Chapter 45

Lsabella's pov :
I tucked the package I was holding in the drawer under the windowsill and waited for the Blood Moon Pack warriors to continue.
And I don't know why, but the sleepiness that had been acting up soon evolved into something real.
Well, with a few hours to go before the full moon, I got back into bed and tried to get a little rest.
When I lay down on the bed, I didn't remember what happened after that and fell asleep straight away.
But I always had things on my mind, so I didn't sleep well. I always felt some rustling next to me, sometimes it was quiet again, sometimes it was noisy.
I wanted to wake up to see what was going on, but I couldn't move my body. Even my eyelids became very heavy, as if they were glued, and I couldn't open them.
I felt myself being lifted up, and then after a bumpy ride, I returned to a still state.
A pungent smell of disinfectant water reached my nose.
Up to this point, I realized that all that I had experienced earlier might not have been my dream.
The hazy sensation of my body may have been an illusion, but I clearly smelled what only a special scene would smell like.
It was like I was wrapped in a cocoon, but with a reason to break free.
I felt the coldness of my chest, as if some cold metal object had fallen up, and not only that, but it was shaking and touching my chest constantly.
This was a sign that I needed to start struggling, and I began to struggle to regain my link to my own body, forcing myself to wake up again.
Nut's image in my mind was also very tired: "Lsabella, something is not right, we should be counted."
"I...got it."
My current state is like a poor prey caught in a mud puddle, the whole body is wrapped in the mud with strong adsorption force, and how to struggle can not escape. If waiting for death would be a quick thing, because the mud has spread to my chest.
But I'm not prey, I'm Blood Moon Pack's Alpha.
I tried to maneuver my hand so that I could ball up a fist, and after a few twitching fingers, I finally clenched my fist so that my nails were embedded in the palm of my hand.
The clear pain from the real world spread from my palm, infusing my brain with clarity.
Consciousness and strength reentered my body again.
I seemed to be able to break through the cocoon.
I opened my eyes in a flash.
In front of my eyes was blinding white, and in a few blinks, I had understood my current condition.
Although very unexpected and incomprehensible, I was now actually in a place that resembled an operating room, with cold white light hitting my face, and my looking with the same cold eyes at the doctor in front of me who was in a state of shock, holding a scalpel up, and my chest was chilled and could have been slashed open with a gash.
"Sir!"
I don't know who shouted, and the door was immediately pushed open.
At this moment I have got up, holding a cloth pressed against my chest, I stood barefoot on the floor, at this time already understand Jasper's bowl of medicine must have problems, there may be inhibitors and hypnotic drugs multiplying the ingredients, I am now incapable of transforming my form, holding the wall to be able to barely stand still.
The person who came in was Jasper, and behind him was Olivia.
Olivia and I have not seen each other for a long time, and she looks good now.
Although I was very weak, none of the doctors and nurses dared to come forward to subdue me.
Only Jasper quickened his pace and walked up to me.
I raised my hand to slap his arm away, but my hand was unable to exert any strength and was grabbed by Jasper instead.
I've lived with him so long in peace that I've forgotten how I fought with him in the first place.
Jasper tugged on my arm, I couldn't break free, but I didn't show any weakness either.
"Lsabella! Stop it and lie back down! You'll get hurt like this!"
I looked at Jasper's face, but wondered what position he had to care if I would get hurt, was he afraid that my heart would be damaged?
Although I let Jasper grab my arm, I looked at him coldly, as if I was back to our previous argument.
"Bah! What are you doing now?"
"I..." Jasper's expression was torn, like he didn't know how to explain the matter.
He kissed me in front of his clan only a short while ago, but he did it just to get my heart.
The memories and details hidden in the bottom of my heart are now floating through my mind, so he planned to do this from the first time he saw me?
So what was he doing for so many things after that? He wasted so much time and so much manpower and resources to take me
He wasted so much time and manpower to bring me to fight on the East Continent just to use my name to consolidate Blue Moon Pack's position on the East Continent?
If Jasper didn't have this kind of tact and ingenuity, how would he be able to hold on to the throne that originally belonged to his brother?
I don't know if it was the wound or my real heart, I felt the pain.
"Apparently we're taking your heart."
Olivia came from behind, she still looked soft, but there were no more scruples in what she said.
"Not bad for an Alpha, to be able to wake up now, then I'll thank you for your heart in advance."
The so-called two-month period and the so-called Luna ritual were just a pretense, a means for Jasper to save his frail Olivia.
But now that I recall it, I can always sense that something is not right, and I feel that Jasper has a part outside of his scheming that cannot be explained for the time being.
I looked at Jasper, and it was like he was running away from it all. He showed a pained look, but didn't dare to look at me.
But I was the victim, so who was I to give him sympathy.
"Is that why you brought me back to Blue Moon Pack? You've been acting in front of me for so long just for my heart?"
Jasper raised his eyes to mine now, with a surprising amount of remorse in them.
"No..."
But I don't know what Jasper is hesitating about, at this moment he lost his usual momentum, instead he couldn't say anything.
Olivia, who seemed to have been holding back for a long time and who at this moment wanted to tell me everything, interjected again: "Yes, that's the way it is. Unfortunately, my jealousy made me strike first, otherwise it wouldn't have been with a heart of hate. I slightly still regret it, but it was an Alpha's heart after all, how bad could it be?"
I swept a glance at Olivia, the scar on her neck was still there, maybe Xavier was right, some people just don't want to leave you alone.
"That's enough, Olivia! Stand down!"
Jasper scolded Olivia, who gave me a vicious glare in Jasper's blind spot before meekly retreating.
I was now weak, my chest didn't hurt, but blood had long since seeped out.
Jasper gathered his emotions, he came over to me and advised me in a low voice: "Go back to bed and lie down, I can explain to you slowly if you want to hear."
"You're about to rip my heart out before you even think of explaining to me? You've been lying to me for so long and you just give me an explanation?"
I didn't catch my breath, blocked in my heart made me spit out a mouthful of blood directly, I couldn't play down, the blood just spit down, and splattered a few blood spots on Jasper's clothes.
"Do as you're told! Now go back to bed. Doctor!"
I turned around and grabbed Jasper's sleeve, staring at him with a deadly stare, "You think a cheat is anything at all?"
The blood left the corners of my mouth, but I ignored it, I only had this to say: "Do you think a deception is nothing?"
If Jasper had been willing to exchange benefits with me from the beginning, if he had offered generous enough conditions, such as moonstones and friendly mutual aid agreements, I could have agreed to him.
But he chose the worst path, he wanted to deceive me and even tried to make me fall in love with him? He refused to pay these prices and had to take away my heart after deceiving my feelings.
I was so disappointed, I was disappointed that Jasper, who could occasionally tug at my heartstrings, turned out that all of this was just a lie. The teenager with the twinkling eyes and me saying that he wanted me to be his Luna, turned out to be happy for Olivia.
"It's not like that...it's not like that!" Jasper held me in his arms with trembling hands.
But my heart was already numb enough: "Your Olivia is about to welcome a new life, what about me? Am I going to die without a heart?"
"No! It's not like that." Jasper grabbed my arm and forced me to look at him again, "I will give you Olivia's heart in exchange, I won't let you die."
"Oh, well !" I sneered, "And then wait for me to get sick and die, is that it?"
"No! It's not like that. I love you, Lsabella! I'm not going to let you die."
Jasper said something that, whether it was true or not, didn't make sense anymore.
I closed my eyes in sadness.