Chapter 132

**Logan**

“Megan are you, oh my god I’m so sorry,” I hear Melanie say. I sigh as I feel Megan freeze, I look down at her knowing Melanie can’t see it’s her. “As if,” I hear Melanie say, “You and Megan just broke up,” she snaps. I look at Megan to see her holding her dress up. I grab my trouser and place my blue balled dick back in my boxers. Megan moves me to the side a little so she can show Melanie it’s her. “Megan?” 

“Hi,” she says while moving her dress skirt back in place and hopping off the desk.

“I see, you’re back together, great,” Melanie snides and I hear her shut the door. I look behind me to see she’s gone. Megan sighs and leans her head against my chest.

“Fuck sake,” she groans. I chuckle and buckle my belt. 

“Took the words right out of my mouth,” I state.

“I have to go after her don’t I?” she asks. 

“Yes, she obviously wanted to talk to you about something,” I answered and move away from her to one of the panels at the wall. I push on it to reveal a toilet and sink. She raises an eyebrow. “This estate belongs to me too,” I state and she laughs. 

“Of course it does,” she says and walks up to the sink to wash her hands. I do the same. “I’m sorry,” she suddenly says and I frown at her. “That you didn’t get to finish,” 

“It’s completely fine, we’ll continue this later,” I say and kiss her on the lips. She smiles and checks her hair in the mirror. “You look beautiful, now go after her before I keep you here,” I state. She gives me a quick smile before running out the door. The truth is I need to relieve myself, I can’t go back out like this. I look at the desk to see her knickers are on the floor and I can’t help but smile to myself. I wonder how long it will be until she realises. 

**Megan**

I walk into the ballroom to see the crowd had thinned out a little. Composing myself I look around for anyone I know and I see Yasmin stood with Carl at a high table. I quickly walk over and take a drink from a server as I get to them. 

“Have you seen Melanie?” I ask. Yasmin turns to me and frowns. 

“She was looking for you, where have you been?” she asks and before I can answer Carl buts in. 

“Oh I know that look, that post-orgasm glow, you’ve been getting dirty,” he mocks and I tap his arm with the back of my hand as I feel myself get embarrassed. 

“No,” Yasmin states in disbelief and looks from me to Carl. “You sly minx,” Yasmin says shocked. 

“Melanie, have you seen her? Since she was looking for me,” I ask and down my glass of wine. Carl tilts his head and then laughs. “No, whatever you are thinking stop,” I state. 

“What?” Yasmin asks looking between us both. 

“Melanie walked in on them, let me guess Logan has blue balls now?” he asks and Yasmin giggles.

“You two are no help,” I say, shaking my head at them and turn to scour the room for her. I sigh and move my hand through my hair. Carl grins at me and I roll my eyes at him. He’s so carefree, I would have never guessed he had gone through such a terrible ordeal. I give him a small smile and look back out at the sea of people. I then notice her walking out of the doors that lead out onto a terrace. Walking quickly I set off to talk to her. 

If I’m completely honest I’m scared she’s going to make me choose between them both, that she’ll make it so I can’t be with him and I don’t know what I’ll do if she does that. 

Walking out, I quickly wrap my arms around myself at the small chill in the air, it is then I realise I’m not wearing underwear. I feel a little embarrassed. I wonder if people can tell, I look down in interest and then behind me and back inside to see Logan stood staring at me. He gives me a knowing smirk before looking away. I feel myself becoming even more flushed, I look ahead of me and take a deep breath. If I calm my emotions no one could possibly tell that I’m commando right now. 

Focusing my attention back on Melanie, I see her stood at the wall looking out at the gardens and night sky. I stand next to her and nudge her with my shoulder a little. She looks at me and sighs. 

“I don’t want to hear it,” she states. 

“Melanie, don’t be like that,”

“Like what Megan, he treats you like shit, he hurts you all the time,” she snaps and walks away from me to walk down the steps to the garden. I follow her so we’re out of earshot of other people. I sit next to her on the bench. “Why didn’t you tell me you were back together?” she asks quietly. 

“A few reasons really,” I sigh looking down at my hands. “The main one been his uncle. We were trying to keep it a secret from him as he was the reason we broke up in the first place. And the other is because I just knew you wouldn’t be happy about it. You’re my best friend and I really like Logan, he makes me happy, confident and me. I’ve not felt like myself since my mom died and I forgot how it felt,” I explain. She looks at me and I look at her.

“I’m sorry I kissed you,” she says guiltily. I laugh a little and place my hand on hers. 

“Don’t be, it doesn’t bother me, it shocked me but it’s not something you have to apologise for,” I say. 

“I don’t even know where it came from, I just know I have feelings for you but it confuses me because I know I like men,” she says in confusion. I sigh and give her hand a small squeeze. “I feel like I’m too old for this confusing phase,” she states.

“How? People go through this stage all the time, there’s nothing to say what age you should go through it, I’ve had it, it was with you actually. I told my mom and she told me it was ok and to keep her updated. About a month later I got asked out by Tyler and my mom just told me the same thing I’m going to tell you,” I say and pause. 

“What did she say?” she asks. 

“She said she thinks everyone likes their best friend at some point in their life whether they be male or female, it’s just our brains can’t always determine what kind of love we have for them and when it does, we’ll know,” I explain. “Don’t get too hung up on the label, just be you,” I say. 

“How did you know that you weren’t actually attracted to me?” she asks. 

“When I fell for Tyler, I just knew what I felt for him was different to how I felt for you and given you’re the only girl I’ve found remotely attractive I kind of knew that it was a phase,” I explain. “Are there any other women you like?” I ask. She sighs and looks down in thought.

“I’m not sure,” she states. 

“I’m not sure what to tell you, maybe talk to Carl, or talk to your mom,” I say unsure if the advice I’m giving her is the right advice. “I’m being a shit friend aren’t I?” I state. 

“No, you’re right, my mom is really open-minded, so I know she’ll help me, I’m just confused, I guess it’s more I need to find out for myself,” she explains. 

“If you want to put a name to it I’d say you’re more bi-curious,” I pause “that’s a thing, right?” I ask and she laughs. 

“He really makes you happy?” she asks. I nod and smile a little. “Even after everything he’s done,” 

“Yes, he made one mistake, the rest is just his character and I’m ok with it, I know he’ll always protect me and I feel that’s what I need,” I state and look back towards the Manor to see him stood watching us, David is stood next to him and it looks like he’s telling him something as Logan nods along. 

“As long as you’re happy, I’m happy but if he hurts you, I’ll hurt him,” she threatens and I laugh. 

“So does this mean you’ll try to get on with him?” I ask. 

“Yes, we have a common ally that we both care for so I can do it for you,” she admits and I smile and give her a hug. She laughs and hugs me back. “So you and him have finally had sex?” she asks. 

“No,” I say quickly, pulling away to look at her. She tilts her head at me. “We were doing other stuff,” I mutter and feel my face heat up and she laughs. 

“I see,” she states laughing. “He does look very dapper in that tux although he’s now missing his bowtie, he looks even hotter,” she states. 

“He does, what’s annoying is he knows he looks good,” 

“Does he or is it more that he doesn’t care?” she asks and I shrug. 

“I’m not sure, all I’m sure of is that I can’t wait to get him naked,” I say dreamily and she laughs. 

“Seems he’s turned you into a pervert,” she says standing up. I stand and follow her to the steps. 

“Only for him,” I say as we walk towards Logan. He gives us both a small smile and then turns to David. 

“Go dance with your wife before she kills me for taking up all your time,” he chuckles in response and walks away. Logan turns back to Melanie and I. “Are we back friends?” he asks. “Everything is sorted?” he adds. 

“Yes and yes,” I say moving my hand into his. He smiles and looks at Melanie. 

“Are you ok?” he asks. 

“Yes, she has agreed to be nice to you as long as you’re good,” I say happily. It’s honestly a relief to know that they might actually get on. 

“So forever?” he asks with a grin. Melanie shakes her head a little and then gives me a hug. 

“I better go apologise to my boyfriend, I’ve been a total bitch these past two weeks,” she states and walks away from us back inside the manor. Looking at Logan I narrow my eyes slightly. 

“Do you have my underwear?” I ask quietly so no one can hear. He laughs and holds my white panties up at me. I snatch them out of his hand before anyone can see. 

“I was wondering when you’d notice actually,” he states. 

“Not funny,” I pause and look around. “Cover me while I put them back on,” I state turning him around. 

“What’s the point? I intend to take them off again later,” he states and I almost fall over at his statement as I move my legs to put my panties on.

“Someone's fairly confident,” I state moving my arm into his once I’ve righted my dress.