Chapter 168
Julian
This was what normal life would be like for us. This was marital bliss. The only thing that would make it better would be if the boys were with us. I wanted to watch Cassie dance around the kitchen holding them and singing to them in her soft off kilter voice. It didn’t matter to me that she couldn’t sing that’s what I wanted to see.
Desperately.
I missed my sons. Even though I didn’t really know them. Maybe I missed watching Cassie with them the most. The way she came alive when she was around them. Her eyes alive and her eyes sparkling with happiness, so it looked like she was lit from within , was like a craving in my chest. I needed to see my Cassie happy. And she was happiest around our boys.
I’d missed so much of their lives already. I didn’t have the memories she did but I missed them anyway.
It was hard to explain.
Leaning my chin in the cup of my hand I watched her as she reheated the food Scarlett had left for us. She wasn’t dancing , she wasn’t grinning from ear to ear but she wasn’t crying either. There was a quiet contentedness to her features that might have had something to do with the toe curling orgasm I had just given her half hour ago but I thought might be because this was such a normal thing to do.
Having dinner together in a small kitchen like any normal married couple. No servants, no one bowing and scraping. It was all so normal. So mundane.
Almost perfect in fact.
No wonder she had wanted to cling to her old life so tightly and not become queen. And I couldn’t blame her for that. If this was what I’d have to give up I would have been reluctant as well.
“You’re staring at me.” She said softly, her back to me.
Smiling I let my eyes drift down her narrow back. She was wearing my shirt. A pale blue one that made her tanned skin glow. I feasted my eyes on her shapely legs before settling them on the roundness of her ass.
Goddess she was delectable.
“How did you know?”
Still not turning she slid something into the bowls in front of her. “I can feel it when you stare at me.”
I chuckled. “Then you know that I’m staring at your ass.”
She giggled in answer. “Do you want bread with this?” She tried to change the subject.
“Maybe. I’m not sure I’m hungry any more.” I murmured.
She turned to me, steamy bowls of stew in both hands and glared at me. All the contentedness was gone. There wasn’t anger on her face but it was there threatening to spill out of her eyes as she glared at me.
“I didn’t cook it Julian.” She said icily. “You don’t need to worry about that. I just warmed it up. I’m more than capable of warming up stew.” She snapped.
Frowning I jumped up from the stool and went around the kitchen island towards her. “That.” I took the bowls from her and placed them on the counter behind her. Keeping my arms there to trap her. “Is not what I said and it sure as hell isn’t what I meant. I am hungry but I’m not sure if it’s for food right now.” Dropping one hand I slid it up one thigh. Slipping it up under the hem of the shirt she was wearing but stopping before I pushed it up too far.
Cassie tilted her face up to me. “Is that so, and what exactly are you hungry for?” A smile played over her lips.
“You don’t know?” I cocked my head to the side. I closed my hand around her thigh and squeezed. “You, Cassie.” I mumbled. “I think I’m hungry for you. Starving. Famished.” Dropping my head to the curve of her neck, I pushed her long dark hair out of my way and kissed her neck softly. “All of them.”
“Again?” I could hear the surprise in her voice.
“Always.” I answered her before sucking on her neck hard. It would leave a mark but that was exactly what I wanted. If I had my way I would cover her in suck and bite marks so anyone who looked at her would know exactly who she belonged to.
I wanted her so full and covered in my cum that it seeped out of her pores for weeks to come.
Cassie was mine and she would remain mine.
“Mmmm, are you sure you are ready to go again?” She asked , her head dropped back so her long dark hair fell between her shoulder blades and skimmed her waist. “It’s not been that long since-“
My lips found hers silencing her. “You’re right it’s not been that long but I need you to keep your strength up.” I chuckled. “So maybe you should eat first and then-“
“Then we can spend the rest of the night in bed?” She asked sweetly. “If we are moving down to the pack house tomorrow then this might be the last time we can be intimate for a while.” She caught my bewildered expression and laughed loudly. “Well the last time we can be loud for a while.” She amended.
I laughed but I didn’t agree with her. There was no way I could go weeks without her body over line and her screams in my ears. Even going an hour was like torture
Taking her hand I led her to the stool I had vacated and sat her down. Quickly bringing the stew over to her. I didn’t take a bite out of my own I was too busy watching the spoon disappear between her lips over and over again.
I wanted her so badly my balls ached. Even eating she was the sexiest creature I had ever seen and she was all mine. Nothing could separate us now.
There was no way I was going to wait until we were upstairs.