Chapter 126: Sawyer

We all knew when Maddox grabbed Bryn and ran off that we shouldn’t expect them to come back for a little while, but I’ve been a jittery mess recently. I try to play things cool and not show everything I’m feeling because I don’t ever want Bryn to worry about me. I’ve put her through so many emotional highs and lows that I want to be strong for her as much as possible. Then this thing with the photos happened and it’s been hard not to burst and go on a murdering rampage or some shit.

I have this urge to be near her and touch her as much as possible so that I know that she’s okay. Being the chill one who’s fine with the others stealing time with her can be rough sometimes. Right now I can’t take being away from her any longer. I hate to mess with Maddox’s time with her, but I can’t stay away any longer. Last night was bad enough.

“Sir, would you like your dinner delivered tonight?” The guy driving the boat asks from the front door.

The others are too far away for him to be talking to them, so I focus on him.

“That would be great man thanks. Just bring us whatever you have that is vegan. No meat at all and not prepared in the same pan as any meat or dairy products. My wife is deathly allergic to anything with meat protein in it, so please be very careful.” I stress that last part as best I can.

His eyes widen and he shakes his head quickly. “Yes of course. I will tell the cook myself.”

“Thank you. Also is there any way we can have groceries delivered here as well?” I ask him.

“Yes. If you provide me with a list we can have everything you want brought to you. I am here for anything you will need. I live right on the beach and have been assigned to you all as my only guests.” He explains.

“Good. I’ll write a few things down then.”

I look around for some paper and a pen but don’t see anything. The guy walks over to a drawer near a large white couch and opens the drawer grabbing a pad of paper and a pen with the hotel logo on it. He hands it to me and I quickly scribble down the items we’ll need. I know they won’t have some of the usual condiments and typical things we use in our cooking, so I ask for simple things that should be available everywhere.

It’s warm here so we probably won’t eat a lot of hot meals, and this place probably has lots of fruit that Bryn will love. Mangos are my girl’s favorites so we need to get as many as we can for her. It isn’t odd for her to eat a huge meal of just fruit sometimes, so we definitely need to have a lot on hand.

“Do we have a blender here?” I ask the man when I hand him the list.

He shakes his head. “Guests don’t usually cook here, but I can find one for you.”

I nod. “If you can. One that's powerful.” We can make smoothies and banana ice cream. “Actually let me add a couple more things.”

I take the paper back and add that we want some baking pans and a couple of other things for cooking.

“Put all of this on the card the hotel has on file, please. Oh and…” I pull my wallet out and pull out some money to tip him with. “Thank you.”

He bows his head and takes the money graciously. “Of course sir. I will bring these things with your dinner.”

I’m about to tell him that the other stuff can wait when I hear Henry cry. The man is gone when I turn my attention back to where he was standing. Whatever I'll give him another tip when he comes back.

“Hey, you guys good?” I ask Jaxon and Nolan when I find them in another room.

There’s a big couch and two wide matching chairs and a TV on the wall in here so it must be the real living room. Whatever that couch was near the entrance must be for hanging out or something. Who the hell knows right?

Jaxon has a bottle in Henry’s mouth already, so that's covered. “Yeah man, we’re good.”

I look at Nolan and he nods. Okay then. “Thanks.”

They mumble something but I barely hear it because I’m almost running out of the room to look for Bryn. I check a few rooms before I find one that’s locked and I hear a low rumble come from the other side. There is a second where I hesitate and consider turning on my heels and leaving but I can’t make myself do it. So I knock. There is some low murmuring and I smirk when I hear Maddox make a disgruntled sound. A few seconds later the door opens a crack and I see Bryn’s flushed face. When I look past her I see a totally nude Maddox lying stretched out on the bed with his arms pulled above his head and tied with some kind of dainty fabric.

I try my hardest, but I can’t hold back the laugh. Seeing a big guy like Maddox tied up is just too funny. Bryn lets me come in and some something bossy but once I’m inside and I see her fully bare my mind goes blank and I can’t hear anything.

Fuck she’s gorgeous. My hands twitch to reach out and run my fingers all over her perfect skin, but she says I can’t and orders me to sit on some random chair. I’m forced to sit there and watch her tease Maddox for a while until she finally lets him inside her. Watching them and not being involved is a whole different experience. It's different than watching two strangers do the same thing, in the hottest way. I've seen Maddox naked along with about thirty other guys daily, so he doesn’t do anything for me but Bryn naked on him…fuck. I’m so fucking hard it hurts.

I want to touch myself at the sight of them, but I don’t because the anticipation is driving me crazy. When Bryn tells Maddox that he can touch her it’s like watching the Hulk emerge. He rips that small bit of fabric off his wrists like its paper and threads his fingers through her hair pulling her into a bruising kiss. I expect him to turn them over so he can take over but he doesn’t. Instead, he thrusts upward making her whimper and grab onto his shoulders to steady herself.

They do this for a while until they both break apart and gasp for air. When they do Maddox’s hands move to Bryn’s hips and helps her grind down on him. I swallow back a knot in my throat when her head drops back making her long hair dance across her bare back. My eyes can’t find a single place to focus on, she’s a work of art like this. She lets out a small familiar whimper and then her body goes lax. Maddox wraps his arms around her and rolls them so she’s lying on the bed. She sighs when he’s hovering over her and she wraps her arms around his neck pulling him in for a kiss. He kisses her slowly which is the complete opposite of how he’s thrusting in and out of her.

Fuck…I’m going to come from just watching, and that's without touching myself!

Maddox slams into her one more time a groans. His arms are shaking but he pulls out and rolls off Bryn before he can crush her. The room is silent except for the sound of all of us breathing.

“Fuck that was hot,” I say without thinking.

Maddox bursts out laughing and Bryn giggles before hiding in Maddox’s chest. He wraps an arm around her and kisses her on the top of the head. It’s sweet, but I can’t stay here any longer and not touch my woman.

“If you two are done…”

Maddox sighs and releases Bryn. “Yeah, yeah. I’ll go clean up somewhere else, but I’m sleeping in here with you tonight sweetheart.”

“Yes please,” Bryn says sweetly.

Maddox stands but leans down to kiss her one more time before grabbing his clothes and leaving. Once he’s gone Bryn sits up and looks my way. Neither of us moves, but so much is said between us. We’ve never had to speak to say what we want, and from the soft smile Bryn gives me she knows. She knows I need her even just to hold. So she stands and walks over to me stopping directly in front of me and threads her fingers through my hair.

Emotions overwhelm me and I drop my head against her stomach wrapping my arms around her and letting out a shaky breath.

“Baby…”

“I know. I know.” She says softly and I know she means it.

She knows I’m hurting like crazy and the only thing that can help is her.