CHAPTER 18

SIA
I would have believed this is a dream if I didn't pinch myself. I let myself be in his arms, I let him have full access to my mouth and my body. This is the second time I'm doing this and I love this so much. He pressed me against his hard body and I felt his hardness throbbing my legs. Usually I'm supposed to be scared but there's nothing to be scared of with him.
He stopped kissing me and stopped to look at me, I just looked at his beautiful eyes. Like they're hypnotizing me and I'll do whatever he asks without a second thought.
"Do you want me to go further?" He asked me.
Is he actually asking for my permission on this? I thought Alphas are always possessive and mostly do what they want with their mates. I'm supposed to submit to him but here he is asking for my permission.
"You don't need my permission to know that I need you too." I said with confidence.
My confidence has rised up ever since what happened today. I suddenly feel so free with him and I don't have to worry about getting hurt or feeling intimidated.
"I know. I just wanted to confirm that." He said and went back to kissing me.
It gradually became hot and intense. I wanted more of him. I just couldn't get enough, the feeling is too much. I ran my hands through his body, he moved from my lips and kissed my neck. I let out a soft moan. He went down to my chest, my clothes standing in the way as an obstacle. They didn't get to last long because he ripped them off, leaving my full breasts in my bra and my undies.
He gently removed the bar this time, violence would only make it hurt me since it's hooked. My breast fell in front of him and he stared at them lustfully. He carried me, I wrapped my legs around his waist. I felt his warm tongue play with the tip of my nipples, I gasped at the tingling and sweet feeling. He sucked my nipples, I didn't know when I let out a loud moan.
He didn't stop, he moved to the other one. I felt him moving, he bent till my back laid on the soft huge bed. He played with the tip of my V. He pulled off my undies, his fingers went dipped into my V. He moved his fingers in and out of the totally giving me a wild feeling. I didn't want him to stop. I moaned loud holding him, he kissed my neck.
"Oh wow... Yes... Oh Kevin..." I moaned calling his name again the second time.
At this time, I don't know how respecting him is going to help me in any way. I don't even know what I am doing, I'm lost in this world of magic.
He stopped and looked at me, his eyes fixed on mine.
"I should be the only one to ever do this to you. No one, no one but me." He said possessively.
His eyes dark and filled with so much passion. I am so used to doing this with him that I don't think I am ever going to let anyone this close to me. Besides I can't cheat on my mate, I belong to him.
"I want to be the only one too. Do you think you can do that?" I asked sincerely.
As a human, it's normal to get jealous and as a wolf it's worse. He should only be with me and no one else.
"You please me. You're going to be my luna so no one else will take your place." He replied.
I suddenly felt something huge going in between my legs. I gasped and held him, this is the second time I'm going to feel his hard cock in me. He adjusted and moved in me slowly. I will admit that I'm still not used to having something huge like this inside of me, I held him right and shut my eyes. I let out a loud moan, there was pain and sweetness. He moved in slowly, I love the feeling.
His thrusts are still gentle, the pain I feel gradually went away and all I wanted was for him to go hard. Like he was hearing my thoughts, he increased his pace. He gave deep, hard strokes while burying his head on my neck. He groaned, he raised his head and fixed his eyes on mine while going harder and faster. Even if I would feel embarrassed, there's no way I can describe how I feel than to show it.
"Yes Kevin... Don't stop... Yes...no..." I moaned like an idiot.
He smirked, "As you wish luna."
He continued for a long time, then he stopped and flipped me over. At first I got disappointed because I didn't want him to stop yet, I just did what he wanted.
"Don't worry. I'm not done yet." He said.
He bent me over, I felt him hug me from behind. His cock went into my V, I moaned, this is way better than I thought. He held my a$$ and thrust hard. He also groaned in pleasure, I couldn't get enough of him. Only our moans and the sound of slapping skin can be heard in the room. I held the sheets for support as he pulled deep inside me, holding my breasts. I finally reached my orgarsm after a while. He groaned and kissed my back, then pulled away.
I fell on the bed exhausted. I laid there for a while facing the other side and without looking at him. I felt him hug me from behind.
"It is true that I can only get maximum satisfaction from my mate. I used to think that I'd never find a woman like Nina again." He said.
I almost stopped breathing when he said that. Nina? Who is Nina and why does she satisfy him? Does this mean that I was just a time pass again?
"You shouldn't think like that Luna. Nina is my ex girlfriend, and she's dead now. I loved her and I thought I'd never be able to forget her. But... Meeting you has changed all of that. Don't start with your childish thoughts again. That's not going to stop me from claiming you." He said already reading my thoughts.
I turned around and faced him, I don't know why I began to think like an idiot again. I shouldn't be acting like a jealous girlfriend since he recently just accepted me. I still have to prove my worth to him and not make him think he made a mistake.
"I'm not jealous of the dead. I'm ready to fight for what's mine." I said with confidence.
He smiled, "That's confident. I hope it stays that way."
He got up from the bed and went into the bathroom. I decided to have my own bath too. He said I needed to keep my confidence and that's what I'm going to do. I walked into the bathroom following him. He turned on the shower, I made my way into the tub. He turned around to look at me, a bit of surprise and a bit of expectation.
I should never make the mistake of losing him. Though I seem ambitious but this is the only way I can prove to everyone that I am not useless after all. He has thought me to be confident and always defend myself no matter who I find myself facing.
"Do you want to join me in the tub?" I asked since he won't stop looking at me.
"You won't walk again for days if I do." He sounded sure.
I scoffed, "I'm ready for you. Anytime."
I licked my lips seductively. He smirked and continued his shower. He turned it off and walked out of the bathroom naked. He's not even hiding it anymore. I smiled and relaxed in the tub, I guess he's trying to pity me since I'm not used to this much. Otherwise he would have taken my challenge.
I went back into the room after a while. I tied a towel to my hair and chest. I checked him and he's already lying on the bed. His eyes closed like an innocent baby. I wanted to walk out of the room when I suddenly felt him behind me, he pulled me back. Whoa he's so fast, I thought he was sleeping.
"And where do you think you're going?." He asked frowning.
"I was only going to get myself something to wear since you ripped everything off." I explained.
He dragged me to his closet, another room in this bedroom. With so many clothes you'd think this is a boutique.
"Choose what you want to wear but you're not allowed to get out of this room tonight. I have ordered your dinner. Dress up and get over." He ordered and walked out.
He's acting too possessive all of a sudden. Like I'm going to be kidnapped by someone if I walk out of this room. I looked through his clothes and found a perfect shirt that reached my thighs. I walked out of the changing room and met the table already set with dinner. I joined him at the table, we had dinner in silence. I noticed that he likes eating in silence though so I didn't talk.
After dinner, we both retired to the bed. He slept almost immediately. I watched him sleep with joy in my heart. This man is finally mine, my life is finally getting better. I'm going to tell aunt about this tomorrow.