Chapter 110: Bryn

“Everything looks good. You’ve healed up well.” The doctor says when she finishes my after-birth exam.

We’re heading out for our special trip tomorrow, and I couldn’t take it anymore. It’s finally been 6 weeks and if there was a word for a woman suffering from a painful deprivation of sex, that is what I’m going through right now. It doesn’t help that my guys have been teasing me and getting me worked up all the damn time!

Sorry.

“Really?” I ask with blatant hope in my voice.

My doctor smiles. “You’re good to go, but be careful. Healing from giving birth can still take several months to even a year to feel fully healed. Don’t push yourself too much.”

She gives me a warning look and I quickly nod. I didn’t disclose to her that I have multiple partners who have been waiting just as long as I have for these six weeks to be over. Now that we’re about to go on our wedding trip and subsequent honeymoon I need to be healed. Not for them but for myself. I can’t believe how much I would miss it, but can you imagine having four sexy men walking around looking like live thirst traps all the time?

Girls come on. You can’t tell me that wouldn’t be torture.

“Are there any other concerns you have?” She asks and I shake my head far too quickly.

“All good.”

She laughs. “Alright, you’re good to go. Take care.”

“Thank you,” I say as she leaves the room.

I open the group chat and do a little happy dance. Maddox and Sawyer are at practice so they won’t see my message until later but Jaxon is working tonight and Nolan should be at lunch right now. They’ve fallen into their new jobs pretty well. My guys are crazy talented in all their fields so there’s no surprise. Jaxon has been riding high since he started at his new precinct. He’s been sharing some crazy stories, and even though its impressive what he deals with it also scares me. I try to play it cool, but when I don’t hear from him all day I always think the worst. How can I not?

So many cops have died while on duty in this city. I can’t stand thinking about Jaxon maybe being one of them. I push those thoughts away for now and try to smile as I type up a message to the guys.

Me: I’m cleared for physical activity!

It doesn’t take long for Jaxon to reply. He’s watching Henry while I’m here.

Jax: Halelughea! It’s been too fucking long.

Me: At least you guys have enjoyed other activities. Don’t sound too upset.

Jaxon: As sexy as you are down on your knees Angel I much rather be deep inside you.

My face flames red even though I’m alone.

Me: Jaxon!

Jaxon: What? I’m just saying I missed you.

Me: Mhm

Nolan: I’m coming home now.

That makes me laugh.

Jaxon: Hell no man, I got dibs.

Me: Excuse me? Dibs?

Jaxon: Fuck yeah. These assholes had you first, so I have a lot of time to make up for.

Me: You’re a pig.

Me: No pun intended.

Jaxon: LOL. I kid Angel, but not when I say I’ve missed you. I’ve been going crazy not being able to feel you.

Nolan: Shut up with that shit man. I’m in an adviser meeting, and having a hard-on isn’t exactly professional.

Jaxon: My bad, I’ll take it to a one-on-one conversation.

Nolan: So considerate. I’ll see you later love, don’t wear her out.

Jaxon: No promises.

Nolan sends a rolling eyes emoji making me laugh. Jaxon sends me a message outside of the group chat. It’s a picture of Henry peacefully asleep.

Jaxon: Little man is passed out after a very exciting morning. This kid makes a lot of dirty diapers. We had an explosion but I handled it and now he’s sleeping like a prince.

Me: Uh, I miss him. It’s so weird since I’ve only been gone like an hour but it’s true.

Jaxon: nah, it’s not weird Angel. You’re his mom, of course, you’re gonna miss him. Now hurry home before he wakes up I want you naked in my bed right now. Fuck, all the things I want to do to you

Feeling a little bold I say-

Me: Oh yeah, like what?

Jaxon: Well first I’ll spread you out and taste you. I’m going to feats on you like I’ve never tasted anything as sweet as you, which I haven’t. You taste like honey Angel, and I’ve missed that taste on my tongue so fucking bad.

I swallow hard and rub my thighs together at the idea of him between my legs licking me slowly like he has so many times before.

The door to my room opens and a smiling nurse comes in with papers in her hand.

“Here’s your appointment summary.” She says handing me the papers. “I’ll walk you out.”

She does, and I nearly run out of the building and to my car. It’s new and way too flashy for me, but the guys wanted me to have something nice other than the van. They didn’t want me taking public transportation either, so I caved. It’s a Mercedes and that’s about all I remember from the list of reasons they got me the car. It’s nice, but that’s about all I can say.

Thankfully traffic isn’t too bad in this area compared to the main part of LA. So I make it home in thirty minutes flat. I park and head inside looking for Jaxon as soon as I walk in. He is coming down the stairs just as I close the door and stops to stare at me. I’m feeling suddenly nervous, like this is our first time.

“I-“

He steps off the last step and walks toward me with determination. His arms wrap around my waist and his lips are on mine a second letter. Our kiss is deep and desperate. My hands run over his much shorter hair and he leans down to lift me off the floor. I wrap my legs around his waist and he turns toward the stairs without breaking our kiss. I’m surprised when he starts up them without watching where he’s stepping but I’m too distracted by the way he’s licking and sucking my lips to care too much about it.

When he breaks the kiss I don’t stop. Instead, I kiss down his neck and he groans. The sound vibrates through me making me shiver and grind down on him. He’s hard and it feels so good to feel him even in this way that I could come from that alone. I'm so sensitive that it won’t take much. He kicks the door open to his room as soon as we reach it and steps a few feet to his bed but doesn’t drop me as I expect. Instead, he lays me down and doesn’t let go. He releases my legs and runs his hands up my thigh and under my shirt so that his hand can run over my bare skin.

I’m on fire from that small touch alone.

“Fuck Angel, I don’t know if I can take things slow right now. I’m dying to take you hard and fast, but I don’t want to hurt you.” He says again my lips before he slams our lips together and bites my bottom lip hard enough that I taste the metallic taste of blood.

He grinds down against me and I gasp into his mouth.

I press a hand to his chest and push him away enough to break our kiss. His eyes meet mine and he gives me a questioning look, but I smile up at him.

“Get naked officer,” I say and he gives me a wicked smirk before pushing himself off the bed and standing.

He gives me this intense heated look as he reaches over his shoulder and pulls his t-shirt off in one smooth motion. His smooth dark skin makes my mouth water. He is so beautiful, and his toned muscular body is nothing to sneer at. He moves down to button on his jeans and he pops it off and pulls his zipper down showing me what’s underneath. I raise a brow when I see he isn’t wearing anything underneath them. Sawyer does the same thing and when I asked him why he said it’s because he wants to be ready any time he wants me.

He even hid all my panties so that I would go without them too. It was an intense few days where he would grab me randomly bend me over any open surface and drive into me like he couldn’t wait another second to be inside me. It’s also why we have Henry.

Jaxon pulls his jeans down and steps out of them. He doesn’t give me even a second to admire his mouthwatering body before he’s on me again.