " He asked out of curiosity because of the way I spoke.
"Hmm... the mother of the son that put me here came some hours ago...I just keep having different thoughts that I don't know where to start from" He painted a low tune to make Wayne feel pity for him and has to embrace him tightly before he lets go.
"What did she say," he asks curiously after removing his hand from my shoulder
"She said she wanted to bail me... I'm confused... I don't know what's happening... why all of a sudden... it's still the same family that put me in here... I'm confused, I don't know what to do..." As he was explaining with a drop of tears rolling down from his eyes, a sergeant appeared again, standing behind them.
"Hello sir... someone is here to see you again" The sergeant talks boldly with his strong face.
"Again... why is that woman even disturbing me... fuck... I don't want her...Wayne... I'm coming... I'll be right back please" I grumbled as I stood up slowly with the help of my friend's shoulder and followed the sergeant by his side.
"Who's here to see me again," I asked the sergeant but his face was too strong and he didn't reply.
I followed him and as I reached the visitor room, I smiled and it hasn't been long since I wished to see her... I rushed to her and hugged her tightly before asking her to sit like a gentleman.
"I've been expecting you... wow! glad... you came back to visit me! How are you doing... How is your mum and her market... men!!!! only these few days that I haven't seen you... I must confess... I missed your warm comfort..." I kept shining my teeth as I smiled while staring at her.
"I'm sorry... My mum wasn't strong before but she's okay now... and that's the reason why I haven't come here... I'm sorry.. how have you been..." She was still smiling at me as if I was toasting her... I couldn't get my eyes off her present.
"Oh... I'm so sorry for that...Please when you get home... extend my greetings to her and tell her I missed her laugh and smile..." I feel discouraged after hearing she was sick.
"No problem... Can you tell me what has been happening here... I know things must be hard for you... I'm sorry for that... so how do you cope..."Her smooth voice became weaken as I felt pity for her because of me
"Hmm...I can say that this place is familiar to me now! Since I've been in the outside world, things have been cold to me but since I came here... I can see that everyone here loves me... I feel at home here...and sometimes leaving this place will be hard for me now" I was still smiling as I explained my feeling to her.
"Hmm... I can tell from your smile... but there is no hope of you leaving this place... you know... it'll be better for us to have a warm conversation outside" She drew her hands slowly as she whispered to me.
"Hmm... there is a woman who came here today and said she'll get me out of this place but..." I joined my hand together as I stared at the ceiling and things for a while.