CHAPTER 11: SECOND CHANCE

(NSFW Content Ahead)


Pamela was clueless of where I was taking her, but nonetheless, she obediently trail behind me while I held her hand and led her towards my car. There’s nothing in this world right now that I ever wanted than to have a private time with her and be physically drowned in her love and affection. I have waited for six awfully long years for this dream to come and to feel her once again. I desired for this moment for such a long time and there was no way that I would let this moment pass me by now.


I took her to my home, just a few meters away from the funeral home. The minute we arrived and I opened the car door for her, she quickly marveled at the sight she beheld. I was watching her as her eyes lingered at the vastness ahead of her.


“No way!” She looked at me with disbelief and utmost shock. I simply flashed a huge smile before holding back her hand and guiding her inside.


If she was bewildered with the exterior of my house, I am even more excited of how she would react the minute she is inside. And just as expected, her jaws literally dropped as her eyes widened and it roamed at every corner around her. I could vividly see gladness and astonishment in her beautiful eyes. My heart was rejoicing that she loved how I designed everything accordingly and with such delight.


“Did you like it?”


“Like it? I loved it, Michael! This is how I envisioned everything would look like six years ago! This was so amazingly awesome!” She uttered joyfully that made me smile even more.


“Of course it does! I had it built and made just the way you wanted it and just the way we planned it before.”


“Funny you remembered every single detail of what I like about our home.”


Her last words ignited a fire in my heart. She gave the word home a much deeper and different meaning to me that made me teary-eyed with overwhelmed emotions. With all honesty, six years ago, Pamela and I planned everything for our future that even the style and design of what our home would be like was accounted for. That was why I built this place to commemorate her and relive our past, not just in my heart, but as well as where I lived.


“I didn’t forget even the smallest detail, Sweetheart. I had it by heart, just like you in here” I place her hand at my chest where my heart lies underneath. “Can you hear how loud it beats now?” She nodded meekly. “It still beats you, Pamela. Nothing has changed. You still own my heart, mind and soul. You still owned all of me up to this very moment.”


That was the truth. She alone was the bearer of my heart. For the past six years, Penelope hasn't penetrated this part of me where it was specifically dedicated and beats alone to Pamela. I had reserved my heart for her and no one, not even the mother of my child, had the power to change its course. My feelings for this woman didn’t change over those said years, even if I wasn’t with her and a lot has changed around me, she was the only one seated on the throne of my heart.


“Thank you for not replacing me inside that heart of yours, Michael. This really means a lot to me.”


An affectionate smile appeared at the corners of my lips as I stared at her with all the loving I had for her and all the loving I could give her. I gently touched her smooth and silk-like cheek, letting the back of my fingers lightly caress the skin I was deprived to touch.


“I love you, Pamela. From the bottom of my heart, my love for you didn’t waver, but only grew as time passed. I was completely lost without you. There was not a day and night that my heart longs for you. I cried in my sleep, anguishing because I lost the woman of my dreams” My eyes began to swell with a mixture of sad and happy beads.


“Don’t worry, Sweetheart, I’m back now. There’s nothing that could separate us this time. I will not let anyone destroy our love, not a chance. I will fight for you this time and no way in hell can someone take you away from me. I will not redo what I did before, which was abandoning you, Michael,” She uttered boldly, giving me the assurance and security I needed to fight along with her this time.


My heart soared high at her confession of love. It levitated in mid air and was now being swayed in the clouds by angels as our eyes were locked together. I could feel the swelling of my heart with overflowing joy and unexplainable content knowing that I just have been granted a second chance of love with her. And I would be damned if I let anyone or anything come into our way this second time around.


I watched her closely as she moved towards me in slow motion. My eyes settle from her emerald sets, which sparkles with iridescent life and vibrant intensity, down to her perfectly contoured lips that were slightly ajar and longing. I felt my throat parching dryly like I had walked miles in the desert with no fluid to quench my thirst. I didn’t wait for them to touch my quivering lips, as if they had a mind of their own, I let my hungry and starving mouth touch hers first and locked it with intense anticipation.


Everything suddenly became magical and enchanted around me. I felt a fascinating and heart-warming explosion erupted within me the minute our lips touched once again. There were invisible firecrackers above us that thunderously set off and flared up in synchronization. Angels were singing in one heavenly hymn that filled my mind as I lavish her lips and explored her sweetness all over again.


I couldn’t get enough of her. I want more of her and more from her. I needed her this very instant to fill my insatiable hunger and quench my unending thirst. It had been such a long time since the last time that I had kissed her and it felt just like the first time we did it. My body was shaking with astonishment and butterflies were roaming around inside my stomach, creating an outburst feeling of unfathomable joy and satisfaction.


The building heat that she alone could produce was slowly creeping inside of me as my tongue knocked at the entrance of her mouth, which she whole-heartedly welcomed. A deep moan escaped her throat as I deepened my kisses and tightly held both cheeks up to have a full taste of her. My tongue explored every inch inside her mouth and she gasped every time I sucked it.


“God, Pamela. I need you so badly that it aches me so much” I groaned in between her butterfly kisses at me. The fire she created was starting to scorch and devour me, crawling inch by inch and trapping me in the sweetest and most unimaginable ecstasy.


“I’m all yours to take, Michael, do as you please with me” She whispered hoarsely, making the hairs of my body infuse and the thing in between my legs slightly twitch with excitement.


Without further ado, as she had just given me the permission to claim once again everything of her, I swiftly carried her in my arms and took her to my room. As if time was of the essence to us, we fed our lips once again with each other’s sweetness the moment we entered the bedroom and I put her down on her feet. We were like two lost souls, hankering for each other, that finally reunited after such a long time of being separated.


Lavishing each other’s lips with ravenous desire as her hands started to move and roam, from my broad chest before sliding them over to my back and pulling it closer to her. I groaned at her bold action that made me swiftly unbutton her blouse, exposing her black lacy brassiere before unclasping its lock and freeing her proud babies.


“They’re beautiful, just like how I remembered them” I exclaimed with blazing and lust-filled eyes while taking my time to gaze at her now exposed mounds, more than eager to devour each side and to taste them all over again. “May I take a dip, gorgeous?”


“Take them both, Michael. Spoil them with delight, because they are yours from the very beginning.”


I did what I was told. I pleasured both sides with equal attention, one with my mouth and the other with my hand. She moaned heavily, aching her back as she held onto her head to give me much access to her. She was creating a symphonic tune in succession as I sucked her crown with eagerness and rolled my fingers on the other. The sounds emanating from her were music to my ears, enticing me to go further and feast at these savory delicacies in front of me. Her moans grew louder and louder as I continued my savage yet sweet onslaught on her mounds, interchanging the position of my hand and lips from time to time.


After a short while of teasing and exploring her upper parts, I could no longer bear the titillating agony that had builded inside of me. The length of my deprivation of her was torturous enough for me to hold back anything now and prolong taking her. I coveted her body with great intensity and utmost hunger that could literally feel my body trembling with enormous elation, wanting to get to the bottom of this with urgency. I wanted her now more than ever, and I am fully aware that she craves me as well.