THE PAIN

Wh...what" I stutter. "I hate it when I repeat myself," He snaps.
"You can ask me to do some other thing, you can hit me if you want but please don't," I begged.
"You gonna do what I ask you or you are going to defy me." He walked dangerously slowly towards me.
"First of all, I want you to go wash that smell of yourself, and put this on," He said, throwing me a shirt.
"I can't put this on," I murmured. I would rather go to my room, have a bath and put on other clothes than put this on.
"You enjoy going against my order, flower." He whispered again close to my ear making me feel tingles.
But suddenly stopped and pushed me away. His expression changed.
"Go to your room now!" He yelled at me. What the hell is with him and his mood swings.
"You brought me here, why are you suddenly telling me to leave?" I cried out.
I am damn scared, I still haven't forgotten the thing I saw in the kitchen.
"Get out." He growled louder.
I scurry out of his room before he gets more furious. I should have used the stairs but I didn't have the heart to get another shock so I used the elevator praying I don't come across it again.
Ding! The door opens.
I quickly dashed into my room, locking the door. I release the breath I never knew I was holding.
I went into the bathroom, took off my current clothes, and had a thorough bath.
I changed into a comfy dress before jumping on the bed, trying to force myself to sleep.
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"I warned you not to do anything stupid, didn't I? My dad roared dragging me down a basement with my hair I was putting on the dress Sophie bought for me, it was shredded my beautiful packed hair was now messy I have blood all over my body, I feel pain my head was on fire, I was too weak to fight him off, I just stay limp and let him drag me to wherever he was taking me to. Even when he get to the stairs, he didn't lift me up but still drag me.
Finally, he stopped dragging me and left me on the ground switching on the light. I look around and see it was an abandoned room with cobwebs all around, an old weak chair that has been abandoned for years was by the corner. The wall was painted brown with scary paintings that terrifies me, there were broken woods on the ground, I looked around to see if there was an escape route but there wasn't. I couldn't even find a window.
"You bitch! You thought I am not going to find you? Well you lie today I will end your life and no one will find your body." He yells taking a plank from the ground.
I watch as he moves close to where I was lying. I wanted to move away from the beast but couldn't, he raised the wood hitting it on me l, and he did again and again.
I kept muttering to myself that I won't cry in front of him. He got furious when he sees I didn't make a sound.
"Looks like this is too soft, how about I give you a painful death." He whispered again, dragging me with my hair and making me look up at him.
He ripped the front of my front dress open revealing the bra I was putting on. I couldn't let him do this again so I speak out for the first time since I was dragged here.
"Dad please I am sorry, I promise not to leave again. Just please don't do this" I cried out but it all fell on deaf ears.
He ripped my bra off and force his way with me.
"No!"
I screamed out.
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It was all a dream, but it felt so real. My whole body was shaking badly, my face was wet with tears. I miss Sophie
I looked at the time and It says it is four in the morning. I forced myself to sleep again but couldn't. I was just tossing all over the bed. My mind kept repeating what I just dreamed of.
So I decided to change into my training clothes, so I can do some sparring to get my mind off it.
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On my way to the training field, I heard two people groaning in pain. I rushed to the place I heard the sound from.
But the sound wasn't that of pain but, that of pleasure. I watched in shock as the man who called himself my mate kissing and caressing a girl's body roughly enjoying themselves. They were moaning loudly They didn't even notice someone was there watching them.
The next thing I felt was a harsh pain that hit my chest, making me scream out gaining their attention.
"What are you doing here? You are supposed to be in bed." He said annoyed. I look down embarrassed, not able to look at him, damn my chest hurt badly.
His expression tells me that I have disturbed him from having a pleasurable session.
The most painful part was that the girl he was having this with is Gina. Now I get why she is mad at me for gaining entrance into the Alpha's room.
"I... I co..couldn't sleep, so I thought I should start my training early." I replied in pain. He nodded his head and told Gina to leave.
The moment she backed off, the pain subsided. What is happening to me? Is this what is called jealousy?
Gina wasn't happy with his decision but couldn't defy him. She bowed gently and left not without throwing me a nasty gaze.
"Seem, you take this training important, why don't you fight with me?" He walked toward me as if he didn't just do something bad.
"Thought a mate was believed to be faithful?" I solicited. There is nowhere I am letting this slide.
"Don't you dare question me. I do what I want and besides, you can't be my Luna. You are too weak for…" I caught him off from saying any more things by giving him a blow, throwing him backward with full force. I couldn't continue letting him call me weak.
I gasp, staring at my hands surprised and shocked. I was surprised I was able to throw a blow at him that fast without him dodging and also throw him that far. I have never felt that way in all my years of existence.
"What the f**k was that?" The Alpha yelled trying to get up. I instantly scrambled to where he was standing now.
"I am sorry, I never knew that would hurt you," I whispered, bowing, even though I was happy I did that to him. This should teach him to mind what he says to me.
"You would be dead now if you weren't my mate, I need you by my side to be stronger and also keep my wolf in its senses. If not, you would be gone by now." He boomed walking out leaving me standing there shocked at what the just said.
He Is only keeping me beside him so he would get stronger, I felt excruciating pain again in my chest, I groaned in pain this time, falling to the ground and rolling in pain. I didn't know what was going on with me, I wanted to scream but couldn't.
"Selena, what is wrong with you?" Someone asked me. I opened my eyes to see it was the beta looking worried.
"I.. I.. I... My ch..chest hu...hurt." I groaned loudly as I tried to tell the beta what was wrong. I screamed as he touched me. His hands felt like fire. The beta looks at me shocked.
"Hold on, I can't touch you, only the Alpha can," he said, moving away. What does he mean by that? Another pain hit me harder and I heard a faint voice in my head.
"You need to accept who you are Selena stop pushing me away." Then I black out…