Chapter 154: Saying Goodbye
*Second General Order of the Navy: To walk my post, in a military manner, keeping always on the alert, and observing everything that takes place within sight or hearing*
JD continued to pace the floor after Reese left the room. He heard his mother sigh and turned to look at her. She was wearing the dark burgundy wrap dress that Reese had bought her not quite a year ago. It was a little tight, but considering she had recently had triplets, she looked good.
Her hair had a bounce to the curl and her nails were done in Navy blue with golden French tips and anchors. She was happy and JD was grateful. His brother was happy with his own newborn and partners. Jolene was happy being away from Hank and finding herself with Neo. She had dropped half her classes and pushed her graduation date until December. If his Seabee training in Gulfport fell just right, he would be home for her ceremony.
“Come sit down.” Helen told him and he sat next to her. “Tell me what’s on your mind.”
“I don’t think I can do this.”
The soft admission had her heart clenching as she pulled her son into a hug. He was now too tall for him to rest his head on her chest. This time, she rested her head on his chest, and he wrapped his arms around her. He had been going to the gym with Reese since February and had bulked up some from his slim wiry frame.
“Didn’t the chief tell you that you would have those feelings?”
“Yes, but…”
“What?”
“Momma, what if she leaves me?”
“And what if she’s just as scared of you leaving her?” his mom asked quietly.
“I got her a promise ring. I *made* her a promise ring.”
“She’s lost a lot, JD. She’s scared of losing you too.”
“I love her, mom.”
“I know you do. And I’m sure that she knows that you do. But fear can overpower knowledge.” Sitting up, she kissed his cheek. “Go talk to her.”
“Are you sure? I mean Reese went over there.”
“Reese can tell her what he sees and what he believes. But only you can tell her how you feel.”
“Okay.” JD hugged his mom and kissed her temple before he stood up. He stopped at the door when she called out his name.
“Think of it like chess or checkers. It’s going to take a lot of patience and eve more foresight.”
“Nice analogy.” He grinned at his mom.
Shrugging, she smiled back at him. “The only other thing I could think of for you was just keep swimming.”
Laughing he walked across the driveway and into his own house. The house that he now thought of as his own. As he approached the door to Dean’s room, he could hear them talking. It wasn’t that he was trying to eavesdrop, he was simply trying to let her know that he wasn’t going anywhere.
Well, he was, but he was coming back to her.
Reese’s voice floated down the hall. “…going to end up making this harder on both of you if you don’t get your fear under control.”
“How?” Dean asked and the tears in her voice broke JD’s heart.
“For the next ten weeks, he needs to focus on boot, not on you leaving him.” Her uncle explained as JD stepped into the doorway. “If he’s focusing on that, he might wash out. You don’t want to be the reason that he comes home early do you?”
“No.” shaking her head she gave the soft confession.
“What do you want?” Reese asked looking over her head at the door.
JD entered the room quietly and gave the other man a soft smile.
“To be the reason that he comes home.” She admitted looking down.
“Dean, baby,” JD sat on the edge of the bed, and she turned to face him. “You’ll always be the reason that I come home.” Reaching out, he cupped her cheek. “Our home, here. The one that we’ve made together over the past how many months.”
“Eight.” She said quietly and he smiled at her.
Reese stood up and placed Dean in JD’s lap. “I’ll tell everyone that you two needed some time alone this morning. Just don’t… don’t stay too long. You have to be at the recruiters at noon.”
At his name, Monster jumped off the bed and followed Reese out of the room.
JD leaned in and kissed Dean, lightly nipping on her bottom lip as the door clicked close. Her hands clutched his blue polo shirt and he leaned into her, gently pushing her to her back. Crawling up her body, never breaking their kiss, he settled himself over her, lining their bodies up.
“JD.” She panted when he finally broke away and looked at her.
Desire and need were evident in his eyes. “I’m right here, baby.” Rolling his hips, he nudged her legs open with his knees and thighs. “This is what I want to think about for the next ten weeks when it gets hard. I want to think of you here, underneath me, and know that you’re waiting for me.”
She shifted under him, and his eyes were drawn to the robe that was being forced open between them. Resting his weight on his lower body and one arm, his other hand reached down and tugged the grey terry cloth open. Her pink nipple puckered up as soon as the cool air hit it.
With all the barriers being removed, JD’s restraint was being tested. Leaning down to taste her skin, he knew that this was a test he was going to fail. His tongue circled her tight rose bud a few times before it was sucked into his mouth.
“Oh, God….” Dean breathed out as she arched into him and grasped the back of his head with her hand.
Moving over her. He opened the robe and cupped the other breast, pinching her nipple between his finger and thumb. Both of her hands moved to his back and began to tug on his shirt. Sitting up on his knees, the shirt was pulled off him and thrown off to the side.
Before returning to her lovely breasts, he untied the robe and helped her to squirm out of it. “So, fucking beautiful.”
Reaching up, she started to undo his jeans. “I want to see you.”
“Baby, I’m barely hanging on here.” Came the soft warning as his jeans were undone and pushed down his thighs. A conversation from months ago suddenly filled his mind. “Where’s your toy?” JD quietly asked as he got off the bed and stepped out of his shoes and jeans.
Blushing she moved towards her bedside table and opened the drawer. Reaching inside, he grabbed the bright blue finger attachment. Seeing the condoms in the drawer, he cocked an eyebrow at her.
“I’ve been… hopeful.” She quietly admitted.
“Not today, baby.” JD told her as he slipped the toy onto his thumb and turned it on.
“But-“ her eyes rolled back in her head when he touched her nub with the toy. “Oh, God…”
“Mhmm.” He hummed as he knelt between her legs and slipped a finger inside her wet folds. With Dean squirming and crying out for him, JD wrapped a hand around his hard shaft and began to pump his fist.
Sitting up slightly, she reached for him, and he increased the pressure on her clit. “I want…” falling back on the bed, her whole body arched as she came around his finger.
“Fuck yeah.” He hissed out as he curled his finger inside and helped her ride out her orgasm.
Moving his hand slightly, JD changed the pressure on her clit and lightly teased her backdoor with his ring finger. It took only a few minutes to push her back up to another orgasm with her back arching and legs trembling. A cry of pleasure was ripped from her.
“Dean, baby.” JD’s hips thrust into his fist a few rough times before he stilled and came all over her stomach and tits.
“JD.” Dean objected softly as he removed his hand and sat the toy on the table.
“We’ll get a shower in just a minute.” He told her as he laid down and pulled her close.
Snuggling into his embrace she agreed. “That was… fucking amazing.”
“It was, baby. And when I’m buried inside you, it’s going to be even better.” He promised as he buried his hand in her hair and held her to his chest.
“Why not now?”
He pressed a kiss to her hair.. “Because I want to take my time memorizing every inch of your body. Finding every spot that brings you pleasure. And when I’m done, you’re going to need a lot more time to recover and your body is going to be covered in my marks.”
“Oh.” Was the only sound she could form.
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