Chapter 111: Jaxon
Fuck. It’s been too long since I’ve been able to touch Bryn like this. I’m not even inside her yet and one wrong move could have me blowing my load. She’s clinging on to me and shifting under me with clear desperate need, and I’m fighting to keep myself from coming too fast. I take her mouth in a bruising kiss that she returns with just as much enthusiasm.
God, she is a vision when she’s desperate for me like this. My girl is sweet as sugar but in the bedroom, she’s a vixen who craves us the same way we crave her. She worried that she wouldn’t be able to keep up with the needs of all of us, but she was fucking wrong. Our girl gives us everything and none of us leave her bed without feeling thoroughly satisfied.
She breaks our kiss and lets out a frustrated growl. “Jax I swear if you don’t stop teasing me I’ll walk out of this room and wait for one of the others to get home. I’m not above making you suffer.”
I narrow my eyes on her. “I can more than satisfy you Angel, and because of your smart mouth I won’t go easy on you.”
My words bring a pink hue and when she opens her mouth I know something smart about to roll out so I keep her quiet with another kiss. While I ravish her mouth I grab her thigh hiking it up against my hip and slamming into her. Her lips break away from mine to let out a cry and I catch tears coming from the corner of her eyes.
“Too hard Angel?” I ask her but the way she’s gripping me and rocking against me tells me no.
“No. Oh god, no. It’s not too hard.” She says gasping. “It feels so good.”
She’s right, but fuck she’s tight and like I said it’s been a while. I grunt when she moves slightly making her body tighten around me, and I have to focus hard not to come. It’s almost painful to hold back like this, but I can’t let this end yet. Besides I need to make sure my girl enjoys this too. So I stick to shallow thrusts and small rolling movements. Her hands clutch onto my shoulders as I move and she lets out small gasps with each move I make.
“Can you get pregnant this soon after having a baby?” I ask for some reason that I can’t figure out.
Her eyes lock onto mine and her brows furrow slightly. “I don’t know. Why?”
“Because I’m not wearing any protection and I can’t promise I’ll be able to pull out in time,” I admit.
She’s gone very still and so have I. “Oh.”
Well, this is helping with the me not coming too fast but it’s also an awkward conversation to have when I married deep inside her already. Fuck she feels amazing too.
“We can stop and I can go looking for-“
She shakes her head and squeezes my shoulders a little tighter. “No, it’s okay. I think we’ll be okay.”
“So you're okay possibly getting pregnant again?” I ask her.
She smiles up at me. “Having your baby? I think that would make your mom’s day.”
I lower myself down slightly so I’m almost laying fully on top of her. She wraps her arms around me and moves her hips just a little making me groan and bury my face into the hollow of her neck.
“Fuck Angel I’m trying to focus here,” I say.
She giggles. “Then maybe we should have talked about this before we started.”
She has a point, but I couldn’t wait another minute to be inside her. “Maybe, but I’m not pulling out until I have you crying my name.”
I feel her body shiver and I lift my head up to look down at her dark eyes.
“Now tell me, do you want another baby? Do you want to risk possibly getting pregnant again?” I ask.
“The doctor said it could take a little time for my cycles to become regular again, so we should be fine. I don’t want you to stop. Please.” Her breathy plea breaks any resolve I have left.
I push up onto my hands and push into her as far as I can go. Her head drops back and she lets out the sweetest moan. The sound makes me feel like a man possessed and I begin to thrust harder. Pulling back almost completely before slamming in again. My body starts to tense and I know one more thrust will be enough to make me explode, but she still hasn’t come yet. I have to fix that, but she rolls her hips a certain way and I’m coming hard and fast. A primal growl of both pleasure and frustration comes out of me and then the tightness in my body relaxes. I wrap my arms around her and roll over so that she’s lying on top of me. The movement has me slipping out of her and she makes a small sound of pleasure as it does.
“Fuck Angel, why’d you do that? You didn't come yet.” I say reaching up and brushing some of her hair away from her face.
She gives me a small smile. “I still have three other men to go. I don’t think I’ll be missing out by the time they’re through.”
“You could have come now and later,” I say raising a brow.
“I know, but I could tell you were holding it in and I don’t like when you guys do that.”
“We’re you not feeling-“ Maybe I wasn’t affecting her as much as she was me.
She makes a sound of consideration. “It felt…different.”
“Different how?” I ask her.
I run my hand up and down her bare back as she talks. Just feeling her naked on top of me like this is enough to make me hard again.
“It felt a little less sensitive.” She says.
“Really? You couldn’t feel yourself getting close?”
She shakes her head. “It felt just out of reach. I mean it still felt amazing, but I think I needed more to get there. I’m sorry.”
My head jolts back a little at her apology. “Why are you apologizing?”
“I hope you don’t think I didn’t enjoy it, because I did!” She says quickly but I catch the way her eyes look like their gathering tears.
I move my hands to her face and brush my thumbs over her cheeks as the tears fall. She squeezes her eyes shut and sniffles.
“Sorry, crying after sexy is such a mood killer.” She says pouting.
I can’t help but laugh. “It’s not Angel. I just hate seeing you so upset about this. You felt amazing and I could barely hold back as you saw. I came way too fast otherwise I could have helped you more.”
She shakes her head. “You shouldn’t have to. It came so easily before.”
“Well you did push a whole watermelon-sized human out of there, I’m guessing that means some things will have changed.” I point out.
She laughs weakly. “Yeah, but what if that’s how it will be from now on? What if I can’t come any more? What if I’m broken?”
Her tears start falling more and my chest aches to see her so upset. I need to do something fast. Who knows how long Henry will stay asleep, and I’m not leaving this room until I’ve made my girl come.
“Let’s try something else,” I say.
“Like what?” She asks skeptically.
I carefully roll us over so that she’s lying on the bed with me over her again. “You lay back and I tease you until you come so hard you pass out. How’s that?”
She laughs. “You guys haven’t managed that together, so I doubt you alone can do it.”
“Is that a challenge?” I ask.
I’ll admit I’m a little offended by her implication that I can’t do my job properly without the other here to help. Well, she’s about to see just who she’s dealing with. Her little shrug is all the challenge I need before I pull her legs apart. I don’t wait before I lower my head between them and taste her. The first thing I taste is myself but the more I lick and devour her the more her taste becomes clear. Fuck, she tastes amazing.
My eyes lift to look at her face and she has her eyes squeezed shut and her mouth is parted. She’s gripping the sheets next to her and her whole body is tensed up. That won’t do. I need her to relax, so I nip her very sensitive skin and she jolts with a squeak. That loosens her up and when I lick away the small amount of pain I just caused she grinds down against my face just slightly. I smirk against her thigh before nipping the skin there too. Then I suck hard and her back arces and she's coming with a cry that's loud enough for the whole neighborhood to hear.