CHAPTER 143: A NIGHT TO REMEMBER

As days passed by here at Ivar’s domain, I noticed a lot of unnecessary and peculiar things that I never thought I would get to see in my entire life. This place is filled with heinousness and dubious acts. Everywhere my eyes gazed, all I could behold are men oozing with selfishness, greediness and self-absorbed cruelty. There’s always a thick cloud of wickedness roaming around the atmosphere that slowly suffocates and kills me internally. 

I don’t know with the rest of us here, but I truthfully regret being in this shitty place. If only I could turn back the hands of time, I never would have indulged myself and Pamela in this faultiness and would never entertain this plan of abducting Michelle in the first place. If only I could take back everything, there’s no way I would have agreed with Pamela’s idea. I do badly desire to be with my daughter, God knows I really do, but there’s always other ways to acquire that without risking everything, which at this point in time, I knew I have wrongly committed. 

And aside from this miserable state I am now in, which was absolutely out of my control, comes my most feared and nightmarish analysis that I have a hunch is gradually coming to life. The fear of seeing the woman I dearly love and put on the pedestal of my heart getting hooked with another man. 

These couple of days, I had been silent and soft-spoken, but extremely observant of Pamela’s actions and daily routine. I often saw her going to Ivar’s office and spending a much longer time there than usual. She also spends a lot of time outside our room, especially during night time, which she never did when we were first here. She was always summoned by Ivar as well, only her and not me, which at first I didn’t give a fucking damn about, but lately I do. 

I didn’t wish to think ill of Pamela, because I trusted her with all my heart, but her recent activities plus her peculiar treatment towards me lately, make my negative speculations about them come to life and burn in flames. 

I have a gut feeling that something was not right. There is this powerful driving force inside of me, telling me that I am being tricked by the person I trusted my whole life with and she was doing something abominable behind my back. That there is something fishy going on between Ivar and her. 

Although this thought pained me gravely and recently had been the cause of my tremendous headaches, what I feel deep inside of me was beyond any pain there is. I am so furious that I wanted to hit Ivar straight in the face and punish Pamela. 

But what I did earlier to her, how I gripped her neck and almost choked her to death, automatically dispersed the anger I felt the minute I saw her struggling and near fainting. This made me realize that I shouldn’t have let my rage beget me, especially without enough proof that she was indeed betraying me and sleeping with another man. It sickened me that I hurt the woman I loved the most and brought pain unto her physically. 

“I am deeply sorry, Pamela. I shouldn’t have hurt you the way I did. I sincerely apologize. Jealousy gets the best out of me, which I shouldn’t have allowed to affect me. Will you forgive me, Sweetheart?” I humbly whispered when our lips parted. She smiled beautifully at me that made my heart skip a beat and all negativities I felt against her disappear in thin air.   

‘You’re one lucky fucker, Michael, for having a woman like her. Perhaps if it was with another woman, you would have received a hard slap or most probably a round of cursing and harsh words. Pamela was indeed a rare kind of woman that you are extremely lucky to have.’ I told myself while facing the most beautiful and amazing woman I have ever met. I felt ashamed of myself for thinking wrongly of her. Maybe this hell of a situation we are in now causes my head to malfunction abnormally that I even mistreated the person who did nothing but to love me. 

“Of course I will always forgive you, Michael. You know so well how much I love you, right?” My head swiftly nodded as my eyes glittered with sheer gladness and gratefulness. “I apologize too if I made you feel jealous of Ivar, Sweetheart, but I want to assure you that my love for you remains the same. We were simply talking and planning the right thing to do with the situation we have now. He respects you as much as he respects me, so you don’t have to worry about anything. Besides, he is aware of how much I love you and he is also happily married, so please end this jealousy thing that’s bothering you. That will never happen, Michael.” 

“Still, I am terribly sorry, Pamela. Forgive me wrongly accusing you inside my head and for thinking ill of you and Ivar. Maybe I should apologize to him as well.” 

“Don’t bother, Michael, I already apologize to him on your behalf.” She promptly recaptured my lips and hungrily nimble them.

She kissed me longer than what I expected, as if giving me a hint that she wanted to make love with me tonight. I am not in the position to say no to her tonight, not after how she lovingly accepted my flaws. I kiss her back with all the love I have for her. 

“Pamela…” I moaned her name the moment I felt her kneading my manhood. 

“I want you, Michael. I want you more than ever tonight, Sweetheart. Let’s kiss and make up for all the days we’ve been in cold wars.” She uttered pleadingly that heightened my desire for her. 

“I want you too, Pamela.” 

“I’ll just freshen up quick then let’s continue what we’ve started.” 

“Alright. Go freshen up. I’ll wait for you in bed.” 

I watched her slowly move away from me and begin to undress. Every move she made, from removing her blouse down to her shorts and undergarments, everything had been a glorious sight for me to behold. I eyed her with hungry and mystified eyes, as I felt my manhood gradually coming to life. 

‘Fuck! You’re so beautiful, Pamela! So enticingly alluring and all mine! I’m going to pleasure you like I never ever did that you’ll beg me to stop and let you have your rest. I’m gonna fuck you endlessly and countlessly that the only thing you’ll remember tomorrow was how I pleasured you with everything that I got. I’ll let you experience love making at its best to make up for all the mistakes I’ve made in the past.’ 

“Better brace yourself, Tiger, because this will be a night you’ll surely never forget.” She exclaimed before finally heading towards the bathroom and leaving me extremely thrilled and anxiously eager to get laid.

‘This will certainly be a night to remember, My Love. I will definitely make sure of that the minute you come out.’