Chapter 198
His words made my knees go weak. Just his words. My body missed his hands on me and not just from a minute ago either. It felt like so long since he had touched me that the moment he had touched my back I had known what was going to happen.
Or at least what I had hoped would happen.
Julian’s hands loosened around mine and then moved upwards , smoothing almost too gently up my arms, to rub at my shoulders and then so slowly that I wanted to scream he trailed those fingers down my sides. Teasing at the sides of my breasts before he went down further. He closed them around my hips , and yanked my backwards with enough force that I almost tumbled on my heels. His hands steadied me.
“I-“ a little scream left my lips in a rush as he pulled me back again. Bringing my ass, completely bare for him because of the scanty lace thing, he bit down on the left cheek.
“Ow.” I moaned. The feel of his teeth felt good. The perfect mixture of pleasure and pain and something more than both. He bit me, and even though it wasn’t a claiming mate bite it was still a form of ownership.
I needed that. Just like I needed him.
Arching my back, I was rewarded as he bit the other cheek. His hands, those big skilled hands kneaded my hips as he held my ass to him.
“I can smell you Cassie and you smell amazing!” He murmured against me.
My core clenched and I could feel the wetness leaking from me.
There was nothing I wanted more than to have him bend me over and press his face into me. I wanted to be kicked and sucked and bitten.
Holding my breath I waited for it to happen. I knew this Julian. He was rough in his love making and that’s what I needed. I needed his firm hand and his ownership. Only he didn’t do that. Instead his hands continued their lazy journey down my body. Tracing my thighs and my calves before he moved all the way back to my neck again. Climbing to his feet he moved around me. His hands sliding against around my waist as he came to face me.
And then he stood back. His eyes locked to mine and then so slowly that I wanted to scream , he started it all again but from the front.
I loved how he looked at me with such longing but this wasn’t what I needed or wanted. I needed passion.
“You’re so beautiful.” Cupping the back of my head, he finally drew me to him. His lips sliding across mine once before he pulled away to stare lovingly into my eyes.
I let out a frustrated growl. “And yet you aren’t touching me.”
Reaching for his hand . I brought his finger to my lips and slipped it inside my mouth. Sucking on it.
Julian’s eyes widened, his chest heaved but he didn’t take his eyes away from me.
“You keep distracting me.” He chuckled. “Not that I’m complaining.”
Cocking my head to the side, I popped his finger out of my mouth, and down my body. Curling my straining nipple with it, until it stood up almost painfully hard.
Julian’s lips fell open even further, a shaky sigh rattling his chest.
Goddess I had never seen him look at me like that. With so much need and longing.
Feeling empowered , I moved his hand again. Down over my stomach and into the front of my thong.
Julian growled, glancing up into his face. I saw his wolf looking back at me with glowing eyes. Twisting his hand he cupped me. Grinding the heel of his hand against my mound and slipping a finger between my wet folds.
“So wet for me my love.” With another low groan he screwed the finger inside of me. Almost lifting me out of my shoes and giving me no choice but to clutch his shoulders.
“Goddess.” I moaned as he worked in and out of me. First with one finger and then another.
“I want my name on your lips, Cassie.” Angling his hand , he pressed his thumb against my clit. “I have years and years of hearing you screaming my name to make up for and I plan on starting tonight.”
His words were like music to my ears. We both needed this to restart our relationship.
Nor to mention the release would-
From his pocket his phone began to ring. A loud incessant sound. His hand paused between my legs. The teasing slowed and he pulled his mouth away from mine.
“Don’t-“ I began to say because I knew what was about to happen. I could see it in his eyes.
“I’m sorry Cassie, I have to take this.” Stepping away he sucked his fingers into his mouth for a second before he dug his phone out of his pocket and glanced at the screen with a frown on his face.
“This is the emergency number.” He headed towards the door, leaving me standing there in nothing but my heels and thong with my pussy weeping for him. “I’m sorry Cassie.” Opening the door he disappeared through it. “I’ll make it up to you I promise.”
He promised?
I wasn’t sure his promise meant anything anymore. He was the king and I knew he had responsibilities that couldn’t wait but wasn’t I one of those as well?
Wasn’t I worth just a little bit of his time? How were we meant to rebuild a life together if every time we are alone, he was called away?
“It’s an emergency.” I mumbled to myself as I kicked off the ridiculously high shoes I reached for my pjs.
I already knew that nothing else would happen tonight. Not a date, nor dinner together , and definitely not passion. I was on my own again.
Rage rushed through me, filling my mouth with a bitter taste that I struggled to swallow.
“A kingdom emergency.” I said again. He couldn’t help that.
So why did I have a horrible suspicion that it had nothing to do with the kingdom and everything to do with a certain woman.