Abominable Thoughts

Lilian's POV

The night was heavy with a form of silence that pressed down on me as I lay down in my bed, my mind was like a whole whirlwind of thoughts that I couldn’t escape.



Sleep was far from me and so I just lay there on my bed.



And then suddenly I found myself feeling the moonlight as it found its way through the curtains, making out shadows on the walls that seemed to dance on the floor.



The air was thick with anticipation, and I felt a strange pull. I couldn't explain it but it was a magnetic force that drew me towards the door.



My heart pounded heavily in my chest. I couldn't tell what it was exactly.


Suddenly, the door creaked open, and I looked and saw as Kaiden stepped inside. He was exactly as I remembered him—strong, commanding, but yet there was this softness in his eyes that he rarely let others see.



His presence filled the room, and I could feel the heat in his eyes as it traveled over my body, it settled briefly and they caressingly looked on every curve of my body.



“Lilian,” he whispered, his voice like a husky murmur that sent electrifying shivers down my spine.


He approached slowly, as if he was savoring the moment, and I just found myself unable to move, I was just rooted to the spot by the intensity of his stare.



Before I could speak, another figure appeared behind him and my eyes widened with surprise—Jael.
What was going on?


The sight of them together, both so powerful and alluring, made my breath catch in my throat. Jael’s eyes were darker, more intense, and he moved with a predatory manner that made my pulse quicken.




“What are you doing....here?” I asked him in a whisper, as if I was afraid to break the spell. As if I didn't even want to break the spell, whatever this was.



Kaiden’s hand reached out first and his fingers brushed tenderly and lightly against my cheek, and I felt a warmth spread through me, a longing that I couldn’t ignore.




"We came for you,” he said simply, his voice was like velvet against my skin.


Jael stepped closer, he still had his eyes on me, it drew me in even as I struggled to understand what was happening.



“You’ve been in our thoughts,” Jael said, his voice was low as he spoke. “We couldn’t stay away,” he added.


OMG!

What the hell was happening?
The air between us was so freaking charged, it crackled with an energy that was almost suffocating. I felt trapped between them, yet I didn’t want to escape.



There was something intoxicating about their closeness, the way they looked at me as if I was the only thing that mattered in the world. And I was so eager to know what they would do next.



Kaiden leaned in, his lips brushed against my ear as he whispered in my ears and sent shivers down my spine. Again.



“Tell us what you want, Lilian.” Kaiden said.



I closed my eyes, I could feel the heat of his breath against my skin, the way his words sent a rush of desire through me.



“I want…” My voice faltered, the words caught in my throat, but the truth was there, burning inside me.



Jael’s hand found mine, his touch on me was electrifying.



“It’s okay,” he murmured, his voice was like a dark promise. “We’re here,” he said.


Everything shifted, and suddenly I was lying on the bed, Kaiden on one side, Jael on the other. Their hands were on me, gentle but really insistent, they were exploring, caressing, and I felt my body respond in ways I had never imagined.



Every touch sent waves of pleasure through me, and I was lost in the sensation, the almost crippling intensity of it all.



Kaiden’s lips found mine, and the kiss was very deep, it was filled with a passion that took my breath away. I could feel Jael’s hands trailing down my body, his touch ignited a fire within me that I couldn’t control.



As their hands and lips explored my body, I felt my mind slip away, surrendered to the dream, to the raw desire that coursed through me. I wanted them—both of them at once—and the realization was like a shock to my system, awakening something primal and fierce inside me.



But just as we were about to reach our peak, the world around me began to fade.


The edges of my reality blurred, and I was left grasping at the sensations, trying to hold onto the feeling of their touch, their presence. But it was slipping away, dissolving into the darkness as I was pulled back to reality.



And disappointedly, I woke with a start, my heart raced, my body still tingled with the aftershocks of the dream. The room was quiet, the moonlight still shone its pale glow over the bed.


I was alone, but the memory of the dream still felt vivid and potent, as if they had truly been there with me.


I took a deep breath, as I tried to steady myself, but the emotions were still raw, the desire still burned within me. It had felt so real, so powerful, that I could almost believe it had happened.



But it was just a dream…
I lay back down, my mind raced as I tried to make sense of it all. The feelings were too strong to ignore, the connection I felt with both Kaiden and Jael were just too intense to dismiss. What did it mean? Was it just a reflection of my own desires, or something more?




Sleep didn’t come easily after that, I just laid on my bed, panting and breathing hard while I stared at my ceiling while I tried to make good of what the dream was about.




I found it unable to sleep and when I finally did, it was filled with fragmented images of Kaiden and Jael, their touches, their words, echoing in my mind.


By morning, I was left with more questions than answers, and a longing that I couldn’t shake.
I kept wondering what the dream was all about.