Chapter 206: Let us ruin you.
~Raphael's POV~
I opened the door, she was still wearing the blue embroidery gown, funny, I was made to go pick the gown for her by her maids.
Her long silver hair was slightly disheveled, as if she had been running her hands through it.
The perfect bun they had made earlier while keeping me at the back of the bookshelves so Ava wouldn't know I was there was slowly coming out. She looked tired, almost as though she was barely holding on.
“Ava,” I breathed, my fingers tightening on the doorframe, holding myself still, afraid I’d scare her.
She stared at me with longing, as well as sadness. And then… her hands came forward, pressing against my chest, trembling violently.
“Raphael,” she whispered, voice shaking, “don’t leave.”
I froze.
The words I had longed to hear from her lips felt like a dream. She couldn't be serious or is this a dream?
“Please stay,” she said, wrapping her arms around my waist, pressing her body to mine. Her warmth hit me like a tidal wave.
I didn’t hug her back. Not yet. I didn’t want to misread her, not after everything.
“R-Raphael… won’t you hug me back?” Her voice cracked, but her grip didn’t waver. She was holding on like I was her last anchor.
My heart shattered.
“I will,” I said softly, raising her face in my hands. “If you want me to… gods, Ava, I want nothing more than to hold you. To protect you from everything."
“Then please hold me,” she whispered. “Make me forget who I am.”
So I did. She pulled back slightly, just enough to whisper, “Can’t you stay?”
Torture. That’s what her voice was. Sweet, gutting torture.
“I want to,” I said, brushing her hair behind her ear, “but to protect you, I need to take back what’s mine. So you won’t stain your hands with blood.”
She shook her head, tears brimming. “No. Stay here. Stay with me. If you want to protect me, then don’t leave.”
Her words dug straight into the guilt that had buried itself in my chest for three long years. I’d thought I would be gone only a few days to find Alasia. But days turned to weeks… and then years. I left her alone. I broke her.
“I missed you,” I whispered, burying my face in her neck. “Every single night. I couldn’t sleep without dreaming of you, your scent, your laugh, the feel of your skin. Ava… I wanted you so much it hurt.”
She looked up at me, blinking back tears. “I thought you’d forgotten me. Or worse, that you were dead. I stopped waiting.”
“I never forgot you. Not even for a heartbeat.”
Her lips parted. “Raphael, I...”
“I love you,” I said, cutting her off. “I always have.”
Tears slipped down her cheeks, and then she said it. “I love you too. I tried to hate you… but I couldn’t.”
That was all I needed.
I kissed her. I carried her inside, never breaking the kiss. The door slammed behind us.
I couldn’t stop. I didn’t want to.
Her back hit the wall as I kissed her jaw, her neck, the space behind her ear that always made her gasp.
I slid the strap of her gown off her shoulder slowly, reverently.
“You’re so beautiful,” I murmured, brushing my lips along her collarbone. Her breath caught as her hands tangled in my hair.
And then, I feel something inside me. Something I recognize all too well. Grey. I can't believe I missed this crazy beast presence.
Grey began to rise. And I didn’t push him down. Because Ava, gods, she sensed it too. She wanted him as well.
Her eyes met mine, wide and knowing. And then, without fear, she whispered, “Let him out.”
I froze.
“Ava..." It's not like I stop Grey from coming out but...
“I want both of you,” she said, breathless. “I want to feel all of you.”
I exhaled sharply. My chest burned. Grey fought his way out. He stepped out of me.
His silver eyes and white hair glowed like twin moons, his face and body just as identical as mine.
“ I thought you both would never make up." My head swings to his face telling to shut up with my eyes. He just shrugs.
Ava smiled. “Take me. Both of you.”
A command is a command.
I laid her on the bed, kissing her lips while Grey kissed her thighs, her stomach. Her gown completely gone now, revealing soft, pale skin we both ached for.
Grey took one nipple into his mouth, teasing it until she moaned. I took the other, our mouths devouring her together. We move our hands towards her wet core. I slipped a finger inside and she arches as if struck.
Grey rubs his finger around her clit, I slipped another inside her, then I added another another.
" N-no...no more..." She moans. Grey and I looked each other, then at her. We smirked.
" We are only starting little one," Grey said in a rough voice. He gently nips her nipple.
Grey left her nipples and I took over and moved downwards between her thighs, spreading them wide. Her scent hit the air, and we both inhaled deeply. I removed my fingers and moved them to her mouth so she could taste herself.
" Lick them," I growled out.
“I missed your taste,” Grey murmured, before burying his tongue in her.
Ava cried out, her hand flying to his head, her mouth sucking deeply on my fingers.
Her moans got louder, her legs tightening around his head. She was grinding against him, desperate for release.
Then I joined him. She screamed as we took turns tasting her, sucking her clit, kissing her folds. Her entire body trembled. I could tell, she was close.
Grey slid two fingers inside her as I licked her clit again. Ava arched, her voice cracking as she came, gushing into Grey’s mouth, soaking us both.
Her release was raw, powerful.
But we weren’t done.
Grey flipped her onto her stomach, lifting her hips as he positioned himself at her entrance.
“I’m going first,” he growled. “You get to watch.”
I kissed her lips. “Look at me while he stretches you.”
She nodded, panting, as Grey pushed inside, slow, filling her completely.
Ava cried out, her body taking him inch by inch.
I brushed her silver hair from her face, whispering love into her ear as she adjusted to his thickness.
Then she moaned again. “Raphael… I want you too.”
My heart clenched. I moved behind her, pressing against her second entrance.
“Let me in, Ava.”
She nodded.
And I did.
We were both inside her.
She gasped, overwhelmed, consumed, shaking. We moved carefully, driving her to the edge again.
She cried our names, half sobs, half moans, as her body surrendered to us both.
“Yours,” she whispered, eyes wild. “I’m yours. Forever.”
Grey growled, biting her shoulder lightly.
I kissed her spine, her neck. “Then let us ruin you.”