Chapter 15: Sawyer

I made a huge mess of things tonight. Sure I was ready to make a claim on Bryn in front of everyone but starting a fight wasn’t exactly the plan. Once again seeing some guy touching her made me see red, and the fact that she didn’t seem to care made me even more furious. I went into a rage and it was like I couldn’t see or hear anything even when Bryn grabbed me. She dodged my swing but if she hadn’t I could have seriously hurt her and that scares me. I never want to be so out of it that I could hurt her, so I need to get my anger under control.

As soon as I saw her though it was like all the fight drained from me. She’s the relief to my anger and it reminds me of how she soothed my demons even when we were kids. I decide to try something that used to work on her. She’s was always so curious when we were kids and whenever we would watch movies together she would get totally engulfed in the story. Since I’m not ready to let her leave I decide to use this knowledge to my advantage.

All I have to do is get her to sit down. Even though she’s tough and stubborn she has a very hard time saying no to people. Maybe it’s low of me to exploit that fact I use it now. I ask her to stay with me and she does. I picked a random TV channel and they so happen to be playing the first Scream movie. It’s a little less than half way in and as soon as she starts watching she’s hooked. While she watches the movie I watch her. The way her eyes widen and her lips part as she watches the screen…it’s mesmerizing. I am a total creep right now but I just want to take her in.

She opens her granola bar and starts to eat without taking her eyes off the screen. I know what’s going to happen next. She’s going to want another snack, so I jump up and head for the kitchen. There’s a special popcorn she can have so I heat some up and bring it to her. She doesn’t even look my way so I slide it onto her lap and a second later she’s grabbing some and munching on it.

I smile when she starts to go off on how stupid people in the movie are. God I missed her. Her energy and playfulness is infectious.

The movie ends and she let’s out a huff. “I don’t know how I feel about the ending.” She says looking at me with a pout on her lips.

“Why?” I ask.

“That reporter lady was insufferable and yet she survived! I mean out of everyone she should have died!”

I can’t help it, I break out laughing.

“What?” She whines.

“You have a dark soul Bryn Raven.”

She rolls her eyes. “Whatever.” She looks down at her phone and sighs. “I should probably sleep.”

I don’t want her to go yet.

“Lets watch the second one and then go to sleep.” I suggest.

She fidgety and bites her bottom lip but her arms slump a second later. “Fine! Just one more.”

The second movie starts and she settles in. I try to watch but all I can think about is the crazy urge I have to reach out and touch her. She’s so focused on the movie that when I slide closer to her she doesn’t react. I stop about a foot away from her and wait to see if she’ll glare at me or move away. When she doesn’t I close the space between us. She pulled her hair back into a bun when she sat down and whatever perfume she’s wearing makes me want to lean over and run my mouth down her neck. Just that small thought has me getting hard already.

She doesn’t want to cross that bridge between us but I can’t stop myself. I reach out and brush away a stray strand of hair that’s fallen from her bun and make sure to brush my finger against her skin. Her skin is so soft and warm. Her head tilts slightly and I decide to continue seeing how far she will let me go. I give in and lean in leaving a sing kiss just below her ear. She gasps softly and the sound goes straight down making my situation bellow the belt way more uncomfortable. When she tilts her head a little more I go in for another kiss and another and another.

I can hear her breathing harder. “Sawyer.” She says my name is this breathy way that makes me groan.

“Don’t stop me, please.” I whisper into her ear.

I set my hand on her bare thigh and slowly slide it under the hem of her dress. She gasps and drops her head back as I continue moving up and brushing a finger against her panties. They’re a soft material and when I push her dress up I see light blue panties with a little bow on the top.

“Sawyer…” I stop and look at her.

She turns her head and because I’m so close to her it puts our faces mear inches from each other.

“Kiss me.” She asks softly.

I don’t need to be told twice. I close the distance between us and kiss her. She melts into me as I devour her. She tastes as sweet as she smells and it’s driving me crazy. I’m shocked when she breaks our kiss and climbs onto my lap straddling me. Our eyes lock and there is a second of hesitation but then she closes the distance between us and we get lost in kissing each other again. It becomes torturous when she starts to rock on my lap but she feels so good that I don’t care if I come in my jeans as long as she doesn’t stop. When she grinds harder I can’t stop the moan that comes out of me and I buck upward.

She gasps and grinds on me again.

“Bryn you’re killing me.” I whisper against her lips.

She smirks like a wicked vixen. “Poor baby.” I don’t get a chance to retort because she's sliding back onto my knees and unbuttoned my jeans.

Holy shit! What’s happening? I was hoping for some heavy making out but this just got way more real. When she’s pulled my zipper down she stops and stares at the wet spot on the front of my boxer. For a second I think she’s going to get spooked and run away but instead she tucks her fingers into the top of my boxers and tugs. My dick pops out like a jack in the box and I hold my breath as she locks her lips and slowly wraps her hand around it. I drop my head back and groan when she starts to touch me. Never had I imagined doing this with her until now and if she stops now I’m going to be the one pouting.

She releases me and I feel her shift on my lap. I lift my head and see her stand. Her eyes lock on mine as she slowly pulls her dress up and over her head. My mouth goes dry when she’s standing in front of me with nothing more than a bra and panties.

“Am I dreaming?” I ask like an idiot. “I am pretty sure you mentioned-“

“Sawyer, shut up.”

“Yes ma’am.” I am not about to question whatever she has planned.

Instead I let my eyes skim over every piece of her. Unlike most girls who throw themselves at me she has soft curves. The thing about Bryn is she’s not much for exercising. Her mom made sure to instill a positive body image in her girls and I am very appreciative of that right now. Bryn is naturally beautiful without looking like she’s starves herself or having work done to alter her appearance. She reaches behind her and her bra comes loose. I watch entranced as she let’s the small piece of fabric drop to the ground. She moves to her panties next and soon I’m looking at every part of the girl I never dreamed I would have a chance with.

She steps toward me again and I swallow like a nervous virgin. I stay perfectly still as she climbs on my lap again. I’m too worried I’ll scare her off like deer if I move too fast. She lifts onto her knees and hovers above me teasing me. Our eyes lock together again and she slowly lowers herself on me. Her mouth opens with a gasp and I groan embarrassingly loud. I can’t hold back from touching her any more so I reach out and grab her by the waist and holding her still as I thrust up. She gasps and whimpers but moves the rest of the way down until we are completely connected.

We’re both breathing hard already and neither of us dare to move.
After My First Love
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