Chapter 65: Bryn

After my kiss with Maddox I find it hard not to squirm too much, but holly Molly was that I panty drenching kiss. I thought I would never kiss anyone that could make my toes curl the way Sawyer does, but I was wrong.

“Little Bee, if you don’t stop squirming like that, none of us will get any sleep.” Sawyer grumbles into my hair.

I’m laying on my side facing Maddox and watching him to make sure he doesn’t die, and Sawyer has wrapped himself around me from behind. The problem is that watching Maddox is making it hard for me to relax after he kissed me senseless. I was trying to be the responsible one, but now I wish I lived a little on the wild side. Except at the same time I would hate to do anything that would hurt Maddox more. It’s a fine line that I’m determined not to cross.

“Sorry.” I say quietly.

Maddox’s eyes are closed and I’ve been watching his chest rise and fall for about twenty minutes now. You would think the residual effect of our kiss would have passed, but having Sawyer dropped over me is making it impossible not to get hot all over. I’m feeling needy and I need to pull myself together so that I don’t wake Maddox.

Sawyer moves his hand from where it was resting on my stomach and slowly down my thigh. I’m wearing an oversized shirt and a pair of sleep shorts that barely show, but I wanted to give the semblance of being dressed so that Maddox wouldn’t get the wrong idea about why I wanted him to sleep in bed with us. I shiver as Sawyer’s fingers drag back up my leg, lifting the shirt as they go.

“Do you need something, Little Bee? A little relief maybe?” He whispers in my ear, making my eyes flutter closed and my body instinctively seeks more contact from him.

He chuckles darkly, but doesn’t tease me for long. His hand moves under the bottom hem of my shorts and I suck a sharp breath in anticipation. I need him to touch me right now or I think I might scream.

“Can you stay quiet, Little Bee?” Sawyer asks, and that’s when his fingers dip inside my panties and brush against me.

I gasp and try to quietly ask for more by scooting myself further against him until I can feel his hard on poking me. He groans a little but sniffles the sound by biting my shoulder. Not enough to cut through the skin, but enough to make me jump in surprise. The movement jostles Maddox awake, and he turns his sleepy eyes to me. It takes him a second of blinking before his eyes fix on me fully and when they do; they go a little wide. What is he seeing?

I’m holding my breath, hoping he won’t know what Sawyer was doing to me, but I know I must be flushed.

“What- “

A whimper escapes me when Sawyer dips a finger inside me and my eyes roll into the back of my head. I’m so turned on that just that small move has me panting and forgetting all about Maddox’s need to rest.

“Holy shit.” Maddox says, sounding a little breathless. “What the fuck Sawyer?”
He sounds both pissed and in pain. I open my eyes and see him watching me with a look of awe. A natural instinct would be for me to be ashamed and run out of the room, but I don’t want to. I need more, and I blame pregnancy horniness for what I do next.

“Maddox, I am giving you the chance to leave now. If you don’t, I won’t be able to stop myself from taking advantage of you.” I warn him.

Sawyer laughs against my neck and adds another finger inside me.

“Maddox…decide.” I say through clenched teeth.

My hands are fisted on the sheets, but I’m itching to reach for him and have him kiss me again. He started this after all, so it’s only fair that he suffers as well.

He looks back up at the ceiling for a second and runs a hand over this face. “Fuck it.”

That’s all he says before he’s rolling onto his side so that he’s facing me and slams his lips on mine. I reach for him and since he’s not wearing a shirt; I end up digging my nails against his chest, making him groan into the kiss. Sawyer is moving his fingers faster inside me and I can feel myself getting so close, but then he pulls them out before I can. I break my kiss with Maddox to complain, but he just works his way down the side of my neck.

“What are you doing?” I hiss at Sawyer, but a moan slips past my lips when Maddox reaches up and squeezes one of my breast.

They’re very sensitive since I got pregnant, but the pain adds to the pleasure right now, so I’m not complaining.

“Patience.” Sawyer says as he climbs off the bed and walks into the bathroom.

“He better be bringing back something that will make me come or I’ll kick his annoying butt.” I grumble, making Maddox laugh.

He pulls away from kissing my neck to look at me. The way he is looking at me feels too deep for two people who just met hours ago. It should freak me out, but I smile at him and reach up to run my fingers through his hair.

“I love your hair.” I say without thinking. “It’s so soft.”

Maddox chuckles again and runs one of his hands up and down my side over the t-shirt I’m wearing.

“Thanks.” His eyes are bright with a pure look of happiness that startles me a little.

After the day he’s had, he should look tired or even a little worried, but he doesn’t. It’s like nothing bad can touch him and that breaks my heart a little. No one should have to act like things aren’t hurting them because there is no way he isn’t hurting right now. I look over his whole face with a more concerned eye and his eyes watch me. This moment between us isn’t full of lust and the need to get naked. We’re sharing something deeper and far too premature for a pair of strangers, but Maddox doesn’t feel like a stranger to me. It feels like I’ve always known him, which makes this soft moment between us feel so…real.

“Do you feel that?” I whisper, not exactly sure why I asked such a weird question.

He smiles. “I feel a lot of things right now. I feel how warm you are and how soft your lips are. I feel an urge to enjoy and taste every piece of you and then fuck you slowly until you’re limp in my arms from how many times I’ve made you come. I feel like if I don’t get to have you that I might die, but not being able to keep you…that feels like someone has ripped my heart right out of my chest.”

I stare at him, a little shocked by how blunt he’s being.

“I tried to make you feel less uncomfortable by saying it was the concussion that made me say those things in the hospital, but the truth is, I meant what I said. I want you. It’s irrational, but I don’t want to be rational. I just want you.” He leans closer and kisses me softer this time.

It’s a slow, gentle kiss that reminds me of a kiss at the end of a first date. Easy and slow. I melt against him and he slips his tongue between my lips, tasting me. He groans and I clench my thighs together to relieve the need building even more inside me. I want more of him, but this also feels really good. It’s a difficult situation to be in.

“Well, well…looks like you two started the party without me.” I hear Sawyer say, but instead of pushing Maddox away, I wrap my arm around his neck and keep his lips on mine.

I’m being selfish right now and taking what I want. Sawyer gave me the choice to try this and I think I want to see what this could be like. Them…me in between them…their hands and mouths on me…it sounds too good to be true, but then Sawyer is sliding in behind me again.

“Be gentle Mad, remember she’s carrying precious cargo.” Sawyer says before he rolls my shirt up and tugging hard on my shorts, forcing me to shuffle around so he can pull them down.

There’s a sound behind me and I want to ask what he’s doing, but I feel Maddox’s hands move to my small pregnant belly. For a second I think he’s going to not want to finish what we started because of it, but the look on his face…the soft smile and warm eyes as he watches his hand move over my belly…it’s sweet. How can he be so okay with it? What guy purposefully wants to sleep with a pregnant girl if he’s not the father of the baby? I just can’t wrap my head around that, but I’m glad he’s one of those men because I need him right now.