CHAPTER 69: LAST RESORT

The sun was mightily striking, beaming through the window the time I was awakened the following day. A wide and unadulterated smile immediately flashed on my face as the steamy and titillating memories of the night before reentered my consciousness. Visions of Lewis banging me countless times that made me reach the farthest end of heaven filled my head, which literally lit up my mood this morning.


Although my body was aching now as I could feel my flesh in between my thighs sore and battered due to how extensive and maniacally Lewis’s performances were, I still couldn’t restrain myself from smiling and feeling exuberantly alive. I immensely and extremely enjoyed every minute I spent with him the night before. Every minute was worth reliving and truly unforgettable.


His animalistic and beasty way of making love was superbly incomparable. I had been with men before, but none of them could compete with how Lewis literally devoured me and made me overjoyed. I could still feel his humongous manhood right in the center of me right this very moment, as if he was still inside of me now.


The thought made my cheeks flushed in heat as I slowly moved my hands. My left palm landed on one of my swollen mounds, while the other gently caressed my hidden valley. At the simple touch of them, my body suddenly ignites tremendously, aching to be filled all over again and to be devoured by Lewis’ scorching lips.


‘Lewis… Pleasure me again please. Spoil my body once again and make it solely yours. I want you, Lewis. My body aches for you. Fill me to the brim, just like how you did the night before. Lewis… Fuck me please, hard and rough please.’


I couldn’t suppress my mind to fantasize him now as I let my hands caress my still sensitive flesh. The memories of how he salaciously ate me whole and the sound of him slurping and how he made me sit on top of him and rode him like an equestrian, which was my ultimate fantasy of him, made my body tremble in excitement and deep hunger. My left hand continued to pinch my right crown, thinking it was Lewis’ hand that was administering on it, while my right hand rubbed my slit in increasing pace.


“Lewis, shit, fuck me hard and deep” I whispered panting, catching my breath as I went on ministering myself.


My mind was clouded with thoughts of him fucking me. I could vividly hear his curses and groans, which only heightened the building furnace enveloping my body this instance. His throbbing and enormous manhood pushing and pulling inside my soaking passage, rocking me senselessly, made me insert my fingers and pounded myself in rapid speed. After a few more minutes of gratifying myself, hot and slimy liquid burst out from within, which extensively weakened me as I panted heavily with a satisfied smile on my lips.


I thought I was fully satiated after that short intermission I did minutes ago, but my sexual desires automatically regained the minute I opened the shower and cold liquid gushed through my skin. My mind swiftly retracted the time when Lewis was pounding me endless times inside his bathroom. How he fucked me from my behind, the intensity of it and how he pulled my hair tightly, enlivened my carnal needs and made my genitals hungry to be touched all over again. Enslaved with earthly desires, I redo what I did earlier on my bed and didn’t dare to stop until I achieved my second release of the day.


The steamy memories of my escapade with Lewis were stuck inside my head for the rest of the afternoon. This certainly gave me a certain kind of energy and perked up my mood. I did my job the entire afternoon while my thoughts never left what happened the night before. I had been done with my paperwork and was about to take it upstairs, to Mr. Hunt’s study room, when I overheard voices talking in the living room. It was Lewis and Mr. Hunt talking about something, which automatically rooted me from where I was standing.


“How long would you be away, Lewis?”


“Mostly a week, Sir. I had to attend this medical conference, because this would certainly further enhance my knowledge in the field.”


“Does my daughter know about this? Have the two of you talked already?”


“Yes, Sir, we did. I told her this morning about my departure tonight.”


I was taken aback at what I overheard. I couldn’t believe that after all these years, this was the only time Lewis would be away from the mansion. It made me think rapidly of the truthfulness of his words. What he mentioned to the old man might be true, but I have this gut feeling that they weren’t. Why do I feel like those were just his alibis to have a time off for everything and everyone, and to be on his own for a while.


It wasn’t a secret to me how distracted and problematic he is now. What occurred to us was something he truly needs to think thoroughly. It isn’t just a simple case in which he could simply neglect about. It’s highly and extremely crucial, because what’s at stake was his relationship with Penelope. Any man who cheated on their beloved partner and committed a sinful act like we did, would definitely wish to be alone with themselves so they could think properly, and that is what I think was the real purpose of his sudden departure.


I swiftly moved away and almost ran towards the stairs that would lead me to the third floor where the study room was situated. I moved in rapid speed, wanting to catch up with Lewis so I could have a word with him. I was hiding behind the corner near his room and was patiently waiting for him to arrive. If what he conveyed were true enough, then he would be in his room packing for tonight’s departure. I waited for almost an hour, unmoved and determined, until I had a glimpse of him coming up from the stairs. He opened the door of his room and was about to close it when I abruptly pushed the door aside and swiftly went in.


“What the fuck are you doing here, Nicole?” He deliberately asked in a shocked tone as he scrambled to his feet and hastily closed the door behind us, locking it.


“I need to talk to you, Lewis,” I whispered with urgency as I gazed at his puzzled and confused face. He looked haggard, restlessness was evident on his tired eyes. He looked like a complete mess, but still dashingly handsome to me.


“There’s nothing to talk about, Nicole. You shouldn’t be here in the first place either. Someone might see you sneaking here, which will further complicate things for the both of us. I don’t wish to widen my sin to Penelope” He rationally reasoned out, stressing his agitation and retaliation on me, as he brushed his hair helplessly.


With the way he spoke and the weight of what he just uttered, it was obvious that he didn’t want anything to do with me anymore. He would trash me anytime he had his chance, which was one thing I couldn’t let him do. He couldn’t just simply neglect me, not after what happened to us. I already planned everything and thought about the aftermath of our escapade. I was expecting this from him actually, but I’ll be damned if I will just allow him to set me aside, not after how he made me feel so alive and massively complete.


“I overheard what you told Mr. Hunt, Lewis. I know those weren’t true. You wish to stay away for a week, so you could be on your own and think. Am I right?”


He stared at me with piercing eyes. “What is it to you if that’s what I wish to do, huh Nicole? What happened the night before was a terrible mistake. We made a stupid mistake and I fucking regretted every minute I spent with you!” He murmured with gritted teeth, maintaining a low, but obviously angry tone.


“Do you think it’s easy for me too, Lewis? You didn’t give me a chance to escape your sexual assaults. I pleaded and protested to you, but did you listen to my cries? Don’t speak as if I wanted what happened either! Stop talking as if I provoked you that’s why you fuck me countless times last night. You held me chained and trapped with your carnal onslaughts. My conscience was haunting me extensively, just as how it haunts you now.”


I had to fake a cry, so he would pity my condition and somehow do something to alleviate my feelings. Lewis has a kind heart and I knew that he would console me. There’s nothing more that I ever wanted now than to be near him, to feel his touch on me once again, but I don’t wish to initiate it, so he can never use it against me in the long run.


His facial reaction slightly changed as he laboriously sighed and slowly walked towards me. My inner self smiled, while my exterior silently weeps and pretended to be badly hurt. Overpowering heat crawled all over me the minute I felt his warm hands on both my arms.


“I’m deeply sorry, Nicole. I didn’t mean to hurt you with what I said. It’s just that, my mind was extremely in turmoil right now and I am clueless of how to resolve this situation I was facing now. I am not blaming you and I am fully aware that I am at fault here.”


“I am just as confused as you are now, Lewis. I don’t know what to do either. I will not deny the fact that after what happened to us, my love for you even blossomed. I don’t wish to be away with you anymore. I needed you more now than I ever did before.”


He eyed me with utmost disbelief, horrid at what I confessed. “No, Nicole, you have to suppress your heart in loving me. I can’t love you back, you knew that well enough. What happened was a mistake, a terrible mistake. Let’s not complicate things even more. It’s already complicated and it’s blowing my mind away tremendously.”


“I can’t, Lewis. The whole of me aches for you. I need you.”


He abruptly let me go before quickly moving away from me, distancing himself wide apart. With his back facing me, he furiously exclaimed. “No! This can’t be, Nicole! I forbid you! Stop this insanity, because I cannot give you what you wish of me! I love Penelope so much and I will never sin to her ever again!”


I know he will say these things to me, I thought about these ahead of time. If he would continue to restrain and resist me, then I have no other option but to compel with my last resort. If I had to extort my way just to have him, then by all means I will do it.


I walked purposely towards him and sleekly glided my hands around his chest before threading downward, aiming to touch his manhood, but he swiftly grabbed my hands even before it touched his belly.


“Don’t push me to commit something you would further regret, Lewis.”


“What are you saying?” He voiced out alarmingly.


“If you refrain me from needing you and resist my presence, then I will be forced to tell Penelope about us, in full detail.”


A wide grin appeared at the corners of my lips when I felt his body stiffened. Then minutes later, he helplessly and slowly released my hands and let it reach its intended destination.