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Not long, Mr. Meyer's tall figure appeared in the living room. After Mr. Meyer came in, the first thing he did was to close to Bethany and ask her, "How is your day? Are you still used to living here? Are there any uncomfortable things to tell me?"
Bethany knew Ms. Sue was still here and blushed."It was great. Miss Sue took good care of me” She said with a smile.
“Oh is that so, great then!” He replied as he made to leave for his room.
Just then, Bethany called out to him in a hushed voice.
“Thank you for taking care of me, Mr. Meyer. However, I would like to be on my way home now. I feel better”.
Hearing this, Zayn's expression instantly changed. His brows were knitted into a dark frown as he scrutinized the woman.
“Leave? Can you even walk on your own? ” He asked in a sarcastic tone as he turned around to look at her properly.
He was right though, she hasn't recovered from the accident of last night and if she tried to put pressure on her body then she might end up getting even sicker.
However, she won't bulge without putting up a good fight.
“Don't worry, Mr. Meyer, I can move around on my own”
After saying that, she tried to move her legs and move around but the sharp pain from her legs sent her staggering and she almost fell but Zayn was quick to catch her, so she didn't fall at this point.
“I can see that you can move around on your own indeed” He mocked while letting go of her hands–Which seem very cold right now.
“But, Mr. Meyer I still have some work left back at home, I need to go finish them up, please”.
“Do you have anyone at your house, who can take care of you since you are in this condition?«.
“No, I don't have anyone living with me at my house. I live alone right now” she replied.
“Then you have no business going back home until you are completely healed. Moreover, it's my fault that you are in this condition right now” He said. His tone was filled with guilt and he didn't dare to raise his eyes to look at Bethany.
“It's not your fault, Mr. Meyer. one more thing, I can't stay here for that long”.
“It's fine, you can leave as soon as you feel a little better,” He said in a sighed tone as he was not the type that put up some argument over simple matters. Also, Bethany looked like someone who will always win in an argument.
She had used the same time with Zayn in the past, but his answer was very different from how he reacted just now.
Now she was with Mr. Meyer, even though Mr. Meyer was just making a deal with her, she felt that Mr. Meyer was really lovely to hear. The feeling of being cherished and being cared for, she had never experienced it before. This made her a little greedy for this warmth at this moment.
"Okay." Bethany nodded.
Zayn did not notice Bethany's abnormality. He took off his coat and pulled up his sleeves， revealing his injured arm.
Bethany suddenly remembered that Mr. Meyer's arm was injured."Mr. Meyer, your arm isn't getting recovered yet. Don't cook anymore." Bethany stopped Mr. Meyer immediately. Mr. Meyer rolled up his sleeves and squeezed a smile on his mouth. He said, "What, you're worrying me?"
Bethany wanted to deny it, but when she thought about Mr. Meyer's treatment of her these days, she nodded and said, "Yes."When Mr. Meyer heard Bethany admit it, he looked at her with a hot gaze.
"I'm fine. I'm glad to cook for you." Mr. Meyer said gravely, "I've actually wanted to do this for a long time, but I didn't have a chance before."
Has it been a long time since he wanted to do this?
Zayn didn't know why he felt so comfortable around Bethany. Not only that, but he has the irresistible urge to take care of her.
He has never entered the kitchen ever since he got married to Giselle, and he's doing it on a platter of gold for her.
Zayn's cooking was still as good as ever, and the dishes that he prepared were all that Bethany liked eating. In the end, she overate.
Zayn affectionately took a gander at Bethany. He stated, "I didn't have the foggiest idea about that you are so unequipped for dealing with yourself You could hurt yourself by eating a meal.
Bethany smile as she seems to feel and understood that Mr. Meyer knew her before.
She could not know such an influential person as Mr. Meyer when she was in school. Therefore, she could only know him after she married Zayn. But after she married Zayn these years, she had always lived in a closed circle and few people she knew.
After serving her the food, Zayn took his coat and was about to head upstairs when Ms. Sue called out to him.
“Young master, should I........”
“Don't serve my dinner tonight, I'm not hungry. Don't disturb me as well, I would like to be alone tonight. Take her to the guestroom” He instructed before heading upstairs.
Bethany simply watched as left in large strides workout looking back.
Getting into the room, Zayn lay on the bed he used to share with Giselle as he tried to look for traces that she might have left behind by touching the sheet all over.
He decided to read Giselle's diary once again. After he opened it, he saw Giselle's feelings in detailed fragments.
March 3rd, Sunny.
“Why can't I let go of him even until this very moment? what's the use of protecting a man who doesn't even love me one bit? He's able to hurt me to this extent and he went as far as crushing my dreams right to the dust. So, why should I yearn for him like this? Giselle Medina, you deserve this, you deserve this kind of life. you deserve to be tortured by him”.
March 5th, heavy rains.
The gloomy and dullness of the day reminds me of my own life. If there is another life after this, I don't want to run into him again. I don't want to be in so much pain and go through so much torture because of him. If time can be stopped, really it stops the day I ran into Zayn at the vineyard. At least, that day he had smiled at me sincerely.
March 11th, Rains again.
It seems like mother nature knows that I need all the comfort that I can get at this point in my life.
Today, I woke up with my whole body, soul, and heart hurting. Maybe, it's because I have just suffered a miscarriage after Zayn flip me down the bed–I wanted to have this baby, but I'm well aware of the fact that Zayn hates me so much that he wouldn't want me carrying his child. I guess, the miscarriage is a way to show that even nature doesn't support my quest to be a mother of his child. However, after the death of my unborn child, I have suddenly lost the will to live at this point.
What should I live for? Who should I live for? Zayn?
Chuckles.
Zayn hates me to the bone and he even killed our child because of that. I want to stop this once and for all, I want to stop the hate in his heart and let go of everything already. I want to see my baby so badly, I want to see the child that Zayn took away abruptly and didn't allow her to see the light of day. I want to look at her face and hold her tiny little body–I want to tell her that mommy loves her, and daddy also loves her very much but he was just blinded by a bad person. I hope he comes to his senses soon enough.'
When Zayn read that page, his vision soon started getting blurry.
August 14th, Windy.
It's our second anniversary soon , and I'm still celebrating it alone like I did the previous year. Although , the weather looks good enough for my comfort today. But the wind has failed to take my pain away along with it.'
He flipped through the many pages, and as he was about to close it up due to how much her words were piercing through his heart–The words in this diary were like a sharp edge of a dagger.
As he was about to close it, his eyes fell on a particular date that gripped his attention. This date was a very special one to him , although he never showed that he really cared about it but it was.
November 14, Strange Weather.
' It's strange, isn't it? I woke up with a groggy body today. What's more, it's raining and sunning together on a day like this.
Guess what, Zayn asked me to make food for him for the first time, I'm super excited and at the same time, I'm scared of his reaction.
Evening.
Dear diary, I have good news to share with you. I just got back from the hospital, you won't believe what the doctor said.......... I'm pregnant! the doctor said that I'm pregnant.
Chuckles sighingly.
To be honest, I'm afraid that Zayn might not like this, he might ask for the baby to be taken out– I can't allow him to do that to my baby again. I won't survive it if anything happens to my child. Because of this, I have decided to run away from the manor. I need to do this to save my child.
I'm going to run away after our anniversary dinner party tonight, I really to be at the dinner tonight since I don't want him to feel disappointed about this.
“What? Giselle was pregnant twice and even had a miscarriage? ”
Zayn jerked out of his daze with tears streaming down his cheeks as the thought of all the notes g
he read in the diary flashed across his mind.
“Was I so bad that I didn't even recognize her true intention? why was I so bad other?” He asked himself while slamming his hands against the wall.
Zayn found the diary when he came back to the house a few months ago, but he had never paid much attention to it. He never knew that she was pregnant.
How? How did I not know this?.
Zayn felt heartbroken and remorseful after reading this part of the diary.