The fear

Chapter sixty-four
Gwen
When I got back home, I couldn't stop fidgeting. How come Heidi is in school with me? I thought she was done with school.
Gosh, this is so scary.
Well, I just have to pray that she doesn't notice me in class or around or that will mean trouble for me.
I didn't bother to tell Myra, I mean there's absolutely nothing she can do about it.
And I don't just want to bother her unnecessarily.
Gosh but I'm so scared.
I wasn't able to hear anything from Ryder yesterday too. It seems like he has forgotten about me.
Seriously, I can't stop thinking about it.
I have a lecture today too but I'm going to school with Myra.
I put on blue jean trousers and a white hoodie.
I walk out into the living room. Myra walks out just in time. She's in a blue dress. That complements her eyes. Her hair is gold.
Well, she looks very beautiful.
I don't ever believe I can be as beautiful as she is. I mean she's very hot and well, every man's dream.
"How do I look?" She smiles at me and tries to show me her curve.
I nod assuring her, "You look breathtaking. Come, let's go to school already."
She rushes back in, " I'm coming."
Gosh, Myra can waste a whole day getting ready for school. She spends so much time just dressing up.
I don't know why she's so slow, because I can get all the stuff done in an hour.
She runs out again and grabs her bag that was on the chair already, "Let's go!" She says and walks forward
I smile and follow after her. She's driving us to school in her car today.
I get in the passenger's seat and watch her enter the driver's seat. I look forward to learning how to drive too.
"Ready?" She looks at me with a big smile on her face.
I nod briefly and she rolls the engine to life.
She whoops in delight and I laugh, just looking at her. She looks so young and innocent but well, she's not.
I laugh. Myra watches porn and well, she masturbates too.
The day I went to her room and heard her tell me to wait a moment because she was in the bathroom. I heard noises and groans but I didn't think about that aspect until yesterday. And I was able to see her real image.
I was coming from school as I didn't bother to go for my next lecture. I was so worried about Heidi seeing me.
I was super scared and nervous to do anything. I felt so tired all for no reason.
I had to summon the courage to come back home.
When I walk inside the living room, I started to hear voices again.
It seems so loud this time. Perhaps it was because she wasn't expecting me home at that time.
I walk to her door and open it.
There, I saw her masturbating.
Very funny but Myra isn't holy or innocent at all. Damn and she's just nineteen. She's already masturbating when I don't even know how to go about it. When I'm still a virgin.
No wonder Ryder thought he could mess with me. Since I'm clearly a novice in this area.
We drive into the school. Myra doesn't have a lecture today. She just felt like staying with me.
She said she would enjoy listening to lecture with me but I refused.
Eventually, she agreed to stick around. Then I will call her when I'm done with the lecture since I have only one today.
She pulls over and smiles at me, "Have you perhaps changed your mind?"
I shake my head negatively, " No ma, there's nothing of such. You won't be following me in."
She laughs, "You don't have to be like this."
I get down from the car, " I will call you the moment I'm done," I say and start walking towards the lecture room before she would stay more.
If care isn't taken, I might succumb to her request.
I walk inside the hall. It's already filled with students just like the previous day.
I walk to an empty seat
I bring out a textbook and decide to read it before the lecturer walks in.
The lecture walks in after thirty minutes have elapsed.
I listened to the whole lecture but I refrain from answering questions even though I know most of what he was asking.
I was scared of Heidi. I don't want her to see me.
It won't be easy to spot her since we have lots of students here but if you answer questions, I will be singled out.
The lecture ends and I pick up my phone to call Myra.
She didn't pick up at the first ring. I try again.
"Hello, how are you doing?" She drawls lazily.
I smile, "Can you come and pick me up? I'm done."
"Aye captain!" She says and I hang up.
I laugh again. I actually love having Myra around. She feels like my sister sometimes. Well, she's like a sister I never had.
I get up and made to walk away. I stop as I stare up at Heidi.
My heartbeat accelerated as our gaze met and locked for several minutes.
How did she see me?
My body shudders uncontrollably. fear grips me. What should I do now?
She made a chuckle, light one, "Who do we have here? Gwen?" She walks closer.
I was even too shocked to run. My heart was screaming for me to move away, to do something and everything but my legs were too weak to run.
I couldn't leave the spot.
"So, you are here, in the same room with me? Studying my course?"
I shiver again as I stare.
I can see some of her friends sneer at me.
Heidi mice too close for comfort, "I'm really going to make life miserable for you."
" Heidi please," I finally find my voice, "Please, I didn't find your trouble this time. Just let me go," I beseech her softly but she's too wicked to even think.
She raises a brow, amazed, "Seriously?" She holds me by my neck, "Are you serious?"
"Let her go!" A voice says defiantly.
I look up and see Myra walk closer.
Heidi seems to freeze too. Her hand was stiff on my neck. It seems like she of all people knows who Myra is.