CHAPTER 9

SIA
This is going to go on for three days and I can't even stand the pain on the first day. How am I going to survive two more days to come?.
"Anastasia, are you there?." Aunt asked jolting me from my thoughts.
"Don't worry about me aunt. My boss has gone to get me something to relieve my pain. I'll call you later." I hung up before she could say anything else.
She doesn't know I found my mate yet. The desire to be with him is now getting worse. I just found myself walking out of my room. I went to his room and stood at the door. I can feel his presence around, I knocked the door.
"Come in." His cold voice said.
I reluctantly walked into the room which is so much bigger than mine. I have not been in this room since I've come to this mansion. He was seated at a table working on his laptop and some files. I think he's actually doing my job.
"What can I do for you?." He asked coldly, why is he always cold?.
He didn't look at me. I can tell he's trying to hide something. Just when I wanted to say something, a knock came to the door.
"Come in." He said again.
I smell werewolves. I looked back and saw two good looking males coming inside. They both looked at me strangely. I saw the way their eyes went dark, I had to quickly look away.
"Your Majesty." They bowed to my boss.
"What did you find out Moore?." He asked them.
"Someone from our pack is working with the Blue Moon pack to cut off our supplies. We also found two couples dead today, they were killed at their farm." The taller one said.
"Sir, excuse me." I said.
"Stop." He ordered, I stopped on my track.
Why is he stopping me from leaving? These are matters of their pack, I don't think I deserve to be there. I also feel bad that my pack is being mentioned, considering the fact that my father is one of the important members of the Royal court.
"Sir, I wanted to..."
He cut me off.
"Wait till they're gone." He said and faced the other two guys who won't stop lusting at me.
Does he even know the amount of pain I am going through right now? I realized my scent is attracting unmated male werewolves. This is why I wanted to stay indoor. To avoid perverts like these guys. Wish I could pluck their eyes out so they'll stop looking at me.
"Whatever you're thinking of, get it off your head. She's mine." I heard my boss's voice. More like he growled.
Who is he talking about? Who's his?.
"Sorry your Majesty." They apologized.
Pause. Rewind.
Did he just ask them to stop looking at me? He said I'm his. Is that supposed to give me hope?. He doesn't want them to look at me yet he's not claiming me. Perhaps this is because he noticed my uncomfortable situation and he decided to help me.
"Go call for a meeting at the Royal Court. We need a new plan. We will continue this conversation there."
"Yes, your Majesty." They both bowed and walked out without daring to look at me again.
I faced him after they shut the door. Reality dawned on me that I am about to make a stupid request. A request that would embarass me for life, or help me for now. No one I know has ever done this, it's not even in my place to ask but what can I do?.
"You were saying?." He faced his laptop again.
I cleared my throat, my heart threatening to rip my chest apart. It raced like a marathon, I summoned all the courage to make my shameful request. I can't stand this pain.
"I need you." I said without stuttering for the first time since I've met him.
He didn't react for a while. I knew this would be a bad idea but I'm glad at least I tried. I am still getting a little bit of courage. I should probably leave.
"I am sorry. I'll leave now." I said, the pain becoming so unbearable.
I may have to look for one of those perverts if I don't want to die. Because that's exactly how I feel. Like in going to die if I don't freaking have sex right now.
"What do you need me to do for you?." He asked, playing with my intelligence.
I know he knows what I need from him, but he's just asking to make me say it.
"I need to mate with you Alpha Kevin." I called his name for the first time.
"Please, this is a shameless request I know. But I don't want to do it with anyone else. I've always tried to endure the pain, this time around I can't." I explained.
He finally looked at me. His perfect green eyes piercing through my soul. He stood up and walked close to me, his figure hovering over mine. I almost entered the ground because of his intimidating figure.
"What makes you think I will accept your request?." He questioned, his eyes fixed on mine.
"Because you're my mate. It is your duty to help me out in this situation. I have options of getting someone else to do it but I decided to ask you first." I replied confident.
His eyes changed to red immediately I said that. I may have to look for someone else, another Alpha or a beta maybe. At least there aren't much people in my level.
"You will do no such thing... Mate." He growled, his Alpha aura making me submit.
Why did he have to say it like this? He's scaring my wolf right now.
Wait. He said Mate.
Is this what I'm thinking? He just claimed me? He claimed me! But he hasn't marked me yet. No need to get so excited. This man is so confusing. One minute he's giving me hope, another minute he suddenly goes cold. What exactly is it with him?.
"But you..." I tried to say but he keeps shutting me up.
"You want me to help you right?." I nodded like a lizard, my eyes glistening with a hint of hope.
He smirked, "Can you handle the pain it will give you?."
"If it will relieve this deadly pain I feel, I will withstand it." I replied.
Unexpectedly, he pulled me by my waist close to him. I gasped when my body came in contact with his hardness. Has he been expecting me all along?.
He's not going to be romantic with me, I'm so nervous even if I'm glad he accepted my request. I shut my eyes expecting him to make a move.
"Look at me." He ordered.
I slowly opened my eyes to look at him. The room was silent that only the sound of our heartbeats can be heard. Cold shivers went down my spine, his eyes are drawing me so bad.
He tilted his head and gently landed his lips on mine. My body froze at that moment and I felt like I was dreaming. His lips are so soft and his mouth tastes like strawberries.
He pushed his lips in, I'm not exactly good at this. I just followed whatever he did. I opened my mouth and he gained full access, he was doing it slow and that's what I like most about this.
He pulled away suddenly. I was brought back to reality. Why did he stop? I was beginning to enjoy doing this very much.
"You have never done this before?." He asked the obvious question.
"Yes, it's my first time." I replied, slightly embarrassed. I know he's talking about the kiss.
His eyes glowed, showing amusement. Does he think I'm lying. I'm telling him the honest truth and nothing but the truth.
"You have so much to learn." He said and resumed kissing me.
The world seems to be turning around. My hands found their way to his chest, something I wouldn't dare do on a normal day. My desire to mate with him is giving me so much power and confidence.
He loosened the rope around my dress, my dress split to two showing my underwear. He pushed the dress off. The way his hands came in contact with my skin made me shiver.
No one has ever made me feel this way since I was born. His hands worked their way to unclip my bra, I didn't feel ashamed at this point. I love everything he's doing. I am a novice, I have to learn.
He trailed kisses around my neck and fondled my breasts, I left out a soft moan. This is a new feeling I've never had before. I felt myself lifted off the ground, to the huge King sized bed. He pulled off his clothes and laid on me.
He took my breasts in his mouth using his tongue to play with them, while he used his hand to play with the other one. I gasped and moaned in pleasure.
He trailed his hands down to my p***y, he pushed a finger in. I gasped in pain, that really hurt. He stopped and looked at me, I didn't say anything.
He continued pushing his finger in and out. Painful at first but suddenly became sweet. I like it and I don't want him to stop. He added another finger, the feeling is too much. I moaned loudly for the first time.
He stopped and pulled out his finger. He gazed at me, that look in his eyes tells me I'm about to experience something worse than what I've already seen.
He adjusted on top of me, his eyes not leaving mine. He used a hand to spread my legs apart. I gulped, nervousness coming back to me. I did my best to hide it and not embarass myself. I need this to stop the pain I feel. His hardness throbbing the entrance of my swollen p***y.
"You can always stop me if you want to." He said.
Stop him? There's no way I'm going to stop him. He has to do this. I shook my head in disapproval.
He smirked, and pushed his d**k in a little. I shut my eyes and let out a muffled scream. The pain... The pain is worse than what I already feel. It feels like my whole body will tear apart.
"Open your eyes." He commanded.
I opened my eyes which already welled up in tears, I don't know if it's the pain or pleasure that's making me feel this way.
"What is your favorite game?." He asked.
My favorite game? Seriously? He's asking me my favorite game in the middle of having sex? Who does that?.
"Squash." I replied reluctantly.
"Imagine playing with me, and I'm beating you at it."
What? No way. I'm too good at squash. He can't beat me. I started to imagine trying to beat him. That's when I felt a sharp pain in my p***y. I screamed a bit, he tricked me!.