Chapter 51

DEAN POV.
I don't just know what's happening to me in the past few days... or am I the only one feeling such pain in my heart...
Today is supposed to be a joyful day but I can't stop thinking of what I've lost...My precious Jennifer, who I yelled out so badly, not to come anywhere near my house... but she's still stubborn and she came... now... I can't talk to her anymore... I feel so disgusting and childish right now.
What's even came over me... just a little sip of a drink, I found myself in the hospital and the next thing, it was as if I was speaking in a parable...Anybody who comes my way often goes back with an insult... 'Lord please... remove that Spirit from me... I don't want to yell at anyone' I whisper as I continue to look at the blunt television with an empty look.
How's Jennifer doing now! Since she came back to this house... I haven't even seen her dumplings smile and her beautiful face...Gosh! it's all my fault... I couldn't have yelled at her... now... she's keeping a distance from me... how did she even cope with her stomach or did my mum used to give her food each time she comes back...
Should I go knock at her door? No... she knows my mum is not at home, so she'll play on deaf ears... Anyways, let's wait for my mum to come back before thinking of the next step to make...
Or... should I send her an apology letter on her phone...No... she'll still injure it...Or... should I cook my best food and offer it to her in apology... No... This idea is too local... Oh! I got a new idea... Yes...I'll get this one for her... yes... I believe she'll like it... wow! I don't know such an idea will come to my mind...Why didn't it come since I have been disturbing my brain... no... she'll still reject it since it comes from me...Damn... What's else should I do...How can I show her my love right now...I don't even know what's wrong with my mum! we haven't talked much... every day, she's avoiding me... or am I a barrier in this house now... I don't even know what I need anymore... Damn! I think I should give myself time... yes... maybe spend time with my mum and Jennifer... yes... that'll be better and my mum will be glad I made such decisions but how'll I even tell them when they are angry with me or... should I keep this a secret? Maybe surprised them without going to work... Hmm! Nice thought... but honestly, this house is boring... c'mon... what will I be doing if eventually, I give myself some days off at work... Just here, sitting, watching a film and eating food...Damn... it's boring...Or... should I maybe book a ticket to leave this country with my family... yes... maybe three days of fun... but... I've spent a lot... Jennifer ransom and the additional crook Ransom... Fuck... everything seems to break apart from me...That even reminds me... Nobody even talks about Rachel anymore... and I remember clearly when Jeffrey said, Rachel was the one who asked him to do this... then, why is everyone quiet concerning her or is it because she's also rich like us... Hmm... I can see, rich people are indeed profitable...
Men!!!!.... I'm exhausted... I need to talk to someone so badly... I can't be here biting my nails just because a lot of people are angry with me... I need to do something quickly... I need to go up there and drag Jennifer out... but if I dragged her out now, she'll think I'm rude again... and now I want to make peace with my enemies....(Smile)...
I slowly picked up my phone and as I was about to dial my mum's line before I heard footsteps coming down from the staircase... I blush as I slowly look at my back and see that it was Jennifer but she was frowning...I tried to control myself but I don't know the time, I lifted my ass from the chair, making me walk slowly toward her... I continued to walk slowly and she was even interested that someone was following her... She's just too focused on what she's doing... As I walked faster towards her... she wasn't even looking back and I followed her into the kitchen... As I was about to touch her shoulder while she was opening the pot, my phone rang... creating a distraction as I tried to turn it off but she looked at me and removed her face quickly...
I feel frustrated because I try to surprise her with my damn cute touch but everything is ruined because of this secretary that's calling me... As soon as I was about to pick up... she ended the call and this angered me but there's nothing I can do since the secretary is not here.
"Fuck! What's wrong with this lady... why is she calling me by this time... Fuck..." I yelled out while walking out of the kitchen and at the same time, tried to return the call.
As I tried to return the call, Her phone was already switched off... I tried again and it says the same thing...
"Fuck... What's wrong with that lady fighting now! Cant, she looks after the company for me if I'm not around... now... I'll have to drive to this company when I don't feel like to" I yelled out loud while walking toward my room but as I was going to my room, I tried to stare at her but she's nowhere to be found anymore so I quickly headed straight to my room.
"Fuck... I don't even have any dress to put on... damn... I didn't call this laundry man to pick up my clothes and I've run out of clothes... fuck...Anyway.... glad I'm the owner of the company so nobody can stop me from wearing anything" I opened my wardrobe and it's damn empty just my shorts and polo t-shirt... I quickly put them on like that and headed straight to my vehicle...
As I entered the vehicle and passed the gate, that was where I saw my mum using her leg...
I stopped by a horn and immediately noticed it was my car and entered without me saying anything.
"Mum! Where are you coming from! And why are you not with your car... you are not supposed to be tracking... you know all of this" Dean yelled at his mum as soon as she entered the vehicle but she stared at him and remained silent.
"Mum! Did someone offend you on your way home...Mum! Talk to me!" I yelled at her again but she was still silent... I quickly coded and reversed my vehicle while heading back to my compound.
"Mum! what's wrong... what's happened back there" I yelled while following her as she entered the house... the first thing she did was to sit in a chair... Because of the shoulder and the force of the door opening, Jennifer ran downstairs, thinking something was wrong but she was surprised to see Dean's mum relaxing in a chair... She wanted to head back to her room but decided to watch them from a distance.
"Mum! Why are you not saying anything... Mum!" I became terrified as u continued to ask her but she was just keeping me silent.
"Sit" She dragged my hand, making me sit on the chair with force.
"I told you I want Jeffrey to be released right?" She asked as I nodded my head, thinking maybe something terrible had happened to him... As Jennifer hears the name of Jeffrey, she walks three-step forward, trying to pay attention to what we are saying.
"I went to the prison but I don't just know what happened... Even his mother..." She didn't even know the time she involved Jeffrey's mum so she froze after mentioning her name.
"Mum! what did that woman do to you... did you two get into a fight?... Mum! Say something" I was scared as I stood up again while shaking her body with my hand making her uncomfortable as she pushed my hands away and forced me to sit down.
"stop disturbing me... I'll talk" She yelled at me and I became silent...
"I went to the prison... although... I didn't know it was the guy that kidnapped Jennifer because I haven't seen him in person... So today...umm... I went there and asked one of the military men to call him, so they did and after that... the boy appeared... I told him I want to release him from this station but he yelled at me" She stopped explaining as she heard the footsteps of a stranger approaching, she looked back and it was Jennifer so she continued.
"He told me...He told me that... I shouldn't see him again... he even insulted me... I only wanted to help him but I left in shame and tears all over my eyes... The small boy that I can give birth to, is the one that insulted me... I'm pained" She cried bitterly as I round her across my arm to comfort her