Chapter 54

KATE

"Kate," he paused, breathless. "I want you in my bed." I nodded, taking in a deep breath, not really understanding. I stood up, trying to compose myself. He stood up next to me. How can I get naked in front of this man? "I'll guide you," he said, but I couldn't understand his intent due to the poor lighting. I nodded and looked around, noticing the vastness of the place.
"Staircase or hallway?"
"Hallway," I replied, starting to walk. The hallway was long, and I spotted a door at the end.
"Last door?" He nodded, and I saw his dark smile in the dim light. "I'm starting to feel uncomfortable walking like this in front of you." He laughed.
"You're surprising...you get embarrassed by dirty words, but you walk naked in front of a man. You're not shy." He concluded, kissing my shoulder.
"Was it a test?"
"No... I just wanted to have those images saved."
"Asshole." I laughed.
"Keep going," he ordered, giving me a pat on the butt. I rolled my eyes but obeyed.
"Bossy!"
I took a few more steps, almost reaching the door, but I was surprised when I was pressed against the wall, feeling my hair being pulled forcefully, my breasts being squeezed, and his penis penetrating me abruptly, making me scream. Pulling my head to the side, he kissed my shoulder, thrusting harder.
"You're not shy. You love it rough, don't you?" I shivered as my body suffered several impulses with his thrusts. I felt his penis sliding in my wetness along my entire length, making me delirious. He stopped, panting loudly.
"I'm going to enter you completely, even if it hurts."
"Don't talk...just do it." He laughed wickedly before slapping my butt so hard that I almost jumped. I tried to face him, but he prevented me, pulling my hair brutally, and laughing at my neck. His other hand found my sex, inciting me, spreading his fingers in my wetness, pressing my clit, and making insane movements. I felt spasms and tried to move his hand away, but I couldn't. I was just moaning.
I supported my forehead and one hand on the wall, grabbing his arm with the other, still trying to make him stop because I couldn't stand the sensation, but also to serve as support. My body trembled, and the spasms continued.
I couldn't take it anymore, I came screaming, feeling the explosion. My legs weakened, and he quickly grabbed my body, preventing me from falling.
I felt him carrying me, and when I opened my eyes, I was already in his huge room. He put me on the bed and turned on the light, making me protest.
"Are you okay?" I nodded, lying on my stomach, exhausted. I missed this. I pulled a pillow, placing my face on it. Nathan hovered over me, kissing my shoulder.
"Do you mind if I stay quiet?" He smiled and shook his head, denying. Sliding his hands on my back and kissing me, he didn't take long to bury himself in me, making slow movements, desire growing again between my legs.
I press against him, moaning, lost in pleasure, making him increase the rhythm, his hands squeezing my hip and shoulder, thrusting hard, making me pull the sheet and bite my lip so hard it hurts. His climax getting closer with each thrust, until he growls, coming, and letting his heavy, hot, sweaty body fall on me. Seconds later, I try to move, pushing his body to the side, settling myself on his chest, and feeling his breathing return to normal. I pull the sheet to cover our bodies up to the hips. I run my fingers over his firm belly, closing my eyes and surrendering to sleep.

I wake up to the insignificant sound of the door opening. Nathan comes in, taking off his shirt, his post-workout swollen muscles making him look even bigger.
"Did I wake you up?" he throws the shirt over a piece of furniture. "I realize where I am. What am I doing here?"
"Give me a few minutes to explain to myself why I'm here," I say, raising my torso and pulling the sheet to cover myself up.
"Are you going to do this again?" he scoffs, looking away.
"What?"
"Acting indifferent after we have sex. As if something terrible happened."
"You can't see how wrong all of this is."
He was right, I always felt even more lost. That's because I only realize how wrong it is after we do it.
"I know you've been seeing Kent, what do you intend to do with that?"
"That's none of your business?"
"We just had sex, and you're telling me that seeing someone else doesn't concern me?"
"It's just sex, remember?" I can't believe I just said that. He stares at me, motionless.
"I don't want anything to do with you if you decide to sleep with someone else, at the same time."
"Don't worry. From the moment I decide to have a relationship with someone else, I'll forget you exist." He smiles and approaches, sitting on the edge of the bed.
"Are you going to discard me like that? So easily?" He knows it wouldn't be so easy.
"What are you laughing about?"
"You're funny, Collins." He bites his lip, warming up between my legs.
"And you're a complete idiot." I notice some red and purple spots on his neck. Did I do that?
"What?" He tries to look at his neck. "Oh yeah... I'm also wondering how they got there. Can you tell me?"
"He asked me to be his girlfriend." The thought comes to mind, and the words come out, eager for his reaction.
"What?" He says, squinting his eyes in disbelief. "Are you saying Kent asked...?"
"Yes." He laughs as if it were absurd.
"Are you serious?"
"What's so funny?" He stops laughing when he sees the seriousness on my face as if he didn't think I could accept.
"You're not thinking about accepting, are you?" I see in his eyes how absurd the idea seems to him. "Are you?"
"I shouldn't be discussing this with you."
"Fuck, you don't even like him!"
"How did you come to that conclusion?"
"He just wants to sleep with you, Kate!"
"What are you trying to say? That people can only be interested in me for sex? Just like you?"
"It's not that. But I know the jerk."
"I don't know why I'm still here wasting my time with you?" I stand up, intending to leave, letting the sheet fall, but too angry to care that I'm naked.
"Kate..." He grabs my arm. "You're not going to accept." "Is he giving me an order?"
"Why?"
"Are you kidding me, girl?"
"You're the one who must be kidding, thinking you can give me orders and control my life."
"It's kind of absurd, don't you think?"
"You want to control me? A lot."
"Are you thinking of dating another guy, when you're here with me?" "He can offer me things you can't."
"Are you sure?" He smiled.
"Before you come up with your jokes... I'm referring to something that makes sense. Something serious."
"I can offer something that will make you lose your senses." He wrapped his arms around my waist, trying to pull me towards him.
"He can also offer me sex." I tried to push him away by putting my hand on his chest.
"Not like me. But that's not the point. The point is, you're considering the possibility of dating Kent, even though we're casually sleeping together?"
"We don't sleep together casually. Rarely. I would say only when you attack me. But it won't happen again, especially if I accept his proposal."
"He offered you hearts and flowers...that's not your style, Kate. I know that. I know what you like."
"Why do you think that?" He makes a face, indicating that it's obvious.
"Right...he made you a proposal, so I'll make one too."
"Wait... I know! Casual sex?"
"Don't mock me."
"You're a clown, Ryan."
"Let me speak."
"Fine." I hold back my laughter.
"We can continue with this..."
"With casual sex?" I can't help it, I laugh, leaning my head on his chest.
"You're an idiot." He ends up laughing too.
"I think I should go."
"I'm not finished yet."
"There's nothing you can say that will convince me to continue with this."
"You want something serious, so we could add some rules to our casual relationship to make it more serious."
"You're really a joke."
"To start with, the first rule would be not to date anyone else."
"To avoid your jealous attacks, right?"
"To avoid anyone else trying to fuck you."
"You didn't say that?"
"Yes, I did."
"Asshole."
"Oh, yeah, that too! You have to stop provoking me."
"That wouldn't benefit me at all. Where's the fun in that?"
"You know what the benefit is for both of us."
"I don't know. What is it?"
"I'll show you." He says before grabbing my thighs and lifting me, putting my legs around his hips.
"Stop."
"I won't stop. Only when you say yes to my proposal."