Chapter Fifty six
Valentine is leaving this weekend and she has been bugging me nonstop about taking her to a night club so she can see at least do one rebellious thing before she goes back to Italy. I tried telling her it’s not a good idea considering what happened to me when I tried being rebellious ‘I didn’t tell her that exactly’ but this chick was adamant about it so I told her I would talk to Cyrus about it and if he approved we would take her. She was so excited even though I didn’t actually plan to ask Cyrus when I prepared that dinner for him because I wanted to talk to him about Cullen and i but I got cold feet and asked him about valentine instead.
“So you prepared this romantic dinner tonight to ask me for a favor? I knew you couldn’t do shit just to be cute”
“No. I didn’t do it for that, I just wanted to do something nice for you and she has been eating my ear about this I promised to ask you. It’s okay if you don’t think it’s okay”
“It’s fine. We will go to one of our most secure clubs and be in the VIP area the whole time anyway. My princess `and the Italian princess will be just fine. Don’t worry”
“Okay, thank you so much for doing this. Valentine is going to be so excited”
“And what about me?”
“What about you?”
“What do I get in return for my generosity? Do I get to actually take my wife to bed tonight?” he says to me with a smile so easily and he is so perfect, he has been so amazing and this would be the right time to give him what he wants and I should tell him the truth now.
“Umm… Cyrus…I…” I start not knowing where to start and trying to find a way
“Are you fucking kidding me?” he asks with a
“What?”
“You’re going to tell me you’re not ready again, right? I don’t get what seems to be the problem here, it’s not like you have no idea what it’s like. Was it really that bad?”
“What are you talking about?” I asked confused and panicking because it sounds a lot like he already knows. Does he know?
“He looks at me suddenly looking tired with the whole dinner and conversation and stand up from his seat and trying to leave”
“Wait. Can we talk about it, please?”
“We are married Bella. We have been married for nearly six months now, how long do I have to wait to finally fuck my wife? It’s not like you’re a virgin or anything and I am just tired” he says and leaves mad, every step bringing the tears closer until they are spilling down my face like water fall.
I can’t find a wink of sleep no matter how hard I try that night. He knows. He really knows, how does he know, did Cullen tell him? Why the hell would he do that and not tell me. Maybe that’s why he has been trying to talk to me all this time. I should call him, I don’t trust the phone Cyrus gave me, and he might me monitoring my calls. I will call to meet him somewhere public and safe from eaves dropping. I feel like such a fool and so heartbroken, was he making a fool of me all this time? How do I face him now after tonight? Why did he marry me if he knew I had slept with his young brother? This doesn’t make any sense and I am driving myself insane.
I am glad Cyrus doesn’t knock on my door in the morning when he leaves his bedroom. I was awake the whole time in this quite house and heard him as he went to the gym and then when he left the house. I sighed in relief that I didn’t have to go through that this morning, and then I called Cullen and arranged to meet him at the park during mid day so we could talk. He is the only one who can tell me the truth and ease me right now. So even though I am still mad at him, I admit that I need him.
I get ready and leave with Denis to go to the park, valentine keeps calling me to know what Cyrus said about going to the club and I keep rejecting her calls, I don’t need her drama right now. Cullen is already there and he even brought a basket for picnic like we are having a nice lunch together, food is the last thing on my mind right now but I indulge him. Denis sits in the bench at a place he can see us both we have our picnic, I go right to the point as soon as we are settled down
“Did you talk to Cyrus?”
“When today? I talk to Cyrus every day, we are brothers after all”
“I mean did you tell him?” I ask lowering my voice and watching my surrounding. I can’t have anyone hearing this conversation.
“Tell him what?” he asks looking at me for answers
“Did you tell him about us?” I ask and watch him carefully for any reaction that he might be lying to me. Yes, I am paranoid.
“I don’t understand Bella. What are you talking about?” he asks setting aside his serving duties and turning to face me
“Why are you making this so hard? Cyrus said something to me last night like he knew what happened between us that night when you took my virtue. Now I was planning to tell him …..”
“Wait, wait. Stop! The night I took your virtue? Bella you’re not making any sense”
“Are you serious? So this is how you’re going to deny me when I tell the truth about the night you took me from my home, got me drunk and took my virginity? That I am not making sense? Cullen this is serious, I could die for this”
“You still think that? But you guys have been married for like forever now, why should it be an issue now? If he had a problem with your virtue he would have already said something”
“We um….we haven’t actually slept together yet”
“Excuse me. What?” he asks surprised, his eyes nearly popping out of his eye socket.
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