Chapter 52
NATHAN
"You need me? I think you meant you need to fuck me." She laughed disdainfully.
"I don't need to explain to you...you know what we both feel. You know how amazing it is, and I know you need it too."
"I don't..."
"Don't lie."
"Do you think you can make me go along with this? With everything that's between us?"
"Everything was fine until you fucked my cousin."
"Fuck you! I'm not going to waste my time anymore!" She turned her back to me.
"Now you're dating that son of a bitch, Kent. He even sent you flowers."
"How do you know he sent me flowers?" Damn it.
"You took the card, didn't you? That came with the bouquet."
"I don't know what you're talking about." I shrugged. It would be like admitting that I'm jealous of her. You feel Ryan. Then she smiled.
"I knew it was you! He told me he sent a card, and it couldn't just disappear. How shameful, Ryan... taking something that isn't yours? I didn't expect that from you."
"I don't know about any card."
"Then explain how you knew the flowers were sent by John?"
"You must have mentioned it."
"No."
"Someone then. I don't know."
"Admit it."
"Only if you admit to sleeping with my cousin. Did you sleep with Kent too?" She rolls her eyes.
"You want answers, but you don't dare to admit that you took a card?"
"What would I gain from that?"
"Alright... since you want answers and so do I, I propose a little game of truth. Only yes or no, but be honest. The card..."
"It was me."
"I knew it! Why?"
"Because it's not included in the game. It's my turn." She rolled her eyes, making a gesture for me to continue.
"You and my cousin..."
"No. The answer is no, and I'm starting to regret it."
"Are you being honest?"
"Are you asking for a kick in the balls, Ryan?" I raised my hands, surrendering. I'd have to believe her.
"My turn. You said you haven't been with anyone since our first time together. Was that true? Up until now?"
"Yes."
"I don't believe you."
"It's the absolute truth. My turn. Have you slept with Kent? And by that, I mean..."
"I know what you mean... the answer is no."
"You've never been with anyone else besides me?" She blinked, avoiding looking directly at me. She hadn't. She was still only mine.
"I think it's my turn."
"Answer... I want to hear you say it." I felt relieved.
"I thought you didn't believe what I said?"
"Why not?"
"Because you didn't believe when I said..."
"Not that. Why haven't you been with anyone else?"
"Why haven't you?" "Because it's you that I want, that I desire, every night."
"It doesn't matter. What matters is that today I want you." She was going to start listing all the arguments she had against us. Work, rumors, her career, and ethics. Fuck it! Fuck everything!
When did sex become so complicated? Maybe it was because I found a damn virgin in my path. An untouched pussy, and what a pussy it was. Capable of driving me crazy and making me, who always had control, capable of throwing everything to the winds.
If I had known, I would have prepared myself for the psychological disturbances that came along with fucking a virgin. But perhaps it was something unique to Kate. The girl who I thought was inexperienced kept surprising me, showing herself to be a determined and daring woman. Maybe it was her inexperience in sexual matters that made me want to provide her with all the pleasures. Just like her, she was giving me the pleasure of being with someone inexperienced who satisfied me in a way that no one else had before. She made sex seem exciting and unpredictable, something I hadn't felt in a long time.
KATE
Moving in that natural and incredibly sexy way, he stood up from the couch after an eternity of sitting there while I yelled at him. Going to the fireplace, he picked up something from it, and then I saw a spark being thrown against the wooden logs and soon the flames arose. He leaned, resting his forehead on the arm leaning on top of the fireplace.
I could see all his muscles under the thin fabric of his shirt. I needed to remember why I couldn't sleep with him. Maybe just one last time? This promise had already been repeated so many times by me.
He turned off the lights, leaving the room dark and sensual, and cozy. Something in my head was telling me to run and leave, but my body was static. Even though my consciousness was screaming for me to run away, my body refused, somehow my body knew that I wanted this more than anything. He sat back on the couch.
"Just take your clothes off and enjoy the night," he said, relaxing on the couch.
"You're crazy," I couldn't see his eyes perfectly, but I still felt them on me.
"Yeah, I'm crazy... I've been crazy since I met you. Since I tasted your wonderful taste and felt you tight against me. And you know what drives me even crazier? Knowing that I'm the only one who has fucked that delicious pussy and damn... I feel like it's all mine."
My jaw must have been on the ground as I tried to assimilate the words that came out of his mouth without any shame. I blinked, feeling my face burning. No man had ever spoken to me like this, and it affected me nicely.
"Take your clothes off for me, Kate," he said, biting his lip. "I want to make you come. I know you want it. I know how much you want me to lick you. Don't you? I couldn't formulate a single word, I stopped breathing, as he spoke. The flush must have taken over my whole body. "I'm going to lick you slowly," he continued, "you just need to take your clothes off and come here. I'm going to fuck you so hard because I've been hard since you walked through that door." My reason had already evaporated from my body. My heart was racing, and I wanted to touch myself. His words were enough to make me desperate. "Are you listening to me?" I nodded involuntarily. "Then, obey me."
His voice mixed with the sound of the rain that was starting to fall outside. My willpower and common sense had already disappeared. I wanted him. Badly. "Baby, my dick is throbbing because of you, and I'm starting to get irritated with all this hellish desire and your resistance."