Chapter Nine

Cyrus is still kissing my pussy as I come down from my high with a satisfied smile on my face, I am sure it looks ridiculous. When our eyes meet again he says to me through my pussy
“Now is the fun part, for me” then he kisses my clit one more time and fucking bites me.
I shoot at his head to get him off and he starts suckling slowly and looks at me with a wicked smile and I want to slap him, which I try to do but he catches my hand and starts kissing me again as he rubs his full on erect bare dick with pre cum on my stomach. Just as I start to relax under him he plunges straight into my pussy with no preamble and no preparation. I scream, hard and high as tears flow from my eyes and I hear him say again
“I hate you so much. Why are you so beautiful?” it’s not a question and I don’t think he is talking to me anyway so I don’t answer. He doesn’t move and he lets me cry and then starts licking the tears from my eye and when I have calmed down and stopped crying I realize he was only halfway into me as he uses even more force than before to finally break my hymen, take my virginity and destroy my virtue in one single thrust.
I wasn’t expecting it as before and I scream and cry even harder. He looks straight at me the whole time and it’s like he is enjoying this, my screams and my pain. He growls and this time he doesn’t let me calm down before before he starts fucking me hard. He thrusts in an out quick with so much force the bed screeches. It stings and it hurts, I want it to stop and be over it but as it goes on I think he gets more energized by the second. I realize he is going to kill and start struggling against him and screaming for him to let me go with no avail. It’s like trying to move a brick and I think my struggle turns him on even more because I swear I can feel him getting bigger inside me if that were possible.
I get tired and eventually stop struggling. His thrusts don’t stop but he starts biting and sucking my chest below my collarbone. His bites hurt and his hands are holding my thighs too hard and it hurts. Everywhere hurts and I can’t even look at his stupid face to see what it looks like, but I know that he is watching this and enjoying it. He is sick.
Just when I thought he would never stop, he eventually growls hard and release inside me. He stills and breaths hard before he ejects from my pussy and that also stings like hell. I my mind he is done now and he will let me go but he doesn’t, as soon as he his penis is out of me I can feel things spilling from me, I imagine it must be blood and semen. He surprises me by going down on my pussy, licking and sucking from my clit, my entrance to my back door. He is so gentle and sweet about it and although my pussy is still super sore it makes me feel good, cherished even loved a bit.
Although I am supposed to be mad and Cyrus and cuss him to hell, after what he did after sex I couldn’t bring myself to. I think I forgive him even though I would not like to do that again. He kisses my lips and then kisses my forehead and promises to go prepare me a warm bath to help with the soreness. Could I make Cyrus fall in love with me, with my pussy? Stupid I know. Where did that idea even come from? And I find myself falling asleep.
I think I hear Cullen’s voice, and he is angry. Cullen and Cyrus are shouting at each other and there is a struggle before I hear a door shut. I want to open my eyes but I am so tired and so sleepy so I continue on sleeping. I try opening my eyes when I feel Cyrus carry me to the bathroom and put me in the hot, stinging water that immediately arises me to open my eyes slowly but Cyrus has already left the bathroom by the time I do. After a while the water really does make my muscles loosen up and I sit there and bask in it.
I think I might have fallen asleep because there is a knock on the bathroom door that startles me and its not Cyrus behind the door,
“Bells, are you okay in there?”It’s Cullen.
Why is Cullen here? I mean I guess he should be here since he brought me here but what a disappointment, I was hoping to spend the night with Cyrus which is stupid if you think about it. Oh God I am a mess, what have I done? What am I doing?
“Bella…!” he calls out again with urgency
“It’s okay. Just a minute” I answer, dreading to go out there and face Cullen after what I have just done.
I get out of the tub and let the water that’s a bit pinkish out and dry my aching body, and then I see a t-shirt and running tracks, this time laid out on the marble counter. I wash my face with cold water and comb my hair with my fingers after I put the over sized clothes on and slowly leave the bathroom to face my new reality.
Its awkward going back to Cyrus’s bedroom and my eyes immediately goes to the made up bed that I just lost my virtue on. I feel embarrassed that I let Cyrus do the things that he did to me and leave just leave me here alone to deal with the aftermath of what we have done. Cyrus doesn’t care about me, I am screwed. What am I ever going to…………..
“Hey are you okay?” Cullen asks walking toward me. When did he get in here?
“Yeah, I am fine” I answer not looking at his face
“I opened the door and have been calling you. Are you sure you’re okay?” he asks again touching my shoulder and urging me with is body to look at him
“I am fine, just got lost in my head there for a minute” I immediately answer looking at him but avoiding all contact.
I start heading towards the bed and get in. Cullen hops on the bed from the other side and hands me some water, I take it and drain the glass.
“Someone is thirsty” Cullen points out although his voice sounds kind of different to me. Does he know?
“I’ll just lie down for a bit” I tell him finding a comfortable position in the bed
“Want me to hold you?” he asks with a curios smile and doesn’t wait for me to respond as he puts me in his arms like we always do when I sleep in his bedroom. It hurts a bit because I think Cyrus left some real bruises on me but I take the pain and soldier on.
Cullen hugging me in his brother’s bedroom in the same spot his brother was just on before he devoured me in this same bed is the last thing I want to do but what are my options here? So I let him hold me and not think about it, trying not to panic because I know Cullen will feel it. I am sure he already knows something is wrong if he doesn’t already know what happen by now. Even though Cyrus and Cullen have a hate and love relationship I know they are close, but would he tell him about us? It sucks to be me right now.
I concentrate on trying not to think and falling asleep but then Cullen says slowly into the room like a whisper
“I am sorry” did I hear right? Is Cullen apologizing to me why would he apologize?
“I am sorry about tonight. I promised to sneak you out and give you a good time and instead it led you here”
“Its fine, don’t worry about it. I am sure you didn’t plan for us to get shot at. How is tony?” I ask him and it’s true I don’t hold any grudges against him for tonight; I am too caught up in my own guilt.
“He is going to be okay. We had to rush him to our clinic because he had another wound we hadn’t seen”
“Oh? Okay” I say hoping tony recovers well. We are silent for a few minutes before he speaks again
“I am especially, truly sorry for what happened to you in this room”

Betrayed by Desire
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