Chapter Fifty four
When I get back I don’t turn on the lights since I know the layout of the house anyway and head straight for my bedroom by using the light outside. On my way to the bedroom I find Cyrus sitting on the floor in front of my bedroom. I am startled at first because I wasn’t expecting him to be back or be here in the first place and give a little yelp. Cyrus doesn’t move and then I reach the door and stand in front of him
“Your back”
“Where the fuck where you?”
“Hallo to you too dear husband”
“I asked you where you were and why you’re coming home in the middle of the night. Is this how you act when your dear husband is not at home?”
“I was at my parent’s house. I was with your guard and I am sure he reports everything to you and so you know where I was”
“Do you know what time it is? I have been sitting here for…maybe hours waiting for you”
“You should have called, I had no idea someone was waiting for me at home but an empty house”
“You’re a married woman, you should know the appropriate time to get back to your house and if there is an emergency you ask for your husband’s permission”
“I am not a child and I was at home. I didn’t do anything wrong, it’s not like you want me here anyway” I say pouting at him.
He suddenly jumps from the floor and stands in front of me. I am mesmerized how did he do that? It was one sexy move that brings him closer to me and I immediately smell the whiskey coming from him. He captures my waist hoisting me up and backing me up slowly on the wall facing my bedroom door. Before I get the gist of what’s going on he is already sucking my neck and ear, arising different feelings inside me. I am holding on to his neck for balance as he sucks and kisses my throat when I spot something red on the back of his ear when I inspect his neck I find the unmistakable print of red lips on his neck and the center of his neck and shoulder.
I push him so hard and fast very quickly and since he wasn’t expecting it the force throws him backwards off balance as he lets me go. I fall unceremoniously on my high heels and give a cry of pain as I experience a sharp pain on my left leg. Cyrus runs up to me getting me out of my shoes and inspecting the ankle on my left leg massaging it as he does which causes me pain
“Get the away from me. I don’t want you to touch me” I shout at him as I push him back using my right leg to give me balance to stay standing up.
“Just let me take a look I want to make sure it’s not broken” he says to me slowly like I didn’t just shout at him. The pain lets me swallow my anger for a few minutes until he stands back up
“It’s no broken but you need to ice it so it doesn’t get swollen”
“This is all your fault. I can’t believe I let you touch me your so disgusting”
“What the fuck is your problem? You’re really trying my patience”
“What the fuck is this?” I say as I point to his neck, he rubs it since he can’t see and comes back with red color on his finger
“It’s not what you think…..”
“Really? So you came back to me after sleeping with another woman and then dare to put your hands on me? I never really gave a thought to you being faithful to me or not but I expected you to respect me as your wife. Take a shower after your done and don’t approach me either since you already got your feel for the night” I shout and try to calm myself down.
I start wobbling back to my room since the left leg hurts like hell when I step on it and Cullen stops me
“Let me get you into your room”
“Don’t. Touch me. Who know where those hands have been, I should probably shower with detergent to get rid of your filth”
“It’s really not as bad as you think Bella. Ever since I told you I wanted us to work I haven’t been with anyone else, why do you think I have such huge blue balls if I was fucking someone else?”
“And before that? Before you wanted to start trying and we were married, were you sleeping around?”
“It’s not important. This was just guys hanging out at a strip club and getting…..”
“I don’t want to hear it Cyrus. Just let me go to my room and have some rest”
“I’ll get you some painkillers and an ice bag”
“No thanks. I don’t want you touching anything I would use with your germs” I say getting to my door, I nearly lose my balance and he holds my waist
I am so mad that he touched me again I slap him but he catches my hand before it reaches his cheek
“I wouldn’t do that again if I were you. We already talked about this didn’t we? The next time you try and hit me again, I won’t be so merciful”
“Then don’t touch me” I say pulling my hand back
“You know I came back early for your ‘I am so perfect ass’? I wasn’t supposed to be back today but I did so I could be with you but I see you would much rather prefer Cullen’s company to mine. Did you enjoy your romantic dinner?”
“Well maybe Cullen wouldn’t have to prepare a romantic dinner for me if my husband did it, now would he? You know Cullen has always been sweet to me and he is just trying to win my forgiveness”
“Oh yeah”
“Yes. And stop bringing up Cullen to cover your disgusting behaviors, take responsibilities for your actions for once”
“Bella come on...”
“You’re disgusting” I tell him back as I open the door and close it hard on his face.
He curses behind the door and then kicks it for good measure and after a while curses again and finally I hear him leaving and walking down the hall. Tears are streaming from my eyes and I finally start crying, I am so hurt and angry.