CHAPTER 11

SIA
I found myself in the midst of so many people. A lot of important and powerful people. I looked around and this is a palace. I was seated on a high chair where so many subjects watched me. But I'm confused, the faces are unfamiliar. What am I doing here?.
I saw a young girl dressed like a worker pass by. I stopped her to ask.
"What is happening here today?."
She smiled.
"Did you forget Luna? It's your coronation day, your highness." She said and left.
Coronation? What coronation? I? A queen? What pack is this?.
I looked around and saw my parents, our pack leader, and many others. My father had this look of hate in his eyes. I felt my heart beat faster than a marathon.
"The Alpha King has arrived!." Someone announced.
Everybody stood up as he walked in.
My eyes fluttered open, I never got to see who the king is. I looked around and realized that I'm still in his room. Perhaps this is why I am having strange dreams. Strange dreams that may never come true. I tried getting up, ignoring the pain I feel. I walked around looking for my dress.
When I finally found it, I made my way out of the room. He's not in the room so I rushed out. I got to my room and shut the door behind me. I remembered everything that happened between us. I felt goosebumps, and I felt shy.
Realizing all I must have said, I felt a bit strange. What if he takes this the wrong way? What if he's just using me to pass the time. He may have hidden his erection at first but I saw it later. He also needed to mate with someone.
"You are the greatest fool alive Sia." I comforted myself.
I avoided my boss till evening. I felt hungry and needed to eat something. So I went down to have dinner. I bumped into him on my way down the stairs. I moved back with my face down. He already caught me and figured I must have been running from him.
I didn't want him to see the embarrassment I feel, something I shouldn't be feeling at all. He's my mate. I deserve to be with him. I said things I shouldn't have said thereby making him more disappointed in me.
He hurt me, he called me childish and weak. I couldn't have my dinner when I got back to my room. I had already lost my appetite. I never thought his words would have a huge effect on me till now. He's right, I am acting weak and childish.
I drowned in my thoughts, I thought he'd not talk to me anymore. He called me to his room to work on a pile of files. It's already my bedtime but I can't refuse, this is what I came to do right?
He asked me to work on it in the room. I know he's suspecting that I may doze off or use my abilities as a werewolf to get it done fast. He has no idea how fast I am even without my abilities.
I finished the work in no time, how I did is a special secret to me. I avoided eye contact with him while I fidgeted my fingers. He finally released me.
I rushed out of the room into my room and flopped on the bed. I covered myself with the sheets and thought about all the crazy things that happened today. On one hand, I got to ease my pain. On another hand, I got my Alpha disappointed in me.
I don't know how I will still manage to face him tomorrow after disappointing him in this way. But I'll try my best in whatever way I can to prove that I am not weak. Yes, I have to prove my worth to him.
I wonder how I will do that when I keep messing things up. I don't know what's wrong with me and why I simply can't get things together.
I tried to close my eyes and just forget about everything. Instead I remembered everything I did with him. It's my first time in everything, I loved it. It's a shame I still want him even with the whole embarrassing act. I suddenly desire him so much and want him very close to me.
I don't think this is because of the mating bond. I feel there's something more to this than just the bond. I'm getting these feeling I've never had before ever since I met him. I should probably get some sleep.
"We'll continue tomorrow." I remembered his words.
This simply implies that I'm on duty even on my free day. That's the pain of working for a huge amount of money. I have to endure anything that comes my way and try to be strong.
•••••
I tried to wake up early the following day. I felt sore everywhere, especially below my body. My mind drifted to the strange dream I've been having since yesterday. I keep dreaming of becoming a queen, but I never get to see the face of my king.
Perhaps this is a sign?
I can't stop thinking about him. My body keep screaming for more. My wolf wants him, we both do. I won't deny it, I'm down for his kisses. I want to feel him inside me again. I sluggishly dragged myself into the bathroom and had a long bath. I took time to relax my muscles and try clearing my head.
Relaxing my muscles did work but clearing my head, not happening. I got dressed and went downstairs to get my breakfast. Unluckily for me, I met him at the living room. He looks so handsome and sexy this morning. Stop imagining nonsense Sia. He seems occupied with his phone. I would have passed by, but that's impossible.
"Good morning... Sir." I said uneasy.
He looked up from his phone with a blank expression. No matter how I try to know his thoughts, I can't succeed. His powers are greater than mine.
"Did you sleep well?." He asked putting me in a state of shock.
I blinked rapidly. This is strange. He was so mad at me yesterday, he refused to talk to me. Now he's acting calm with me again. What's happening? It's not as if I want him to be harsh, I am just surprised.
"Yes..." He signalled me to stop when I wanted to say 'Sir'.
"Let's go have breakfast." He said more like an order.
I reluctantly followed him to the dining room. I pulled out a chair and sat down, while the maids brought the breakfast in. I felt so uneasy, my muscles tensed up.
I glanced at him a bit, I averted my gaze to my food when he looked at me. I played with my hair while staring at the food.
"What's wrong?." His voice jolted me from my thoughts.
"It's nothing... I was just saying a prayer." I lied.
He cocked a brow in surprise.
"You're praying?."
I nodded and took a bite of the food to ease the awkwardness. I know he makes me feel uneasy, but this time around it's worse. My heart is beating so loud and fast for everyone to hear. I keep blushing continuously, I also smile to myself like an idiot.
"You're going out with me today. I need you to get ready after this meal." He informed me.
I nodded again in agreement. Somehow, I like the fact that I get to go out today. We ate breakfast in silence after that. I went back to my room to get dressed. I styled my hair, curled in tiny waves and let it fall.
After I dressed up, I went downstairs and met him already waiting for me. Wow. How fast is he? I left before him and he finished before me. I'm dumb.
"You look good. Let's go." He compliments and walked out. I can't help but blush.
Is it just me or is my boss acting too nice to me? What's going on? He clearly said he wants nothing to do with a childish person like me. How come he's acting like this? Is this the part where he lures me till he does something bad to me?
Curiousity was eating me up. I didn't know what to do. So I decided to ask.
"Where are we going?." I asked.
"To my palace. I'm a king, I have matters to attend to." He replied.
We're going there again. I suddenly began to worry. That Robin is going to bother me again. I wish I didn't have to go there. This is so hard.